Chapter 84: Completely gone
That WeChat was sent to me by Xiaohui, and the content was extremely long.
"Chen Feng, when you wake up and see this WeChat, I have completely left Pancheng with Xiaodong, as for where we went, don't guess, let alone look for it, because I won't let you find it.
As for why you want to leave, hehe, maybe it's because of low self-esteem.
Actually, we have been together for a long time, from the countryside at the beginning, to the later you came to Pancheng, and I followed your footsteps to the starlight world.
In the days of getting along, we from the countryside live in poverty, and we may not be able to be as prosperous as other couples financially.
But as long as I have you by my side, I will be happy.
Even if I work with you to earn money to maintain your father's illness, I am willing and enjoy being with you.
But since Xiaodong got into trouble, and then Xiong San appeared, my life has been completely messed up.
Xiong San will be endlessly disturbing me, because of me, you have been targeted by Xiong San three times and twice.
During this period, you tried everything possible to share the burden for me, and finally found 200,000 yuan to fill the big hole that Xiao Dong poked for me.
If I'm not mistaken, the 200,000 yuan should have been given to you by Manager Di.
Hehe, you told me before that Manager Di is your cousin, but the truth of the matter, is this really the case?
Don't forget, we are from a village, and I have known you since I was a child, so how can Manager Di be your cousin?
Of course, I didn't have the slightest doubt about your relationship with Manager Di, because in my heart, I believe you 100%, you didn't tell me your real relationship with Manager Di, I think you must have a hard time.
In the same way, I also know that you and I were able to rise from the most basic waiter to the leader, and it must be Manager Di behind the scenes.
For Manager Di, you and I owe her too much.
What's more, if it weren't for Manager Di's notice, maybe my life and yours would have been ruined by Xiong San.
Hey, unconsciously, I've told you so much, but in fact, these are not the reasons why I want to leave.
And I'm really going to leave because I've really caused you too much trouble since the appearance of Bear Three.
Even that night in the factory, in order to protect my innocence, you willingly knelt down for Xiong San, and even went to eat shit.
But you are an upright man with your own dignity, how can I, Ye Xiaohui, be able to make you so wronged?
Do you know, at that moment, my heart was like ashes, it was difficult to suffocate, I felt like a waste, as a girlfriend, I should have given you endless tenderness, but in fact, what I gave you was endless trouble!
Although you were born in the countryside, you have always been proud, but for me, you have given up all your pride and dignity, I am sorry for you, woo......
In addition, Su Meili explained to me that although you didn't get any money from her, you wanted to trade with her in order to find money for me.
You know, Su Meili's perversion, everyone in our field understands that you are such a proud person, and you humbly choose to please her and get money.
Every time I think of this, my heart is like a knife, and I feel that even if it takes ten lifetimes, I can't repay you for your kindness to me.
In short, the two things of you going to find Su Meili for me, and kneeling down for me to eat shit, are like two sharp swords, stuck in my heart all the time, making me toss and turn and sleepless, and I feel shameless to face you.
So, I choose to leave you, to leave you who I love the most.
Perhaps, this decision is selfish, but I really don't want to be a burden to you.
Chen Feng, promise me, don't look for me.
In the same way, I will live well and become strong, at least, from weakness to not dragging you down, nor will I be a burden to you.
Farewell Chen Feng, I love you. ”
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When I finished reading all the words that Xiaohui sent me, my eyes couldn't hold back tears.
And the endless sorrow swept through my heart in an instant.
Yes......
Xiaohui, why are you so stupid!
You know, I am willing to trade with Sumeli and kneel for you.
Then why do you feel guilty about me?
I love you so much, and I'm willing to do whatever I can for you.
But why did you leave me so ruthlessly?
Actually, in my heart, I have never regarded you as a burden to me!
Even every moment, I feel that I owe you, if it weren't for your company, I might have been beaten down by the ruthless reality a long time ago.
If it weren't for you, my father's condition would have been unable to last for surgery.
Why, why leave me!
Thundered!
I was so grieved that I sat down on the ground like a puddle of mud, as if all my strength had been drained.
There's nothing else that can make me a little bit interested!
That evening, the sunset, the view outside the window, was so beautiful.
But in my opinion, without Xiaohui, the whole world would be so boring!
I don't know how long it took for us to stand up slowly, and then like a madman, I rushed out of the dormitory as fast as I could, and then frantically shuttled through the city.
I'm looking for Xiaohui, I've been to all the places where we've stopped and stayed.
It's a pity that those places that were once very familiar, but there are no familiar people!
I was not reconciled, and called my father again to ask him about Xiaohui.
But the response from there still made me feel extremely hopeless.
At this point, Xiaohui seemed to have evaporated from the world, and a living person disappeared into my world in an instant.
Xiaohui, she really left with Xiaodong!
Went to a place I couldn't find anymore!
And when I knew all this, my heart turned pale in an instant, as if I couldn't even find the motivation to live anymore.
And the only thing that can accompany me is the spicy throat of liquor!
For the first time!
The first time I took the initiative to buy a lot of liquor, and when I returned to the villa, I didn't care whether I was dizzy or not, I lifted the liquor and kept sending it in, bottle after bottle, drunk and slightly drunk, drunk and unconscious, and then directly put on the big characters and slept on the cold floor tiles.
Early in the morning.
Footsteps began to sound with a thump.
After the door of the villa opened, for some reason, I woke up for the first time, and then shouted loudly: "Xiaohui, is it you, you are finally back, you are finally back!"
However, the face that caught my eye, although it was also unusually beautiful, was not Xiaohui, but Di Yuna!