140. He must hate me to death!
Hearing Ji Xiaoru say this, Tang Xiao also felt sorry for her, but where is the exact answer to the emotional matter?
If there was a love tester in the world, like a thermometer, you can measure the love index as long as you put it on the person, if so, many things will not become so complicated.
But if it's not so complicated, everything is simple and simple at a glance, then what's the difference between love and friendship?
As the lyrics say, love is a torturous thing.
"Xiaoru, if you really can't do it, don't go to work today, go home and cry well, after the mood eases up, if you are willing to talk about you and Lu Chenxi, will I accompany you in the past?" Tang Xiao comforted softly, "Don't cry Xiaoru, everything will pass, as long as you survive this while." ”
Lovelorn people are irrational, and Ji Xiaoru can't listen to anything now: "Xiaoxiao, I know this will definitely pass, but I'm really sad now...... Woo woo, if only everything hadn't started, if only I had never known Lu Chenxi...... Why should I fall in love with a big star, if I don't fall in love with him and watch him on TV every day, he can continue to be my spiritual food...... Now there is nothing...... Woowoowoo......"
"Xiaoru, don't ...... like this," Tang Xiao persuaded.
"Xiaoxiao, do you know why I'm so sad and why my mind is full of him?" Ji Xiaoru sniffed and said, "I didn't cry after I went back last night, I just felt quite numb, and everything changed when I woke up this morning...... I collapsed the second my phone alarm rang, do you know that my alarm was specially recorded by Lu Chenxi for me, 'Honey, get up, I'll pinch your little nose if you don't get up', you said he was idle and had nothing to do, why did he record so gentle and so Su?I couldn't stand it when I heard it, and deleted the alarm clock viciously, and then I got up, and as soon as I sat up from the bed, Lu Chenxi's poster on the other side of the bed was smiling at me, why did he smile so good?!"
Tang Xiao wanted to laugh a little when she heard it, but what Ji Xiaoru said was too happy, she couldn't help but smile and echoed: "Yes, Xiaoru, why did he record such a gentle mobile phone alarm? I guess he probably likes you too much, right? Why do you hang his poster across the bed? I guess it's probably because you like him very much, right?"
Ji Xiaoru was stunned and said, "I don't like him...... Whining. ”
Tang Xiao nodded: "Eun, you don't like him, you're just a fan of him." ”
Ji Xiaoru was satisfied, and continued with a sob: "As soon as I went out, I saw him on the billboard on the platform, I went to get a cup of yogurt, and I saw him printed on the yogurt bottle, I threw away the yogurt and went to buy a bottle of water, and the brand of pure water was also endorsed by him, smiled, this person is a plague god, why does he refuse to let me go?"
Tang Xiao pursed his lips and said: "I guess, the platform billboard is him, probably because when you liked him before, you found that there was him on the billboard of the station sign, so every time you go to work, you deliberately detour for five minutes to wait for the train at that platform, just to see him, and sometimes you can hear the students of the nearby school waiting on this platform saying to him nymphomaniac, 'Ah, Lu Chenxi is so handsome, if only he could marry Lu Chenxi', at that time, every time you hear this kind of words, you have a kind of secret excitement." It's him on the yogurt bottle, because since he took over the endorsement of this brand of yogurt, you didn't drink this brand of yogurt, and you went to the supermarket to buy two boxes for me. Purified water is the same for the same reason...... Of course, these are all random guesses, don't take it seriously......"
Ji Xiaoru had been listening to Tang Xiao's analysis silently, and when Tang Xiao finished speaking, her tears broke down again: "Xiaoxiao...... I know you're deliberately reminding me how much I used to like him, I know...... Woo, but I can't tell whether the liking for him is the fan's liking for idols or the woman's liking for men, woowoo......"
"Why is it so clear? Can't it be both the fans' love for idols and the women's love for men?" Tang Xiao asked.
Ji Xiaoru was stunned again, she had been struggling with this question, but she never thought that it could be like Tang Xiao said.
"I ...... Xiaoxiao, am I wrong?" Ji Xiaoru asked in a daze, "I said a lot of hurtful things to Lu Chenxi yesterday, I said that we didn't know each other at all, and said that I was not suitable for him at all, and he must hate me to death......"
"Fool, can you understand each other in one fell swoop? You are both so young, and there is a long, long time in the future, you can slowly understand each other in every moment of your life, and you can understand each other better day by day, not to mention that people are changing, if you understand it now, does it mean that you will understand it in the future? The future has not come, why should you draw conclusions so early. The question of whether it is suitable or not should not be even worse, who can say whether it is suitable or not in the end? It's just that you don't have the confidence to go on......" Tang Xiao sighed, "Xiaoru, your biggest problem is that you are not confident, not only not in yourself, but also in this relationship, and now I know that in fact, Lu Chenxi's problem is the same as yours." ”
Ji Xiaoru wiped her tears and said, "Xiaoxiao, your analysis makes sense." I understand...... But I still don't know what to do......"
