Chapter 30 Hate is hard to leave, love is hard to love
"I thought about what you said yesterday. Just when the two of them were silent, Hitomi suddenly spoke, which made Hugo's gaze suddenly interrupted,
"Uh... What?" asked Hugo, a little embarrassed.
Ah Tong turned his head and stared at Hugo with a pair of apricot eyes, but there was no fierce aura, but it made people look more pity.
"I mean what you said last night!" Hitomi repeated, a grunting expression on her face. Hugo thought that what Hitomi said was something that he used to threaten Liu Zhengyi, and hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for that incident." I..."
Hitomi snorted and waved his hand to interrupt Hugo's speech, Hitomi raised his head and leaned against the back of the sofa to the ceiling and said, "You ask me, is everything we've done so far worth it... Whew..."
Hugo then understood what Hitomi was referring to, and the last words he said to Hitomi last night seemed to be heard clearly by Hitomi on the other side of the door, and the question had been haunting her mind. Hugo was silent, quietly listening to Hitomi's continuation.
Ah Tong bit her lip lightly and said, "I never thought about this question before, and I didn't think about it seriously until you mentioned it last night." Hugo, I want to ask you a question, do you regret meeting me?"
Hugo shook his head with a faint smile and said, "How come, if I hadn't met you, I would have died in that dark alley." Hitomi also shook his head and said, "No, you're not me saving you, I'm just bringing you back to my house, you must know that even without me, you will come back to life normally, the only difference is that you will feel colder when you wake up." ”
Hugo laughed, took a sip of the brandy in the cup and said, "Even so, I have no regrets. Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today. ”
Hitomi said, "I was thinking, if it weren't for me, you might not have become so tired." It's my wishful thinking that I put on you, wanting you to be some superhero, but it's you going further and further on a road of no return. ”
"If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been involved in the biker incident in District 8, and you wouldn't have met that pestering Matthew. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have gone to the scene of the fire and fought to the death with Yiyi. After that, I will not encounter so many blasphemers and get involved in one incident after another. To this day, you can't even live in the sun. ”
With that, two crystal tears had condensed from the corners of Hitomi's eyes.
Seeing this, Hugo was heartbroken, took out two tissues from the paper drawer on the coffee table, gently wiped away Hitomi's tears, and then chuckled: "You really think too much, and even a little self-inflicted." ”
Hitomi looked at Hugo with some puzzlement, and Hugo looked up at the evening sunset that was close to night and said, "To be precise, I have never lived under this sunshine in a dignified manner. ”
"My background is very complicated, so complicated that my own memories are quite vague, and I can't remember many things anymore. Although I have been exposed to some things recently, those memories also made me feel the darkness of my childhood. In a way, I'm just an experiment, maybe not even an experiment. ”
"The same was true of the time after that, when I remember that there was warmth and intrigue. It was the time that had the most profound impact on my life. From then on, I realized that I had nothing, and at the same time I had my first fortune in nothingness. In short, it is a contradictory existence. ”
"Before I died, I had a thought in my heart. At the moment of my death, I put it down, but fate made me, I was resurrected for no reason, and that thought quickly took root in my heart like an evil seed, and my death did not kill him, but helped it to grow. ”
"When I first obtained the Blaspher ability, it was very special, it could only be used in a dark place without sunlight, it was strictly 'seeing the light and dying', so everything I did at that time could only be done in the dark, and under the sun I was just a middle school student with some problems. ”
"As you said, I've been involved in a lot of things, but it's not because of you. The gears of fate have been designed for a long time, and you as a mortal can change them. ”
"Then I entered the near-endless battle, and when I escaped from the perilous world of the New Victorian era, I was finally able to face myself and use my abilities in the sun, but my identity was exposed. I still can't live in the sun. ”
Hugo smiled bitterly and said: "Maybe this is a curse from God, since the moment I was born, this curse has been with me, and maybe in the future, this curse will not be eliminated." Hugo looked at Ah Tong and said: "You and I are both people with hatred, and there is no difference between the size of the hatred and the hatred, only how much it occupies in the heart." We may have unwittingly taken advantage of each other's this, but I don't want it to continue, hatred does not breed love and warmth, only endless hatred. ”
Hugo sighed lightly and said, "I already have too much hatred, I'm afraid it will be difficult to get out of that quagmire, and you can still do it." Hitomi, I really hope you can let go of your hatred, and being an ordinary person is a good choice for you. Last night, I was thinking that I had actually hurt you for all of this today. If I hadn't come to you on the night I gained my power, it would have been a different day. I thought I was giving you hope, but now it seems that I am giving you more hatred. ”
Hitomi put the wine glass aside, looked at Hugo and said softly, "So, why did you come to me that night?"
Hugo shrank and said softly, "Maybe I'm too lonely." ”
Hitomi nodded, then got up and approached Hugo, before Hugo could react, Hitomi's arms were already wrapped around Hugo's neck, Hugo was stunned and looked at Hitomi with wide eyes.
Hitomi said: "I never think that it is the bad luck you bring me, you bring me not only hope, but also many better things. With that, he closed his eyes and leaned closer to Hugo.
Hugo's body suddenly stiffened, and he wanted to calm down Hitomi, but his body didn't listen to him. When Hitomi awkwardly pressed her cherry lips to Hugo's lips, Hugo's stiff body instantly melted.
The glass fell to the ground, and the wine inside flowed over the carpet, but it was no longer enough to attract the attention of the two young men.
Two young bodies hugging each other, lingering and hot.
After kissing for a long time, the lips were parting, Hitomi's eyes were already as hazy as spring water, and her eyes were gazing at Hugo affectionately through her glasses. The moist cherry lips opened lightly, and slowly spit out two words.
"Love me. ”