Chang An staggered back two steps, and when he turned around again, Zhou Wei had already thrown away the suit in his hand and fell on the bed.

He lay on his back, his eyes closed, and he pulled the two buttons from the collar of his shirt with all his might, and then raised his arm over his forehead.

There were no overhead lights in the room, and all the light sources were maintained by a little light coming through the bathroom, which was very dim.

Chang An stepped on the soft carpet and walked to the bed.

The person on the bed did not get up, but the bulging Adam's apple rolled up and down, indicating that he should not be asleep, but his forehead and eyes were covered under his arms, revealing half of the bridge of his nose, lips and chin.

Chang An stood beside the bed for a while, this man who had not been in touch for more than half a month, he seemed to be panting very hard, so that his shirt was tightened and his chest rose and fell very obviously.

I looked at the time, and it was half past eleven in the night.

What was he doing in her room at this time?

Chang An wanted to open his mouth to shout at him, or directly drive people out, but his mouth opened and he found that he was about to lose his voice, and his throat hurt too much.

Forget it, don't bother to toss!

She turned around, she had to close the door first, but the person on the bed sat up as soon as she moved, Chang An didn't react, her feet suddenly left the ground, Zhou Wei wrapped her waist and brought the person directly to the bed, like a raging wind, and when Chang An came back to his senses, he had fallen down with him, his body was firmly wrapped, his head was buckled and pressed against his chest, his back was against his arm, and his legs were also wrapped around his legs.

He used his height and strength advantage to forcibly trap Chang An in his arms.

At first, Chang An struggled twice, but she didn't have much strength, and besides, she didn't have much strength, it was more like a symbolic gas, and then she didn't move, and she let him hold her as if she was breaking the jar.

The whole process lasted only a few seconds, but there was no verbal communication, and then there was an overwhelming smell of alcohol, breathing, and heartbeat.

Chang An happened to be close to his left chest at the time, and he heard the heart beating inside.

He breathed heavily and heavily, as if he had something very important in his arms.

Half salary, before he was about to be suffocated, Chang An finally moved a small gap.

"You don't have anything to say?" he said suddenly, in a very nasal voice.

Chang An was stunned, "What do you want me to say?" Her voice was also low and hoarse.

"Any... Anything you want to say. ”

"Will you believe it?"

"If you say it, I will believe..."

Chang An seemed to have been hit by something, and her heart ached, so she drilled her head out a little.

She knew his temper, his machismo, and his possessiveness, but those words just now did not suit his character.

"If I said that I happened to meet him in Beijing, and he took me back to the hotel, and nothing happened in the room, would you believe that?"

Zhou Wei looked at her in the dark, his snort was full of the smell of Chang'an, rubbing her body in his arms, and combing his fingers between her hair.

She is his woman.

He keeps telling directly that this is his woman.

"I believe it!"

Chang An laughed bitterly, why bother, why deceive yourself so much!

"Zhou..."

"Huh?"

"Between us, how far do you think?"

"Why do you ask?"

"I'm tired..."

"Chang'an ......"

"Listen to me. She endured the pain in her throat and the feeling of weakness in her body, and stepped back from his arms a little, "We maybe, it's not suitable." ”

Zhou Wei's eyes darkened, "Because I haven't been in touch with you recently?"

"It's not..."

"I know you're angry, you dragged me into the blacklist, and you deleted my > "No, Zhou, that's not the reason. ”

She stepped back from his arms and lay down on the bed to meet him.

"After you left, I was really angry for the first few days, thinking that you didn't care about me, and thinking that you were coming back, and I would definitely have a good temper with you, and let you know that I wasn't so good-tempered, but you didn't come back; after a week, I was not angry, but a little sad, why didn't you contact me for so long? Are you so busy, or who are you with? During that time I had a lot of insomnia, you see, I've lost weight again, right?"

"Chang'an..."

"You let me finish. Chang An blocked Zhou Wei's arm that was about to be circled, "But this state didn't last long, I'm an adult, I know it's useless to be sad, I told myself to recognize the facts, and then found that everything came too quickly between us, maybe we were carried away by some kind of passion, in fact, we have no foundation at all, because there is no foundation, so we can't bear the wind and waves at all." ”

Zhou Wei seemed to have gradually realized what she wanted to say, and reached out to pull the person into his arms.

Chang An shook his head and put his hand on his shoulder.

"Don't touch me first, in fact, it's not necessarily a bad thing to not contact each other for more than 20 days, at least it gives each other a chance to calm down, it may have happened too fast before, and there is no time to think, but now you can see the problem after calming down, you see..." Chang An can still smile, softly, quietly, the corners of his mouth are slightly curved, "Look, you actually don't trust me at all, even if you say you believe it, but you still think there is still an ambiguity between me and my brother, right?"

