The rain outside hadn't stopped, and the whole world didn't seem to move at all except for the sound of the rain.

Chen Haodong sat there and was silent for a while, Xu said all the things that were pressed in his heart, and the whole person was transparent, but it was more comfortable than before, but Chang An didn't move.

If someone else else else might cry or make trouble, or even pounce on him and bite him, but the person on the bed always maintained a position and shrunk there.

He wasn't sure of her state at all, but he was scared in his heart.

"I'm going to pour you a glass of water!"

Chen Haodong wanted to break the depression in the room with this, so he walked over and carried the kettle, but found that it was empty.

Yes, she didn't know how to do any housework, and probably the water wouldn't boil, so she took the kettle to the bathroom to fill it, plugged it in and waited for it to boil.

Soon there was a pop of boiling water in the room, and after a few minutes, the power automatically jumped out, Chen Haodong scalded the cup twice with boiling hot water, and then carefully washed the kettle, and then wrung the bottle of mineral water provided by the room and poured it in.

When the kettle popped for the second time, Chang An finally raised his head.

Chen Haodong stood on the table with his back to her, tall and short, so he needed to hold his waist a little when tinkering, and he still wore the black T he often wore on his body, and he could see the watermark blurred on it when he was half wet.

The first time we met, he was nine years old and she was five years old.

It's been nineteen years.

Chen Haodong waited for the water to boil, took the cup and poured half a cup into it, and Chang An hurriedly buried his head again.

"Drink some water..."

"Chang'an?"

Chang An raised her head slowly, her mind was very muddy, and she didn't know what attitude to face him.

"I see you still have medicine on your table, sick?"

Chen Haodong was careful, Chang An grabbed his arm, "Let it go." ”

He lifted his eyelids, put the cup on the bedtable next to him, and sat one by one, as if the oppressive atmosphere had come over him again.

Chen Haodong rubbed his nose with his hand. "You... Nothing to say?"

Chang An tilted his head and rested his face on his arm.

What did she say?

She felt like she had a lot to say, but at this moment, it seemed as if everything had lost its meaning.

"Brother—" she said weakly, dumb and sloppy, and asked, "So for so many years, you have actually been aiming for revenge?"

Chen Haodong lowered his head and breathed a sigh of relief.

"Nope!"

"No?"

"At least until you're an adult, no!"

"What do you mean?"

Chen Haodong smiled bitterly, "I didn't know the truth about my parents' accident at first, but I only found out by accident when I accidentally heard the conversation between your father and He Zhaoxiong. ”

Chang An's eyes were fixed, "When?"

"Seven years ago, summer!"

He said a very specific time, and this time node has a special meaning for both of them.

"Seven years ago...?" Chang An thought.

Chen Haodong knew she had guessed.

The love between Chang An and Chen Haodong was discovered by Chang Wangde that summer, Chang An rebelled for the first time when he was so old, and ran to Chen Haodong's room to find him at night, crying and asking him to take him away from Yunling.

"I took you away overnight, do you think I'm impulsive?"

At that time, Chang An was 17 years old, not yet an adult, and it can be said that she was naïve and immature, but Chen Haodong was already twenty-one, graduated from a technical school, and had been mixed in the society for two years.

"That's when I found out the truth about what happened to my parents, and then you came to me and asked me to take you away, and I gave myself a chance. ”

Between hatred and affection, he actually chose the latter at first.

"I'll let myself be selfish and take you away, hoping that if we can start over in a different place, I'll treat you well, let go of my hatred, and stop chasing the past. ”

Chang An has always been a good medicine for him, which can heal wounds and brush away memories.

"But unfortunately, your father found someone to chase you over, and you were taken away, and the excuse your father gave at that time was that you could go back and discuss it slowly. ”

Of course, Chang An still remembers the scene at that time.

The two of them "escaped" to a small fishing village, where they spent the happiest week, and then they were found by the people of Changwangde.

Chang Wangde said at the time that he could discuss slowly and let Chang An go back first.

Chang An believed it, after all, the seventeen-year-old girl subconsciously hoped that her love could be blessed and supported by her family, so she followed Chang Wangde's people back to Yunling overnight, but what was waiting for her?

With a plane ticket, a suitcase of luggage, and a passport, she was put on a plane to London overnight.

"Actually, at that time, I knew that Chang Wangde would not let you be with me so easily, but you choose to believe it, I can't stop you. ”

Chang An is naïve, but Chen Haodong is not naïve, not to mention that he already knows the truth about the death of his parents, how could Chang Wangde's temperament agree to his daughter and the victim's son being together.

"After you left, I waited in the fishing village for another week, slowly accepted the facts, and went back to Yunling to beg your father... It's really begging!" Chen Haodong said this, covering his face with his hand, as if he was a little reluctant to continue.

Such unbearable memories.

