058, the road is narrow
"Ahh......h
"Well, I'll ask you, how about it? lest you be embarrassed. Ji Xiaoru looked very curious.
"Well, okay then......" Tang Xiao had to agree.
"Then I'm starting to ask. Ji Xiaoru cleared her throat and said, "Ahem...... First question, did you really have your first XXOO since last night?
"Before...... Actually, the night before yesterday......" Tang Xiao couldn't go on after saying it halfway.
"That was the night before yesterday, it was XXOO, oh my God, you couldn't help but tell me yesterday!" Ji Xiaoru shouted.
"How did I tell you yesterday......" Tang smiled and said, "Isn't it your male god present?" ”
"Ah...... Yes, yes. Speaking of the male god, Ji Xiaoru began to giggle.
A female colleague happened to walk into the bathroom and saw Ji Xiaoru silly at the mobile phone, and couldn't help but gossip: "Xiaoru, are you in love?"
Ji Xiaoru didn't deny it, but shouted sweetly into the phone: "honey~~"
"Oh, there's a situation!" the female colleague suddenly shouted.
After the female colleague left, Tang Xiao couldn't help but ask, "Xiaoru, aren't you afraid of her spreading everywhere?"
"Leave her at her to, or she won't go. Ji Xiaoru said indifferently, "Everyone has a heart for gossip." ”
"You know her well. Tang said with a smile.
"That's natural, there is no woman in our company who doesn't gossip. Ji Xiaoru said, "Okay." Let's continue to talk about you, how do you feel about it?"
"Huh, how does it feel?" Tang Xiao asked inexplicably.
"That's it...... Are you comfortable......" Ji Xiaoru asked mysteriously.
Tang Xiao recalled for a while, his face became inexplicably hot, and he hurriedly took a sip of the cold water next to him and said, "Just ...... So be it. ”
"That's it?" Ji Xiaoru obviously didn't believe it.
"What else......" Tang Xiao didn't want to say any more.
But Ji Xiaoru asked reluctantly: "Is that comfortable or uncomfortable?"
"Xiaoru, why are you so sexy......" Tang Xiao said in a broken voice.
"I'm not helping you overcome your mental barriers. Ji Xiaoru said with a grin.
"Well, to be honest, I don't have any other thoughts other than that it hurts......" Tang Xiao whispered.
"It hurts...... Pain is normal. Ji Xiaoru said, and suddenly said, "Xiaoxiao, let me ask you, when Cheng Lie was with you XXOO, did you wear that?"
"Which one?" Tang Xiao didn't react at all.
"Which one else!" Ji Xiaoru was anxious, "It's troublesome now, it seems that you don't wear a condom at all." ”
Tang Xiao thought about it carefully, it was really like this...... In an instant, his face changed.
"Xiaoxiao, you shouldn't have already thought about having a child, right?" asked Ji Xiaoru tentatively.
"No......," Tang Xiao said weakly, "I wasn't prepared at all...... I'm still so young, what kind of child do I want...... Besides, I'm ...... with Cheng Lie."
"What's wrong with you and Cheng Lie? Don't you like Cheng Lie a lot?" asked Ji Xiaoru.
"It's not...... I like him, but I always feel like there's something missing from him...... Xiaoru, do you understand? I can't say it myself, I always feel that all this came too quickly, from a stranger who is completely irrelevant and has a very different life circle to suddenly become a husband and wife, he is always very good to me, and he is so good, how can I not like him, but I really don't know what's going on, there is no way to fall in love with him...... Xiaoru, what should I do?" Tang Xiao said eagerly.
071. Contraceptive pills
"Xiaoxiao, don't worry, you may not be pregnant if you do it, don't you also know this. Listen to me, it's still too late to buy medicine now, don't panic......" Ji Xiaoru comforted softly.
Tang Xiao couldn't calm down, the fact that she might have a child had already made her reason disappear, and she couldn't imagine what it would be like for herself and Cheng Lie to have a child.
"Xiaoru, there are some things I haven't figured out yet, but now I suddenly understand, the relationship between me and Cheng Lie is really not love, we haven't experienced anything between us, even if we like it again, how can it be love? I am not sure that I will like him all my life, be responsible for him all my life, and be liked by him all my life, and be responsible for him all my life. What if Cheng Lie doesn't like me in the future and looks for a junior outside, isn't that child just like me? Xiaoru, you know, the reason why I resist marriage so much is because I am afraid of ......"
