Chapter 1022: Wind Chimes in the South, Hengmu in the North (285)
But at this moment, looking at the person in charge of the dignified Xi base, the prestigious young master of the Li family, who lived in Boston because of her, and because of her, regardless of his own status and image, stepped into such a martial arts hall, thinking of the man's gaze just now, his emotions came so suddenly.
She suddenly felt that people were really animals that were easily dominated by emotions.
People who shouldn't have feelings shouldn't have so many burdens.
He's already married, isn't he?
She didn't want to be obsessed at the beginning, not to mention that now, he has been married for two years.
The sound of water under the faucet rattled as if it covered the little waves in her slightly turbulent heart, and everything was still calm on the surface.
She had been attending the class peacefully for nearly two hours, but at this moment, those words suddenly sounded.
All the words, word for word, drilled into the ears.
"Feng Ling is young, in fact, it is just a love affair that has no results in the place, even if she knows about it, it will be good to be sad for a few days. ”
"Compared with the eldest lady of the Feng family, an unidentified orphan like Feng Ling, as long as people who are not stupid know who to choose. ”
"What man will die to a woman now"
"Liking doesn't mean being responsible, and a stupid girl like Feng Ling is not suitable for him. ”
"People who are not in the world should not be forced in, fall in love while they are young, and when she grows up, she will understand not to trust men easily"
This is the end of her first love in her life, and Han Jin was right at the beginning.
Li Nanheng just taught her a lesson, she got what she deserved, she lost it, she lost it.
Including the first time that he didn't even remember at all.
"She was so full of alcohol, she couldn't get to the training time on time, and she was obviously a hangover all night, saying that she adhered to the base system and said that her character was worth testing"
"We didn't ask someone to strip you naked, we were polite enough, you thought you could continue to stay at Base Xi"
They ridiculed her for being a woman, mocking her for being disguised as a man and messing around in the base, for living in a pile of men without knowing how to behave, for being an orphan without parental discipline, and for easily believing in the feelings given to them by others.
She used to think that Li Nanheng was different.
He thought that this man who could be indifferent to others to the bone, but spoiled her to the bone, was different for himself, she thought he was sincere enough, and thought that he could see her good.
Feng Ling's hand propped up on the cold pool, turning over and over to seal her heart two years ago, all the questions she had never thought about were passed through in her mind, she thought he was different.
But the truth is, he is more ruthless than every one of them.
Not even a single word of explanation.
The old man of the Li family made her make a fool of herself in front of everyone in the entire base and drove her away, it is said that Li Nanheng has been looking for her for two years, but today she saw clearly that this man is actually no different from two years ago, when she had a fever in the early hours of this morning, he really entered her house.
She didn't even know how he copied her key, and she always seemed too immature and stupid to fight this man.
His family background and his background give him enough confidence to live, he can do whatever he wants, even if he knows that she ignores him, he can change tricks to sneak into her life, he is a man who is indispensable, trampling on her heart and her self-esteem, helping her, protecting her, hurting her, all of them are just treating her as an ant, and it is easy to control her heart and her life and death.
It's been two years, and I've long since said goodbye to those old lives.
She's going to stay away.
The farther away from him, the better.
Feng Ling's hand held on to the cold pool, and his fingertips turned white.
It's not a relative, it's just a love that comes and goes, and I have written a heavy ink stroke in the young past, what is there to affect the mood
She closed her eyes, and the next second, scattered scenes appeared out of thin air.
She fell into the man's bath tub on the orphanage's steam room and got into a big fight with him
When she first entered the base, she was on the training ground with a man, and she made a sharp move, so that he could notice that something was wrong, but she just let her go and didn't dig deeper.
He suddenly appeared when she was on a mission and helped her solve the problem behind her, when she crashed into the sea on the cruise ship, he was charging into the enemy area of terrorists on the other side, and his helicopter suddenly appeared when she was confused on the island.
On a mission in the bar, she dresses up as a woman, is pressed against the wall and kissed by him, he blocks bullets for her, and he does everything for her
Rogers Hill spent time and night, she protected her behind her after the military killed the commander and helped her solve her problem again and again, and when she almost died in the snake's bone, he reappeared, leaving a small cross knife scar on her shoulder
He said that she was only seventeen years old, still too young, and asked her to wait for him for three years, and three years later, he married her.
Feng Ling opened his eyes, looked at himself in the mirror, and forcefully pulled the slightly wet hair on his forehead and Liuhai back, the woman's delicate and white face still looked a little juvenile because of such movements, but Liuhai immediately fell down again, even if the hair was short, it was still too heavy for the girl.
She will never be able to be a real man.
It's like she'll never be able to accept a married man.
This is a difficult problem that the world will never solve.
That's it, Feng Ling.
He doesn't deserve a little more to think about.
The rest of the time, Feng Ling went back to continue the class as if nothing happened.
Until the lunch break, the male students came forward one by one to help her back to the office to rest, but she refused.
"Coach Ah Zero, your name is Seal Zero, which zero is it" Someone asked her.
Feng Ling didn't answer, he just glanced at him coldly, and the other party walked away directly.
I was about to go back to the office, but I didn't expect the head coach to be waiting for her in the office.
"After class, I was still feeling well, why didn't I make a phone call and say that today is all basic teaching, and I will help you watch them. The head coach looked her in the eye, "That's right, the guy was still outside. ”
Feng Ling snorted, didn't say much, and obviously didn't want to go out to see him.
Seeing her sit back at the desk so calmly, the head coach asked again, "Who is this person, you used to have a relationship"
She was silent for a moment, "It doesn't matter who he is, you usually don't care about these idle things, why did you suddenly ask me today?"
"Because Chen Beitian's kind of kid is not an opponent in my eyes, the one who came today, although he didn't say much, I felt an obvious sense of crisis. ”
Feng Ling didn't understand at first, and after reacting for a while, he looked at the head coach in front of the office with a serious face, and at the same time saw the man approaching behind him