It's a long dream.

Zhao Zhichao dreamed of his parents and his sister, it was a very long dream, and the dream was very real.

It was so real that he didn't want to wake up.

In the dream, he was the same student in the past, preparing for the college entrance examination in school, and busy with his classmates.

A group of people are there.

And he also became a classmate in that inconspicuous little corner.

There was a girl in the class that he particularly liked, and he didn't dare to get close to that classmate, but he was not willing to let it go.

So they chased cautiously.

The cost of living is not much, after deducting the cost of eating, there are only about ten yuan left every week, Zhao Zhichao saved more than 100 yuan in this way, bought a necklace, found an opportunity, took advantage of the other party's birthday, secretly wrote a note, blessed the other party, and put it into the other party's desk along with the gift during the recess.

However, what was waiting for him was a boy from another class, who was much taller and handsome than him, holding a valuable doll in his hand and asking Zhao Zhichao to send it to the girl's table.

In an instant, Zhao Zhichao's mood seemed to have fallen into an ice cave, and he sent the doll to the table of the girl he liked.

All his classmates were talking about him.

They all know that Zhao Zhichao likes this girl.

Therefore, I don't stop feeling sad for him.

Sure enough, when the girl came back, she was very surprised and happy to see the doll.

Zhao Zhichao instantly felt that the bracelet he gave was nothing, and even wanted to rush over, take the gift back, and throw it away.

But he didn't dare.

I had to live all night in worry.

The next morning, he was pleasantly surprised to find that there was a note in his drawer, which was a pink sticky note, and Zhao Zhichao opened it.

It is the handwriting of the girl Juanxiu.

"Thank you, I love the gift!" followed by a smiley face replaced with a symbol.

Zhao Zhichao finally calmed down in his heart, and put away the note and hid it.

It was the only letter he had ever received from a girl.

But the good times didn't last long, Zhao Zhichao was on the way home, and saw the girl he liked and the handsome boy who gave the doll walking together, talking and laughing, and it seemed to be very intimate.

Zhao Zhichao's strange inferiority complex began to haunt him again.

Poor Zhao Zhichao was like this, he was fed another handful of dog food and stabbed in the heart, and since then, he has not talked to girls much.

As a blessing in disguise, because he had no distractions, he began to concentrate on his studies gradually, and his performance in class became better.

However, he couldn't see what he was learning clearly, whenever he reacted, the class was already over, and he began to pack up his things and go home, so that's it, Zhao Zhichao's grades slowly climbed to the first place in the grade at an unforeseen speed.

Unexpectedly, he became the first school bully, and then reversed.

The female classmate began to have a good impression of him, and came over to ask questions from time to time, but now Zhao Zhichao has completely lost his previous thoughts, just opened the book casually and asked the girl to find the answer by herself.

However, the girls began to worship Zhao Zhichao even more because of this.

That's how strange women are.

However, Zhao Zhichao has no interest, and he is a little difficult to talk about his past self.

I don't want to go back in time.

However, he always felt that something was wrong.

He couldn't say what was weird.

But some little details of life always tell him that this is not true. So he always wondered if he was trapped in some kind of illusory environment.

Zhao Zhichao in the dream couldn't remember that he was in a dream, and he couldn't remember his past life.

But his body was full of very uncomfortable things. It was as if something was waiting for him to do it.

Because of this feeling, my heart has become restless and irritable, and I want to explore the truth, but I don't know where to start.

Zhao Zhichao's life soon turned into a university, and in college, he was in the same class as that classmate again.

That is, the female classmate he likes.

Then your classmate was also admitted to this very good university by chasing him.

And unexpectedly in the same class as him.

Sometimes Zhao Zhichao even thinks that this kind of life is ridiculous, boring, and boring, no, his parents also appeared, and the pressure on him was also great.

He didn't want to live like this, he always felt that there must be something waiting for him, waiting for him to do it, and he had to go.

It must have been him who could have done that, but he couldn't find any trace of it, though he felt that it must be fake. But he himself does not know where the false, the unreal, and the real are.

Then he couldn't seem to think of the little things he missed, something was hindering him, and he could only get out of the island with a needle.

He couldn't escape, he seemed to be bound by something, Zhao Zhichao's academic affairs were getting busier and busier, he had more and more things, and he didn't even care about his parents.

But it's the same way, so it makes him feel that time has passed, and it's unreal to be fast.

One day, he suddenly felt as if there was a power in his body calling him.

A voice beckoned to him from far, far away, to wake him up from this hallucination, a suffocating dream, but he didn't know if it was a dream or a reality.

In this dream, he felt his own heartache, felt pain, and was also able to think about others, and he was also able to observe other people's lives.

There is law, order, life and so on, and the civilized is impeccable.

But Zhao Zhichao felt that he must have missed something, something that could allow him to find the truth.

Slowly, he came to his senses.

He began not to go to school, he began to degenerate, he began to skip meals.

Then he discovered a terrible fact.

Even if he doesn't go to school, his teachers won't scold him for this, and his parents won't get to the bottom of him because of this, and they cook every day, but he doesn't eat, and then eats, basically the same.

There was no feeling at all.

This world runs the same way without him.

Even if he doesn't do those things, you can go on with your life.

That's what's weird.

He only now realized that he had been trapped for so long, and had not been aware of it before, treating all anomalies as normal and immersing himself in them.