936. One wrong step, one wrong step

couldn't resist Pei Yuansheng, Tang Xiao finally had to reluctantly agree to let him stay and help.

Just helping to make breakfast together, Pei Yuansheng was so happy that he kept smiling on his face, and his mouth never closed.

It had been almost forty minutes since breakfast was made, and Tang Xiao was just about to bring the breakfast out, but Pei Yuansheng snatched it.

"Let me do this little thing!" he said with a smile.

Tang Xiao looked at Pei Yuansheng's excited appearance, thinking that he would definitely not do this kind of thing in person.

"Pei Yuansheng, what about your domestic servants? Usually this kind of thing is done with the help of someone. ”

"I gave them a day off. ”

Pei Yuansheng smiled at Tang and said, "Aren't you here, you don't need them today." ”

“…… Okay, I'll go see if Xiaoru is up. ”

Tang Xiao walked to the door of Ji Xiaoru's bedroom, worried that Xiaoru hadn't woken up yet, and even more worried that Xiaoru was still immersed in last night's emotions after waking up.

Who knew that just as she stood in the doorway and hesitated, the bedroom door was pushed open from the inside.

A neatly dressed Ji Xiaoru appeared at the door.

"Xiaoru, are you up?"

Tang Xiao was very surprised: "I thought you were still sleeping." ”

Look at Ji Xiaoru again, today she wore an apricot-colored long skirt with a thin cashmere cardigan on the outside, her long hair was draped behind her head, her face was covered with makeup, and her lips were painted with orange-red lip gloss.

looks like this, but it is the bright and moving Ji Xiaoru again.

It's just that although she is smiling, her eyes are far less radiant than before.

She could see the gloom and loneliness hidden in her eyes.

After suffering a certain blow, people are often able to smile and face others quickly, but it takes a long time to recover from the wounds they have suffered deep inside.

Tang Xiao looked at her distressedly.

"Do I look so snooze? It's nine o'clock, and it's time to get up. ”

Ji Xiaoru said in a relaxed tone.

"Well, that's right. ”

Tang smiled and said, "Let's go, let's go have breakfast! I made today's breakfast." ”

"Really?"

Ji Xiaoru looked at Tang Xiao with surprise and joy: "Xiaoxiao is awesome, I like to eat Xiaoxiao's breakfast the most." ”

"Haha, little meaning, if you like it, you can come to me often in the future......"

Tang Xiao originally wanted to say that Ji Xiaoru would go to the sanatorium to find her if she was fine, and stay overnight by the way, so that she could make breakfast for her the next day.

But I immediately thought that Ji Xiaoru was going to go abroad with Pei Yuansheng in two days, and I don't know when we would meet again.

Everything depends on Xiaoru's recovery, if Xiaoru can't get better, what can she do?

Tang lost his voice halfway through the joke, but Ji Xiaoru nodded with a smile as if he hadn't heard it, and said, "Okay, okay, I'll go to you for dinner when I'm free in the future." ”

"Hmmm......"

Tang Xiao smiled a little reluctantly.

At the dinner table, although Yan Ling kept telling jokes to adjust the atmosphere, Pei Yuansheng or "Lu Chenxi" and Ji Xiaoru were always weird.

Nor can any of them be blamed for this, after all, there was such a fierce clash last night.

But even so, none of them were wrong. Who is at fault?

Probably, it's the impermanence of fate that is wrong.

On the way back to the sanatorium, Yan Ling learned the whole story from Tang Xiao's mouth.

"To be honest, I don't approve of you doing this. ”

Yan Ling said in a serious tone while driving the car.

As a doctor, he naturally has his position, but Tang Xiao's original decision was more from the perspective of a friend, and there was no need for Xiaoru to commit suicide or go crazy directly because she couldn't accept Lu Chenxi's death.

"At that point, there was no better way. ”

Tang Xiao, who was sitting in the passenger seat, said helplessly.

"But in this case, sooner or later she will have to face a second injury, and when the time comes, are you sure that she will be able to face it?"

Yan Ling asked.

"Not sure. ”

Tang Xiao lowered his eyelashes and looked at his fingertips.

As a doctor, why didn't she know this?

What Yan Ling can think of, she can think of too.

It's just that she is not rational enough to be able to watch Xiaoru leave with Lu Chenxi's departure at that time.

"I don't know what the hell you're thinking. ”

Tang Xiao remembered that it was the first time for Yan Ling to speak in this tone.

He has always had an amazing temper, he never gets angry with people, and he tries to say anything tactfully, and he never makes people feel uncomfortable.

But he said very directly at this time: "You will do this, I can accept it, but I didn't expect that Liezi and Pei Zi would actually support it, and Pei Zi himself could stay by Ji Xiaoru's side as Lu Zi...... What is going on? Does Lu Zi know that you are so nonsense? Have you ever asked Lu Zi's opinion?"

“……”

How do you ask this, Lu Chenxi has passed away, where did they go to ask for his opinion?

Thinking like this in his heart, Tang Xiao didn't say anything.

She could see that Yan Ling was sad at the moment.

Sometimes, when people are particularly sad, they don't show their sadness directly, but instead vent their emotions with other emotions.

Such as anger, such as anger.

He just didn't want people to see his sad and vulnerable side.

Tang Xiao can be understood.

"I'm sorry, Ling Ling. ”

"Don't apologize to me, what's the use of apologizing to me? I'm not the person concerned. ”

Yan Ling's tone was a little impatient.

"I know it's not right, but it's the end of the matter, and there's no other way around it. It's impossible to directly tell Xiaoru the truth that Lu Chenxi is dead now, that would be tantamount to wasting all the previous efforts, isn't it?"