"I know, smile, don't be afraid, and me. Ji Xiaoru comforted and said to Tang Xiao, "Don't run around at home, don't think nonsense, I'll go over and go with you to buy medicine, okay?"
Tang Xiaogang wanted to agree, but remembered that Ji Xiaoru had been away from her workstation for so long because she answered her call, and she would definitely be very embarrassed if she asked Ji Xiaoru to ask for leave for herself. As Ji Xiaoru's friend, she thinks about herself everywhere, how can she be so selfish?
So she said: "No need Xiaoru, there is a pharmacy near the community, I can buy it myself." Go back to work. ”
"Are you really good on your own?" Ji Xiaoru asked uneasily.
Tang Xiao smiled reluctantly and said, "It's really okay, don't think of me as too fragile, okay." ”
"Well, that's fine, be careful, call me at any time if you have something, remember?" Ji Xiaoru admonished.
"Okay, I got it. Tang said with a smile.
After hanging up the phone, the smile on Tang Xiao's face couldn't be maintained.
She really didn't expect that she would be careless in this matter. I didn't expect it, Cheng Lie, why didn't he even prepare a set?
Tang Xiao flashed many pictures in his mind for a moment, all of which were pictures of Cheng Lie caring about himself and being tender and sweet to him.
But he kept saying that he liked her, why didn't he even wear a condom when he did it with her?
He knew that he didn't want children.
He knew it......
Tang Xiao thought of those scumbags who tried every possible way to coax girls, just to sleep with girls and get girls' bodies.
Could it be that Cheng Lie is also this kind of person?
Isn't his good brother Pei Yuansheng that kind of person......
Perhaps, maybe......
No.
How could Cheng Yeol really be that kind of person?
She preferred to believe that at least one percent of his affection was true.
Even one percent, she has fallen.
It is only when a woman is hurt that she realizes how deep her feelings are for that man.
Because the deeper you like it, the easier it is to lose your self-esteem.
Even if he is hurt, he can't help but help the other party find excuses.
Tang Xiao unconsciously turned herself into such a pathetic woman.
The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and she lay down on the bed and let the tears gradually blur her eyes.
The head also seems to be getting more and more painful.
She wanted to go to sleep and wake up as if nothing had happened, but no, she knew she had to go to the pharmacy and buy medicine now.
So Tang Xiao dragged his tired and weak body, changed his clothes, and walked towards the outside of the community with his handbag.
Without a car, Tang Xiao knew how difficult it was to walk through this community alone.
Under the scorching sun, Tang Xiao walked forward step by step, the more he walked, the more dizzy he became, and the whole person was embarrassed.
After walking for almost half an hour, and still far from the entrance of the community, Tang Xiao was about to vomit out a mouthful of old blood.
At this moment, a white Cadillac stopped beside Tang Xiao, the window rolled down, and the short-haired woman wearing sunglasses looked at Tang Xiao and asked with concern, "Are you okay?"
Tang Xiao never expected to meet his idol Zhu Liya when he was so embarrassed, and quickly cheered up and said with a smile: "I'm fine." ”
Zhu Liya said: "With such a pale face, you still say it's okay, come up, just drop by, I'll take you for a ride." ”
Tang Xiao did not refuse. In this case, it must be a fool who refuses...... She was so tired that she was about to cry.
After Tang Xiao got into the car, Zhu Liya took out a bottle of water from the car refrigerator and handed it to Tang Xiao, Tang Xiao's thirsty throat was smoking, and he quickly took it gratefully: "Thank you." ”
Zhu Liya smiled and said, "What's polite, you are Cheng Lie's daughter-in-law, just call me Aunt Zhu with him." ”
Tang Xiao hurriedly shouted, "Aunt Zhu." ”
Zhu Liya nodded with satisfaction and said, "Did Cheng Lie go back to the army again?"
