The New Year is boring
It's the sixth day of junior high school by accident, and I'm going to work again tomorrow. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Suddenly, I miss the days when I was a child, herding sheep and horses, unrestrained and free, in the warm sunshine of Saibei, in the green meadow, there is no concept of time, there is no limitation of the current situation, only live by my own mind.
At that time, I didn't think it was a good time, but I longed for the distance and the seemingly glorious days of commuting.
Today, it seems that all childhood dreams have come true: to settle down in the city and have a stable and easy job. But it's so boring!!
Repeating such days day after day, losing a loved one, slowly numbing the heart, and having no pursuit and progress, is it worth it to leave the grassland, leave the hometown, and strive for today's life?
In fact, regardless of gender, everyone has a dream of riding a horse and galloping on the grassland, for that free and uninhibited, for the lightness of the soul in the vast world!
In real life, many people choose this cage-like lattice city life. What has been accomplished is the realization of the ideal in the name of beauty, and how many people regret the ignorance of the arrogant and unruly teenagers who were far away from their hometowns and relatives at that time? As I grew older, I understood more and more the long-cherished wish of the wanderers who thought they were hypocritical at that time to return to their roots.
A few days ago, I talked with my children about ideals and beliefs, and talked about so many years of experience when we went away from home, and I said that when I was a child, I felt that the distance was the world that carried ideals, and that I had great ability and unlimited time to realize all the ideals and goals I wanted to achieve, but the reality was the helplessness and incompetence after the long and short time from youth to middle age! I realized how ignorant and fearless I was when I was a teenager! I realized that it was a happy life to be able to stay by the side of my parents and be plain and healthy.
The child said that she also believes that stepping out of her parents' vision, stepping out of the world she grew up in and knowing, and going far away is the only way to fly her youth and realize her dreams. I didn't evaluate or try to change her mind, maybe life and everyone's life is like this, right?