Chapter 344 Love or not love a person is not subject to human will
Shu Yi pricked up his ears again and listened carefully, as if there was indeed a little sound!
Although the sound was small and intermittent, it was not very clear.
But in this quiet night, relatively speaking, the sound is still somewhat striking.
Shu Yi frowned, the sound insulation effect of this car is so good, it can't isolate the voice of the old lady?
Not really!
Besides, I'm still some distance away from the car!
Shu Yi was a little skeptical, did these two people not close the window tightly......
If you don't pay attention, as long as there is a slight crack in the window, the sound will be easier to come out.
Shaking his head, Shu Yi didn't care about this, he couldn't remind the two of them to be quiet!
Shu Yi immediately walked back again, a little farther away from the gate.
He didn't stop until he couldn't hear the sound anymore.
If it were someone else, it would be okay to listen to it, but this is my sister's voice......
It always sounds weird, so forget it!
So, Shu Yi waited silently, turned on his phone and watched a small movie.
After a while, Shu Yi suddenly felt a slight soreness and numbness in his arm.
"Smack!" Shu Yi subconsciously slapped over, because this feeling was obviously bitten by a mosquito.
Sure enough, a mosquito died under his palm.
Shu Yi took out a tissue and wiped her hands a little speechlessly, while frowning and muttering: "Sister...... Someone gave you an itch, who is going to give me an itch!"
After the complaining was over, Shu Yi decided to go back to the living room, at least there were no mosquitoes there.
In this way, Shu Yi lay on the sofa and continued to watch the little movie.
After a while, Shu Yi didn't deliberately remember that it had been too long, he just felt that it had been a long time.
So after looking at the time, Shu Yi was stunned for a moment, it's been half an hour!
Shu Yi frowned slightly and looked up in the direction of the gate.
I'm ......
What are you ...... Do you play more than once?
Shu Yi didn't know what to say, so she could only continue to look down at the movie.
Forty minutes later, Shu Yan still hasn't returned.
Shu Yi stretched long: "You guys...... It must have been more than once!"
Fifty minutes later, Shu Yi couldn't stand it anymore and decided to go out and have a look.
However, he didn't rush out directly, just quietly walked to the door.
His eyes first touched the front of the car, which was still shaking......
Shu Yi retracted his gaze, patted his forehead and turned back: "Sister, are you really not afraid that you won't be able to walk tomorrow!
But this time, he was obviously closer to the car than just now, but Shu Yi found that he couldn't hear any sound.
It's probably because they didn't close the windows tightly, but now they're sealed.
Finding that she couldn't hear it now, Shu Yi suddenly felt a little regretful, knowing that I was ...... just now
With these not-so-"harmonious" thoughts flashing through her mind, Shu Yi couldn't help but smile, and then went back to the living room.
After about an hour, the car finally stopped.
Shu Yan lay in Lin Xiaoyi's arms and gasped for a while, neither of them spoke, and gradually got rid of Fang Cai's intoxicated lust.
Shu Yan took the underwear and put it on, and then left the smooth back to Lin Xiaoyi: "Button it for me, I can't see it." ”
Lin Xiaoyi wanted to say, I haven't heard of a woman who has to stare at the strap of her underwear.
But although she thought so in her heart, Lin Xiaoyi still silently buttoned her up.
"Huh......" Shu Yan let out a long sigh of relief: "I'm very happy tonight, thank you." But if you're struggling right now, then you don't think it happened!"
"Comfort. Lin Xiaoyi said softly: "When I slept with other women, I didn't have any psychological burden, and I didn't think about being responsible for her." But like you, I admit, I have such thoughts. ”
"Because you had sex with me twice, you feel responsible for me. Shu Yan's expression and tone were quite calm.
She had thought before that if Lin Xiaoyi was willing to accept her again one day, she would definitely be very happy.
I'm afraid it's going to be the happiest thing in recent years.
But now that she heard Lin Xiaoyi say that she was willing to be responsible for her, Shu Yan was not as happy as she imagined.
Probably because, not because of love, just because of having love.
"Then do you still love me now?" Shu Yan stepped forward and held Lin Xiaoyi's face.
Lin Xiaoyi was silent for a moment: "I think love is not as important as I imagined. ”
Shu Yan sighed lightly: "Since you say so, I won't pursue this, you can go to Singapore with me! ”
Lin Xiaoyi was silent.
"You see, you don't want to go with me at all......"
"Why do you have to let me go to Singapore with you? You're still the same as before, do you have to be the center of everything?"
"I didn't tell you to have to go with me, I just felt that if you really wanted to be with me, you wouldn't be so hesitant. ”
Shu Yan sat back on the co-pilot: "I want to get your heart more than the person who gets you." ”
Lin Xiaoyi didn't speak, his eyes just looked into the distance without focus.
"If you don't love me, what's the point of us getting married, I don't doubt that you treat me like a guest, you may be a good husband, a good father, you are good at everything, but you don't love me, I feel like I'm suffering every day, what's the point......"
"Whether you are willing to love someone with your heart and strength is not subject to human will, and whether you are willing to accept a marriage that is as plain as water can be transferred by human will. ”
Lin Xiaoyi dropped this sentence, pushed the door and got out of the car and left.
The coat he was carrying in his hand was thrown on his shoulder, and Lin Xiaoyi suddenly felt a sour nose.
She probably wouldn't know that she was the only woman in her life who had made herself say she was willing to take responsibility for her — even though there was something irrational about her own when she said that.
It's like now, when I come back to my senses and calm down, I realize that it's a bit silly.
But the hateful she still won, the hateful she never lost.
Shu Yan bit her lip tightly, she understood what Lin Xiaoyi meant.
If two people are to be together, one must make a change to accommodate the other, and the person who makes the accommodation can only be himself.
Shu Yan immediately got out of the car and chased after Lin Xiaoyi: "Xiaoyi, I am willing...... I want to be with you, even if you don't love me......"
Lin Xiaoyi stopped and turned around: "If you don't like a marriage without love in your heart, what's the point of us getting married, I don't doubt that you may be a good wife, a good mother, you are good at everything, but you think I don't love you, under your calm appearance is a heart that is unwilling to accept such a marriage, you are suffering every day, what is the point......
Shu Yan only felt that his throat was dry for a moment.
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