"Do you want to continue to be with him?" Tang Xiao asked seriously, "If you want to, just hurry up, if you don't want to, forget about him, don't delay each other." ”
Ji Xiaoru hesitated and said, "I'll think about it again......"
Ji Xiaoru hung up the phone and sat on the toilet to think about life, but it was useless.
She understands the truth, but it is more difficult to do it than to ascend to the sky.
She stared at her mobile phone, and she really couldn't muster up the courage to contact Lu Chenxi.
Look at the time, I have been in the toilet for so long this time, it has already been more than ten minutes, and it is appropriate to deduct my salary.
She got up from the toilet and opened the door of the cubicle, and the whole person froze, in front of the toilet sink, two female colleagues in the department were staring at her with gossip on their faces.
Ji Xiaoru secretly said that it was not good, these women in her department liked to discuss right and wrong the most, and she forgot to talk about it for a long time, and she didn't know how much they heard.
"Xiaoru, we just heard you say Lu Chenxi. I said you're too good at YY, right? 'I can't tell whether the liking for him is the fan's liking for idols or the woman's liking for men', tsk, it's as if you're in love with a big star. "A black and straight woman with a pointed chin said that her name is Nie Bingbing, and she is the most idle in Ji Xiaoru's department all day long, but she is taken care of by the leaders everywhere, and she is also called "Little Fan Bingbing" by the group of men, in fact, everyone knows that her face shape, eyes, nose and mouth are all taken care of by Fan Bingbing in the plastic surgery hospital.
"That's it, Ji Xiaoru, you really know how to daydream, don't fantasize about marrying Lu Chenxi all day long, and make yourself schizophrenic, right?" said another female colleague. Her name is Zhu Ling, she is fat, and she mixes with Nie Bingbing all day long, in fact, Nie Bingbing often calls her a fat woman behind her back, and looks down on her very much. But Zhu Lingling didn't know about it, and she was proud that she and the beautiful Nie Bingbing were good girlfriends.
"I don't have a split spirit, it's your business, mind your own business. Ji Xiaoru said angrily. She has always been at odds with Nie Bingbing, when the two of them came to the company, Ji Xiaoru was not bad, but she refused to please her boss like Nie Bingbing, and she did things based on her strength, but the boss ate Nie Bingbing's set, seeing that it was almost the end of the year, according to the convention, two people in their department would be promoted, one of them was a relative of the airborne boss, and the other person was said to be between Nie Bingbing and Ji Xiaoru. Therefore, Ji Xiaoru and Nie Bingbing can be said to be on the same footing now.
"Why is it none of our business?" Nie Bingbing said with a smile: "Everyone is a colleague, staying in one company to work, in case of a sudden paranoia, isn't that a big hidden danger in our company?"
"What do you mean? Ji Xiaoru turned around and looked at Nie Bingbing with a pair of big eyes.
She can show her weak side in front of her best friend Tang Xiao, but in front of her opponent, she will never let the other party have a chance to ride on her head.
"Ji Xiaoru, you stay away from us Bingbing. Zhu Lingling was like a flower messenger between Ji Xiaoru and Nie Bingbing, and stood in front of Nie Bingbing with her chest round.
Ji Xiaoru was speechless for a while, this Zhu Lingling is loyal, and it is estimated that she would never think that Nie Bingbing would say behind her back that she looked like a pig, stupid and stupid, and had a fox smell on her body.
Nie Bingbing stretched out his hand and stroked the hair on his ears, looking like a fox: "Xiaoru, I advise you to give up, you can't win by fighting with me, and I am bound to win the promotion at the end of the year." You're out of fun. ”
"Nie Bingbing, if you have the ability, you rely on your strength, what kind of ability is it to play with means all day long. Ji Xiaoru said coldly.
"Means?" Nie Bingbing laughed and said, "I'm just reporting to my boss that you Ji Xiaoru may have paranoia, isn't it a fact? Or are you just too nymphomaniac and a big star, deliberately bragging here?
Ji Xiaoru took a deep breath and restrained her desire to hit someone: "Nie Bingbing, keep your mouth clean, and close your stinky mouth if you can't speak." ”
Nie Bingbing looked at Ji Xiaoru provocatively: "What's wrong with me? You can be obscene with Lu Chenxi to the point of bragging to the point that you and Lu Chenxi are in love, so I can't tell everyone about it?" Besides, who in the company doesn't know that you are chasing stars, the mobile phone ringtone is Lu Chenxi's audio, the computer wallpaper is also Lu Chenxi, and the drinks and snacks on the table are all endorsed by Lu Chenxi, I don't talk nonsense, right? You won't tell me that you and Lu Chenxi are really in love, that's why it's so exaggerated, right?"