Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Did you receive my letter to you?

I remember that when you went to Shandong to work, you were thinking about me day and night, you had to write a letter every day, and sometimes you would write to me when you lit it with a flashlight, sharing your happiness and telling your life. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Now I can't hear your verbosity and nagging anymore, you know how much I miss it! I miss you quietly and quietly listen to your chatter and listen to your chatter! Listen to your care and love, listen to your plan for your future life! Now that everything is gone, tell me, how will I spend the second half of my life without you?

Remember the first time you asked me for an English note, remember the candlelit dinner you made yourself, and remember ...... I remember the bits and pieces of life for more than ten years!

Do you remember? I remember that you said that you would buy me a villa, give me a piece of land to grow flowers, and take me all over the world, and you said that you wanted me to keep this priceless treasure of yours, and you said that you are becoming more and more inseparable from home and more and more inseparable from me! Have you forgotten what you said? Now you are leaving me alone in this miserable and helpless world! How will I spend the second half of my life without you? Tell me!

Well, who can tell me why? Haven't we always been very clear? Do you understand my sorrows and longings? Understand that I can't face the pain without you? Understand the predicament that I can't get out of? Tell me, okay?

I can't live without you!

Give me some strength, okay? Are you just gone and never look back?

Alas, my life is a mess now! Didn't I do everything when you said you were there? Now I have no memory or regulations, and last night I forgot to turn off the water tap again and flowed all night!

It turned out that I was still up and strolling around in the middle of the night, but now I am afraid that my sister-in-law will be frightened and look at the ceiling! I can't remember that the faucet is not turned off! When I wake up in the morning, the whole kitchen is in a flood! The water has flowed to the balcony! I call downstairs and say that it has leaked! I am really embarrassed to bring disaster to other people's kitchens! Alas!

When is this day a head?!

XW

November 2, 2010