Comrade Jia Yuhao:

It's Qingming Festival again, and it's the day I have to go see you again. I was going to bury you here, and I could go to see you from time to time, but the bitter lovesickness and pain made me afraid to go to see you, I was afraid that I would hurt this not strong body, and I would not be able to accompany the child to grow up.

It's been eight years, you've been gone for eight years, and in the past eight years, I've slowly adapted to life without you, and slowly carried my life.......

The child is 18 years old and an adult.

Do you know? Your Maotou did not get very good results in the college entrance examination this year, and she was some distance away from the university she wanted to go to, and I was very worried and anxious.

A few days ago, the child was very anxious about his grades and reality, and even thought of escaping and giving up. Do you know how anxious and distressed I am?

First of all, he babbled and reasoned and comforted, and the child became even more fried. In this world, that is, one's own parents can lose their temper willfully, right? I am such an uncompromising and unweak character, in the face of my child's unreasonable troubles, I can only endure and feel sorry for her, only to know again and again that my mother is embarrassed in the face of adolescence, do you understand?

I can't do it myself, I asked Xiaolong and the teachers and class teachers that the children like to do the work for the children, I didn't even dare to make a sound again, I was so anxious that I couldn't sleep for a few days, and my mouth was a bunch of bubbles.

You know, Douzi never gets angry with me, but this time he didn't call me for a few days, he didn't text me, and I didn't dare to say anything, for fear of putting pressure on her, do you know how difficult it is for us?

My child and I have been calm for a week, I quietly asked the teacher about the child's condition from time to time, and I heard that I had worked hard to study and did not give up, so I was a little relieved. Slowly pulling back and forth to contact her, the little pot friend can be regarded as getting out of the trough in his heart and returning to his original heart without barriers.

I went to visit her at noon the day before yesterday and took her out for a meal, the child was very happy, and yesterday I took care of the menstrual cramps, and sent back to school early this morning.

It doesn't matter if I work hard, I just can't see my children uncomfortable, and I don't want my children to suffer.

The General Political Department has a training plan for the "Heroic Martyrs' Children Class", which is three very good majors in the School of International Relations and the School of Political Science, and the schools are also in Nanjing. The child's grades are not very good, and going to a military school is also a very good choice, and her personality and physical fitness are suitable for going to the army, what do you think? It's just that the child may not be able to get out of the shadow of your sacrifice in the army, and as soon as I talk about it, she is very disgusted and resistant.

I don't dare to tell her now, I just silently prepared all the materials needed to help her register, and when the college entrance examination is over, as long as she can't go to Nanjing on her own, there is still a way back, what do you say?

Alas, you don't care about anything, I raised the child for you, and at the critical moment, shouldn't you take care of it?

If you have a spirit in heaven, you will hurt our daughter, so that she can get what she wants, so that her life will no longer be bumpy, and the loss of her father at a young age is already a great pain for her.

Yesterday, I told her to go to see you on the Qingming Festival, and the child's good mood changed all of a sudden, and tears rolled in his eyes.

You are the pain that we will never be able to get out of in this life!

I haven't written to you for a long time, but one day I don't want you? You still go into dreams from time to time, but I no longer cry in heartbreak, and I think in my dreams: Where have you gone?

It's just that if you have the heart, help me, help the child!

XW

2018.3.29