"Nope..."

"Why not? What if I say you're right? Between me and my brother... We have been in a relationship for nearly 20 years, it is impossible to say that it is gone, just like you and the stars, I can believe that you will not have a physical relationship, but emotionally, how to break it? So in the end, we can't give each other a sense of security, and when the passion runs out, what is in front of us is contradictions and uneasiness. ”

Zhou Wei hated it at this time, hated this woman for being so sane and sober.

He would rather she make trouble, would rather she cry, beat him and scold him, but she didn't do anything, she didn't even blame, but all the problems between the two were cruelly put on the surface.

If you put it out, there is no way for him to escape.

Zhou Yan swallowed his breath, and his Adam's apple rolled.

"I..." suddenly found that his voice was a little broken when he spoke, and he quickly rubbed his face with his hand, as if this action could relieve some emotions.

"I admit that I have problems dealing with relationships, for so many years, maybe you think I have had a lot of women, but that's not the case at all, I dated a few times in college, but the time was very short, and it ended up without a problem, because I couldn't coax women, and then I met Fang Rushan, and I maintained a physical relationship with her for two years, you know, I never denied it, but that's all, my relationship with her is more like a transaction, and then there are stars, I and her..."

Zhou Wei remembered what Chang An had done for Chen Haodong before, and she had poured such fiery and full feelings into him.

"Actually, I'm not distrustful of you, I'm more unsure. He suddenly changed his head again, "Because I have seen you cry for him with my own eyes, and I know what you have done to him, so I am very envious, even jealous." ”

Zhou Wei once thought about when he started to be attracted to Chang An, thinking about it, it should be when Chang An was drunk before and confided his feelings for Chen Haodong in front of him.

She lay limply under him, helpless and desperate, and asked, "Do you know how I felt today when I saw you all coming out of the car together......?" It's like, winter is coming, and my only coat is worn away. ”

At that time, he could see the despair, helplessness, and sorrow in Chang An's eyes clearly, but what she pretended to be in the center of her mouth was not him at all.

While his heart is full of pity and throbbing, why is he not jealous?

He was jealous that Chen Haodong could have such a fiery affection for her, but at the same time, he longed for the day when she could treat him like this.

This sentiment is contradictory.

On the one hand, his relationship history for so many years, it has always been a woman who took the initiative to post it, he is selfish, barren, and unwilling to pay more to accommodate them, so he has repeatedly failed to die well, and on the other side is Chang An, he accidentally let himself be planted in it, so far he is cautious and longing.

"Believe it or not, I am completely different from you and I am to the stars. ”

Do you know what is the hardest thing in this world? Picking up stars with his bare hands, he can't love, so he is in pain, uneasy, suffering from gains and losses, he is afraid that he loves too deeply, can't control it, and finally loses a lot, and is afraid that Chang An will suddenly leave him one day, so he endures no matter how much uncertainty he has in his heart, without saying a word or asking the reason.

Of course, he won't say these words to Chang An, after all, he still has a little ridiculous pride, but in the final analysis, Chang An has a saying that is very right - they can't give each other a sense of security, so they won't contact each other for more than 20 days, you are waiting for me, I am also waiting for you, and they all feel that the other party should coax themselves first, wanting to prove that the other party cares more, but emotional things, sometimes you can be selfish, you can calculate, and you don't give an inch, but sometimes you can't stand the toss at all.

The foundation is unstable, and it will fall when you toss it.

Chang An can see through this truth, and Zhou Wei can't see through it, but he doesn't want to admit it.

"It doesn't make sense, it's really ......"

If Zhou Wei could say these words in front of her twenty days ago, Chang An might still be moved, but now that she has thought through all the truths in it and seen it clearly, she no longer needs any explanation and comfort, and no amount of sweet words will help her.

Chang An pouted and moved back a little more, completely withdrawing from Zhou Wei's embrace.

She looked at his face quietly, but all kinds of fragments appeared in her mind, the cold and alienated before, and then lingering, sweet, coupled with the recent grievances of right and wrong, her life that was turned upside down, her confused future and future, including the transaction between Zhou Xin and Chu Feng, she was sure that Zhou Xin didn't know about it yet......

Everything was too messy, too heavy, and Chang An was about to suffocate.

She looked at herself reflected in his dark eyes and slowly closed her eyes.

"Zhou Wei, I'm tired, why don't we be apart for a while?"