Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Many people have advised me not to bother you anymore, not to miss you anymore, and to let you go your way, but every sleepless night, every difficulty, every time the child makes a small progress, how can I not want you?

A lot of words have nowhere to talk and just want to tell you, and nag and nag with you.

After a trip back to my hometown, my physical condition was better, and the shivering of low blood sugar seemed to be better.

Before returning home, the tremor suddenly attacked, and the legs trembled almost when I walked, and I was very scared, worried about Parkinson's disease, so I had to comfort myself that it was a period of fatigue and tension that led to endocrine disorders, and blood sugar regulation problems led to hypoglycemia. I've had hypoglycemia, dizziness, and shivering since high school, but it's not as serious as this time, so I'm still a little bit shirked in my heart.

I know that there is no cure for any tremor disease, but I hope to arrange the future of the child, as for how God destroys me, it is not important, if I can use my sacrifice to exchange for the happiness of the child, parents, relatives, and even the people of the world, I am willing.

But I often think: If there is no me, the child will have no home, no love from parents, and no support. So, try to live and live healthily.

Last night's air conditioner joked with me again, after a while, it automatically stopped not to say, it was not cold, the temperature was adjusted to 16 degrees without a trace of coolness, tossed to almost 0:00, this air conditioner was inexplicably good, normal refrigeration. This is the same as last time, last time I thought the air conditioner was in disrepair and broken, I wanted to buy a new one, and then I felt that I would use it three or five times a year, and I was too lazy to toss, so I turned it off and ignored it, and went to Doudou's room to rub the air conditioner to finish. Then one day the heat was unbearable, think about it or try this Shuanglu brand, when you bought back the beans were only two years old air conditioner, maybe it would be good - it was really good! There was no problem at all! The temperature was adjusted to 28 degrees, so cold that we all had to cover the air conditioner, and then it was very normal to use it a few times, but last night it began to be abnormal, so that I didn't sleep well.

These strange things, I would rather believe that you came back to toss, so that I still have a little comfort in my heart, you haven't gone far, and you're still there. But will this affect your next journey? I am in a dilemma - I hope you don't go far to protect our mother and daughter, and I hope you can let us go and have a good future.

The child's admission letter has not arrived for a long time, and my heart is uneasy, do you feel my uneasiness and don't worry about coming back to see me?

Without you in this life, there will be no support, no more steadfastness, and no peace of mind!

However, I still have to live my life, and I have to live it with gritted teeth!

When the child's notice arrives, I take her to see you, and when she goes, the child walks out of our sight, like a growing bird with its own sky, and I take her to see you as she begins her life journey.

I've had a hard time in this life......

XW

2018.8.14