He knelt in the courtyard of Chang's house, as if it was also such a rainy day, and he begged Chang Wangde to let him see Chang An again.

What did he not give up? Dignity, face, even hatred, as long as he gave him back his girl, these were all not cared about.

"But you should know your father, and if you say yes, he has made up his mind not to let us be together, and it is useless to ask. ”

In fact, Chang An was already sent to London at that time, and some things may have been changed since that summer vacation.

"After you were sent away, I looked for your father several times and asked Jiahui, but Jiahui didn't know your contact information in the UK, and I was forced to accept the facts. ”

Accept the fact that you have lost Chang'an!

"But I've always wondered if I can't get in touch with you, so why don't you contact me either?"

Chang An slowly buried his face again......

The story has all been connected to this point, that summer, that summer, until she came back from London three years ago and married Zhou Xianshan.

"When I first arrived in London, I didn't have any means of communication, they should have discussed it beforehand, and they didn't want me to have any more contact with you, and I resisted at first, but it didn't work. ”

"In the beginning, I was miserable, unfamiliar people, unfamiliar places, and I didn't even understand the language. ”

"I had a lot of insomnia, I needed medication to get some sleep, and then I started drinking..."

“…… Brother, do you know, I was once sent to an institution for treatment for alcoholism. ”

"I also went on a hunger strike, cut my pulse, and jumped from the window on the second floor, just to be able to ask for a ticket back to China, but none of these methods worked, my grandmother's heart was more ruthless than my father's, but then I came back, do you know what method was used?" Chang An raised his face and gently rested it on his arm, My grandmother suddenly found out that she had a tumor, malignant, she probably knew that she would not live long, and wanted to arrange the rest of her life for me before leaving, so she began to let me go on a blind date, I agreed, and chose someone I didn't know at all to return to China to get married......"

"I know it's stupid, but at least I can come back, and I desperately need to come back at that time, because Jiahui secretly emailed me and told me that something happened to you and you went to a drug rehabilitation center. ”

"A marriage certificate for a ticket back to China, two years, I waited for you for two years, and finally waited for you to come out of the drug rehabilitation center, the day you came out...... Chang An recalled a little, "I went to wait for you at the door of the drug rehabilitation center on the day I came out, sat in the car, and saw you come out, brother, you can't imagine what mood I was in at that time, my hands and feet were shaking, I couldn't help it, I imagined myself running towards you, this scene has been demonstrated countless times in my mind, but I saw He Ling...... You hug, kiss, you get into her car, and then everyone tells me that you are dating, you are about to get married, and you are even in the car in front of me......" Chang An rubbed his face on his arm like a cat, wiping a watermark.

"You ask me, why do you want to marry someone else? You call me Mrs. Zhou, but you don't know that at that time, I didn't have any relationship with Zhou Xian, and we were all in name after two years of marriage. ”

Chen Haodong held his face and sat on the edge of the bed.

Everything went according to his plan, except for Chang An.

"Brother, I've been insisting, in a place you can't see, because I firmly believe that you are the same, as long as the time is long enough, as long as I can come back, you will still wait for me in the original place!"

After nineteen years of getting along day and night, and seven years of separation, she had stubbornly stood in place.

"You love me so much, you said you would marry me as a wife, I believe it. ”

Chen Haodong turned his back to her and didn't say a word, but his waist slowly bent down.

She was so ruthless, so ruthless that she stabbed him in the heart.

There was no sound in the room, but the air was damp.

Her tears slowly overflowed from her eye sockets, helpless, weak, and she didn't even have the strength to wipe it, just like a person on the verge of death, the wound was too big to stop, and she could only let the blood flow, as for the man next to the bed, he kept covering his face with the palm of his hand, and the Adam's apple rolled, but to no avail.

Something hot poured out, and he pressed it with his fingers, but it still oozed out of his fingers.

Coming to this point, endgame, dead game, defeat!

The repetition was followed by an endless stillness, and time seemed to be stretched infinitely long on that rainy afternoon.

In fact, I should have said something more, whether it was to redeem or explain, but it seemed that no one spoke again.

Ten minutes, twenty minutes, half an hour...... An hour passed, and the air conditioner in the room was getting cooler and colder.

Chen Haodong wiped his face and finally got up, turned his head, and the person on the bed had already fallen asleep with his face pillow on his arm, his eyelashes were shining, and he was crying miserably.

It's finally over, right?

He leaned over and picked Chang An up and laid him flat on the bed.

She took a heavy breath and shrunk up as she hugged the covers.

Chen Haodong stood in front of the bed for a while, wet and sour, but after an hour of silence, he finally returned to a little sense.

She shouldn't have eaten anything at noon, no matter how big it is, let her sleep first, and when she wakes up, she has something to fill her stomach.

Chen Haodong whispered to the room service, turned up the temperature of the air conditioner a little more, took off his wet T-shirt and went into the bathroom shirtless......