Chapter 33: The Difficult Knot
Qiao Qiao, who was in a private chat with the Rising Sun, hesitated for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to send a private message to the Rising Sun to ask-Brother Rising Sun, why did you always say that your heart was broken, and that she was destined to have no chance of love in this life?
After a while, the rising sun sang and sent her a reply-Sister Lotus, the bitterness in my brother's heart can only be pretended and held by herself. I can pour out my heart with singing, and I can also use singing to pour out the confession in my heart. But...... That unbearable past, that unforgettable thing...... There is always no forgiveness in the dark. So I will always have a broken wound in my heart, a wound that will not heal...... I can't tell you, because I can't open my mouth, I can only keep this pain in my heart forever, and let loneliness and loneliness punish me for the big mistakes I made in the past because of cowardice. Let me spend every day of my life in trepidation in these long years......
Qiao Qiao saw him send out such a bunch of pathetic words, and felt uncomfortable in his heart. She hurriedly replied to the Rising Sun - Brother Rising Sun, don't talk about it again, I don't want to look at your empty words. Do you know how great you are in my heart? Your singing can always touch my heart, and listening to your songs makes me fascinated and can't stop. I can't bear to see you destroy my image in my mind, and to see you like this is more sad than my own humiliation.
The Rising Sun Song calmed down for a while, and replied to her - Sister Lotus, I shouldn't disturb your heart. There are a lot of things on my mind, and I should always pretend and hold them by myself. I shouldn't show it to anyone I care about, because no one is obligated to share the pain in my heart, so ...... Sister Lotus, you didn't say the useless words I said just now, right.........
Warp replied - you shouldn't be like this. I think you should be the kind of person who has a responsibility. I wonder now what is it that has broken your heart and made you depressed and decadent. And what makes your singing always full of that vicissitudes, heartbreaking vicissitudes. You seem to have too much bitterness in your heart, but you don't want to confide in others. Brother Sunrise, you're going to suffocate yourself like this. If...... If you really think of me as a ...... Tell me, good friend. I hope to be able to help you out.
The Rising Sun sang and replied - No, Sister Lotus, I can't say it. I think I'll probably never be able to say it, just bury it deep in my heart and let it torment me constantly. It is a punishment that every unforgivable person has to be punished. Sister Lotus, please don't ask me again, don't force me to say anything, my heart is very messy. I'm sorry, I'm going down, I want to be alone.
After the rising sun played the song and typed this line of words, he suddenly left the karaoke room and withdrew from the karaoke platform.
- Brother Rising Sun, don't go, Brother Rising Sun......
Helplessly, she calls out to him with words, but she discovers a cruel fact - the song of the rising sun is no longer online.
"Brother Rising Sun, what is it that tortures your body and mind so much, and makes you fall into helpless exhaustion, I really want to know, is it ...... For the sake of who you used to be?" said to herself, facing the phone screen. She suddenly felt a burst of dispossession, and lay down on the bed in the bedroom dejectedly and alone, two lines of clear tears slowly flowing down the corners of her eyes, dripping onto the pale pink sheets.
At this moment, she began to have a fever again, and there was something more uncomfortable for her than the fever - worry. She was weeping and worrying for the person who had been unknowingly contained in her heart.
And at this moment, what is her mother, Blue Lotus, doing?
Blue Lotus had a great drink today.
She looked at the face of the young man sitting across from her, under the neon lights of the bar, and felt a little fluttering.
She had already drunk two bottles of foreign wine with this man named Fashion Junchat, so she was already a little drunk.
I have to admit that Blue Lotus's makeup skills are very clever. This makes her face look like she is in her 30s, and she is quite delicate and beautiful.
Makeup is really magical, it can rejuvenate a woman who has already entered the age of knowing the destiny of heaven.
"Little brother, let's go, let's have a good time. As she spoke, she threw a wink at the little lover opposite "Fashion Junchat", which looked very amorous.
Then she settled the bill, and walked out of the bar with him, one after the other, and the two men took each other's arms and strolled leisurely down the pedestrian street.
Even at night, the weather in the coastal city changes quickly.
A sudden gust of wind mixed with bean-sized raindrops fell from the sky, causing people who had been strolling leisurely in the pedestrian street to run and escape.
Blue Lotus deserves to be unlucky, she and the "fashionable handsome chat" just walked to an unobstructed open space, and were struck by the storm and covered their faces.
The man and woman scurried through the rain and lightning, and finally found an eaves to shelter from the rain, and there was a dim street lamp next to the eaves.
"Oh, little brother, why are we so unlucky, we were drenched in the rainstorm, you didn't freeze, did you?" said Blue Lotus as she reached out and half-playfully stroked the face of the man opposite.
At this moment, a flash of lightning streaked across the sky. At the moment when the lightning illuminated the heavens and the earth, I only heard the "fashionable handsome chat" let out an exclamation!
It turned out that he, who was half-awake from the rainstorm, saw the terrifying face of the woman opposite him by the light of lightning at the moment when he looked up.
Half of that face still maintains the vivid and gorgeous appearance after makeup, and the oil paint on the other half of the face has been washed away by the rain, revealing the ugly wrinkled and hemp face that was originally covered underneath!
This "yin and yang face" looks even more eerie under the lightning.
Blue Lotus didn't realize the original form she had exposed at the moment. When she saw the little lover on the other side, she was stunned, and thought that this man was afraid of thunder and lightning.
Blue Lotus immediately put on her usual smiling face, her smiling face after makeup has fascinated many men.
This time, however, it really backfired.
Under her yin and yang smile, she looked even more nondescript, eerie and terrifying, as if a ghost from hell was playing tricks on the world.
The fear in Fashion Jun's eyes became even stronger, he never thought that this "big woman" who had been happy with him once two months ago turned out to be an ugly monster. At this time, it was another strong lightning bolt, shining on the yin and yang face of the blue lotus!
Very nervous, the fashionable handsome chat has a movie scene in his mind, and he huddles in the corner. His eyes stared at the yin and yang face of the blue lotus in front of him, as if he had seen the powerful ghost in the film, and he was picking up a paintbrush to paint a peerless scene on its creepy ghostly face.
Blue Lotus took another step forward, and she stretched out her arms to hug and comfort the little lover on the other side, who was "frightened by the rain and thunder and lightning". At the same time, she moaned and muttered to herself: "Little brother, come to your arms, smell my fragrance, and see if it is the black rose you want?"