Tang Xiao nodded and said, "Yes." Just left in the morning. ”
Zhu Liya glanced at Tang Xiao while driving and said, "Cheng Lie, this kid is too careless, and he won't leave a car for you." ”
Tang smiled and said, "Aunt Zhu...... I don't know how to drive. ”
Zhu Liya shook her head and said, "There are still people who haven't taken the driver's license test, and you kid is honest enough." ”
Tang Xiao had no choice but to say: "I have a bad sense of direction since I was a child. ”
Julia said, "That can't be helped. But you don't have a car, it's too inconvenient in this neighborhood. ”
Tang smiled and said, "It's okay, I'll get used to it after two more walks." ”
Zhu Liya didn't speak again, and soon, when she arrived at the gate of the community, Tang Xiao didn't want to delay Zhu Liya any longer, and hurriedly said that she was just going to buy something nearby and put herself down at the door.
Zhu Liya didn't dissuade her anymore, and after putting Tang Xiao down, she told Tang Xiao to be careful in everything, and left her mobile phone number with Tang Xiao.
Zhu Liya's appearance made Tang Xiao's mood ease a little, and when she arrived at the pharmacy, she quickly chose the contraceptive pill, and just walked to the cashier to check out, who knew that a person suddenly appeared and shouted: "Oh, Xiaoxiao, why are you buying contraceptive pills?"
Tang smiled at it, it was really a narrow road, and the woman in front of her with an exaggerated expression and heavy makeup was not her former best friend Lin Lan, who robbed her ex-boyfriend?
Originally, buying a contraceptive pill was not a big deal, but when Lin Lan shouted so exaggeratedly, almost everyone's eyes in the pharmacy were focused on Tang Xiao.
Tang Xiaozheng was embarrassed, and heard Lin Lan shouting to the side: "Sicheng, come here, you don't know who I met!"
Tang Xiao was speechless to the extreme, and was about to leave after paying, but Lin Lan just rightly blocked in front of Tang Xiao, and then deliberately touched her stomach and said, "Xiaoxiao, be careful, don't bump into me, I have a child in my belly." ”
"Oh yes, congratulations. Tang said with a smile on his face.
"Xiaoxiao, you don't seem to be very happy?" Lin Lan looked at Tang Xiao with a smug expression, "Don't you still like our family Sicheng?"
"......" Tang Xiao felt that Lin Lan was already in a bad sense, and she was really too lazy to waste her words with this woman, Jian Sicheng was so kind of goods, she didn't bother to take a look at it when she posted it to her.
"Xiaoxiao, I know you have a deep affection for our family Sicheng, but after all, the past has passed, as the saying goes, people have to look forward, don't always be nostalgic for the past, that won't do you any good, you know?" Lin Lan chattered.
“……”
Lin Lan saw that Tang Xiao didn't speak, and thought that she had said what Tang Xiao was thinking, and suddenly became even more proud. At this time, Jian Sicheng came to check out with a large number of skin care products, so Lin Lan showed off even more beautifully: "We Sicheng, I don't know how precious I am, so I carry supplements all day long, I don't know how ......much care I have."
Jian Sicheng's eyes lit up when he saw Tang Xiao, and he said, "Xiaoxiao, why are you here?"
Tang Xiao didn't speak, and Lin Lan said, "Didn't you hear just now? ”
Tang smiled and said, "I'll leave first if there's nothing to do." ”
"Don't, smile, it's not easy for us to meet, let's have a meal together, right?" Lin Lan said.
"Not interested. Tang smiled and said lightly.
Lin Lan rolled her eyes and said, "Xiaoxiao, are you alone, or with your husband?"
Tang Xiao didn't want to deal with it at all, but Lin Lan deliberately blocked in front of her, and she said annoyedly: "What's your business." ”
"Oh, Xiaoxiao, why has your temper become so bad now?Could it be that life is unsatisfactory, that's why it became like this?" Lin Lan looked up and down at Tang Xiao and said, "Also, if you are living happily, how can you come to the pharmacy alone to buy contraceptive pills." ”
"Don't say it. Jian Sicheng felt that Lin Lan's mean face was a bit embarrassing, and hurriedly stopped.
"Why don't you let me say it?" Lin Lan said angrily, "Everyone has thrown us face, can't we tell the truth?"