"But let Ji Xiaoru treat Pei Zi as Lu Zi and torture him constantly, do you think this should be? Yes, Pei Zi has now had his heart replaced, and the operation is also very successful, but who can guarantee that his disease will not recur? If it recurs again, will he be able to withstand Ji Xiaoru's hysteria and torture? Have you forgotten that not long ago, he was a patient with a serious heart attack who stepped into the ghost gate with half one foot?"

Tang Xiao knew that Yan Ling was Uncle Yan's nephew, and he also knew very well about Pei Yuansheng's condition, so it was normal for him to have this series of questions.

"I'm sorry, I'll pay attention to Pei Yuansheng's physical condition. ”

Tang Xiao said solemnly to Yan Ling.

He apologized again...... Alas. ”

Yan Ling couldn't help but sigh heavily.

The two fell silent.

The car drove smoothly on the Fourth Ring Road.

At 90 o'clock in the morning, it is the rush hour for work, and there will be congestion from time to time.

Yan Ling is usually a very calm person, but today he is extremely calm, and when he encounters a traffic jam, he honks wildly, as if he has changed people.

"Ling Ling, drink saliva. ”

At the red light, Tang Xiao handed a bottle of mineral water to Yan Ling, who was full of irritability.

Yan Ling glanced at Tang Xiao, his impetuous expression slowly receded, and there was a trace of guilt in his eyes.

I took a sip of the water and took a sip, and it was a lot cooler.

I couldn't help but sigh slightly.

"I'm sorry...... Xiaoxiao, I'm not in a beautiful mood today, and besides, I always have a bad feeling. ”

Yan Ling said hesitantly.

"Not so good?"

Tang Xiao looked at Yan Ling in surprise.

"Hmm. ”

Yan Ling nodded and said: "Prepare for the worst and be prepared for all kinds of situations, Liezi is not here, this matter is also my share now, tell me immediately if there is any situation." ”

Tang Xiao looked at Yan Ling and smiled: "Thank you Ling Ling." I knew you weren't really mad at me. ”

Tang smiled at this, and Yan Ling felt even more embarrassed.

Touching the tip of his nose, Yan Ling turned his head to look ahead.

The light was green, and the car in front finally moved.

Back on the road, Yan Ling's tone softened a lot: "I was too impatient just now. Alas, sometimes, I don't have to suffer from this problem. ”

"It's okay. ”

Tang smiled and said, "I can't thank you enough for your help." ”

"Xiaoxiao, I have something to tell you. ”

Yan Ling said.

"What's the matter?" you say. ”

"This morning, I saw Ji Xiaoru get up early, and then she stood in the living room for a long time. ”

"Huh?"

Tang Xiao was surprised.

"I was going to greet her, but then I thought it was a little strange, so I stole a little bit and watched for a while, and found her standing there, her eyes looking in the direction of the kitchen. ”

Yan Ling said slowly.

Tang Xiao suddenly chuckled in his heart.

"What?"

At that time, there should be two people in the kitchen, her and Pei Yuansheng......

"When I stood behind Ji Xiaoru and looked over from her perspective, I found that you and Pei Zi were talking and laughing, and they were quite close. ”

Tang Xiao silently: "......"

Now, she also has a bad premonition in her heart.

"Honestly, smile. ”

Yan Ling glanced at Tang Xiao and sighed: "I know you, and I also know Pei Zi, I know that there is absolutely no problem with the relationship between you and Liezi, and you are definitely friendly to Pei Zi, but I also know that even if Pei Zi will never destroy the relationship between you and Liezi, he will never disdain to do this kind of thing while he is weak, but he really likes you." ”

"I just stood behind Ji Xiaoru and watched for a few seconds, and I could see the love in Pei Zi's eyes when he looked at you, you said, Ji Xiaoru might not be able to see it? She is not a fool, women are often more sensitive than men, I can see it, she can see it more, maybe she will see it more deeply than me. ”

However, the Pei Zi in Ji Xiaoru's eyes is not Pei Zi, it is Lu Zi. What do you think she thinks when she sees her beloved man talking and laughing with her best friend with that kind of look, and her friend has no intention of avoiding it?"

“……”

For a moment, Tang Xiao's heart felt as if someone had blown a cold wind, and he felt cold for a while.

Instead of being resolved, she thought, it was going in a worse direction.

Thinking of Xiaoru's casual appearance when he met Xiaoru in the morning, Tang Xiao felt even more shocked.

This shows that Xiaoru no longer trusts herself as much as she used to.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have forcibly suppressed her emotions and forced a smile in front of herself.

Xiaoru is no longer that Xiaoru.

But what is she going to do?

Perhaps, it was really her mistake.

It was she who had done it wrong again.

One wrong step. Wrong steps.

But what can be done now?

It seems like...... There is no such opportunity anymore.

"Ling Ling, I don't know what to do. I think, if you explain anything to Xiaoru now, she won't stop. ”

Tang Xiao said dejectedly.

"You're in a hurry to explain now, and of course she's not going to listen. ”

Yan Ling said calmly: "It's better to let her be quiet by herself, maybe she has her own way to solve it." ”

"But I'm worried about her ......"

"It's useless to worry. ”

"Alas. ”

"Don't sigh. You sigh, and I want to sigh too. ”

There was a heavy smell in the car.

Both of them were deeply distressed about Ji Xiaoru's affairs.

But Tang Xiao understood that at this moment, the most uncomfortable person was not them, but Pei Yuansheng.

If you take Xiaoru out of the country, will you really solve all the problems?

She was confident in this, but now she only felt that everything was like a road in the fog, which was as unreal and full of doubts.