It's another year of Qingming

In the past five years, every festival has been my Good Friday, especially during the Qingming Festival to worship my ancestors. I know I can't hide from www.biquge.info, I have to go see you all year round. Although I know that you are not there, I can only go there to place my thoughts and sorrows. After a long delay, I finally went to see you.

In a trance, I don't know which one your tomb is, and when I walked with my head down, you suddenly appeared like that, I remember it was the second column?

The red beans planted a year ago have not grown, and your home is so bleak and depressed.

Put down the bouquet in your hand and clean and scrub it for you. Your photos still look so sunny and handsome, why do I feel a little more alive than before? Not so thin anymore.

I remember that there was only one year of the ** festival, I was out for a meeting, and you and your child bought three roses to come to see me. Remember that was the only time you sent me flowers.

Now I buy a bouquet of flowers every year to see you.

No food, no firecrackers, no paper sticks, just a bouquet of flowers, a few incense sticks, I know that any form is just a wish of a living person. And I miss you, and my heart is with the sun and the moon. Even if I don't go to see you, I can't let go of this thought in this life. I can't help it, I actually want to forget you, forget the past, and start a new life, and the more I want to forget, the more I can't forget. I have to lock my thoughts, I don't let my thoughts go around you on weekdays, I hope I can get out of the past, live in the present, and move into the future.

The child is going to take the high school entrance examination this year, and I have a lot of nagging with you, and I don't know if you understand my nagging?

The hand was burned by the incense in several places, and the pain in the skin was even more painful in the heart.

In a trance, slowly walked back, out of the cemetery gate, there were two security guards in security uniforms sitting at the door, chatting lively, out of the gate, obviously saw the same two security guards outside the door sitting on chairs, when I turned around, I don't know how to suddenly turn back, there is no security guard outside the door, stand down and settle down, take a closer look, there is indeed no security guard outside the door, only two blue signs with security uniforms. The view outside the door also seems to be completely different from what I just saw.

I think maybe I was in a trance and didn't see clearly. Or maybe my out-of-body vision of another world was like. Leave it alone, I will collect my mind and leave you.

There are also many people who come to worship in the cemetery, all of them are a big family, talking and laughing and going to worship their ancestors. And I, just go to see you alone, the child said that I will see you after the high school entrance examination, I don't want to give her too much sadness, let her study with peace of mind first.

For several days, I had been in a state of dispossession, as if I had lost half of my soul, and I couldn't figure out what was going on while driving, so I had to take my time, wait for my mind to become clearer, and think about it before acting. The eldest brother is also in a situation these days, first the driver's license expired and he couldn't drive, and then he twisted his waist, he was resting for the past few days, I wanted him to drive me over to see you, I really didn't dare to drive over in such a daze, the road is far away, the road conditions are more complicated, I have no choice but to take a taxi over, fortunately, it's very smooth, all the way to the green light, I think maybe you are waiting for me to see you there, right?

The ups and downs of this life are given by you, and the sweet, beautiful and happy happiness of this life is also given by you, and the days to come should also be lived well, live up to your love for so many years, be kind to yourself, raise your children well, and live a good life in the future.