Jian Sicheng ignored Lin Lan and said directly to Tang Xiao: "If you laugh at you alone, why don't we take you along the way?" It just so happens that we live nearby, by the way, where do you live?"
Tang smiled and said, "No need, I'll walk a few steps to get there." ”
Lin Lan was stunned for a moment and said, "You shouldn't live in the Huachen community, right?"
Tang smiled and said, "Hmm." ”
Lin Lan was instantly dumbfounded, the housing prices in this area are relatively high, the community where she and Jian Sicheng live is already good, but the Huachen community is obviously the highest grade in the neighborhood, she also wanted Jian Sicheng to place her new home in the Huachen community, everyone knows that there are celebrities and celebrities living there, how much face it can live in, but although Jian Sicheng's family is rich, he is not willing to spend more than one or two million, so he bought a house in another community one kilometer away from the Huachen community.
Now, Lin Lan deeply felt like she was slapped in the face, and she did everything possible to snatch Jian Sicheng, the rich second generation, from Tang Xiao's hands, but she didn't expect that in the end, Tang Xiao actually found a man who was richer than herself, could this not make her feel angry?
Thinking of this, Lin Lan couldn't help but glare at Tang Xiao fiercely.
Tang Xiao and Lin Lan have known each other for several years, and they have been best friends, and they are good at each other, but now when they see Lin Lan's expression, they can roughly guess what Lin Lan is thinking.
If it were changed to before, he would probably feel very relieved, but now, Tang Xiao really has the feeling that Lin Lan and Jian Sicheng are all floating clouds.
Perhaps, for Tang Xiao, the people and things he once cared about have really faded away with the passage of time.
But for people who are born to compare, nothing really passes by anyone, because they are always comparing.
"Xiaoxiao, who is your husband?Why didn't I see you coming with me?" Lin Lan rolled her eyes, but still decided to attack from Tang Xiao's weakness.
"He's busy. Tang Xiao shortened the language as much as possible. If she could, she really wanted to throw this annoying Lin Lan aside with an over-the-shoulder fall.
"What is your husband doing?" Lin Lan asked again.
"Soldier. Tang Xiao replied simply.
"Oh, a soldier. Lin Lan nodded, and said, "Now that the soldiers are so rich, can they afford Huachen's house?"
Tang Xiao didn't speak.
Lin Lan couldn't help but be annoyed when she saw that Tang Xiao didn't care about herself, and she looked down on herself, and couldn't help but get angry: "It seems that you are married, so why do you still buy contraceptive pills? Could it be, your husband didn't plan to be responsible for you at all, right?"
Even if Tang Xiao wanted to ignore Lin Lan and use her as air, he couldn't help but care about this sentence.
Could it be that Cheng Lie really didn't intend to be responsible for himself?
Tang Xiao knew in her heart that as an adult, no one could be responsible for anyone, and people could only be responsible for themselves, but as a husband and wife, she couldn't help but have such and such expectations for Cheng Lie.
Lin Lan saw that Tang Xiao's face changed significantly, and said even more intensely: "I have never seen a man sleep with a woman, he doesn't wear a condom, and he just waits for the woman to take the contraceptive pill by herself afterwards." It's so bad, you don't have to wear a condom, you have to be ready for a woman to give birth, and you don't plan to have a baby, and you don't wear a condom. This intention is to bully women, just trying to make things happen to themselves, and they don't care how frightened women are. Besides, taking the birth control pill itself is not good for a woman's health, and if you eat too much, you can get infertile......"
"It's none of your business. Lin Lan's words made Tang Xiao quite unhappy, and more importantly, she subconsciously had to admit that some of what Lin Lan said was right. But if she listened to it any more, she would really break down, "Let's give way?"
"Forget it, Lan Lan, don't say it, aren't you sad that you didn't see Xiaoxiao?" Jian Sicheng persuaded Lin Lan on the side, but Tang Xiao always felt that this sentence was actually hitting himself in a different way.
Lin Lan leaned proudly into Jian Sicheng's arms, raised her chin and said: "It seems that you still have to find a reliable man to find a man, you can't marry casually, looking at the scenery, in fact, tears can only flow into the stomach......"
"......" Tang Xiao lowered his head and couldn't say a word.