Chapter 88: Which Sangsang

I could put my phone down, but the picture stuck in my mind for a long time. In the photo, Jin Junchi is holding the girl, she is wearing a limited-edition dress launched by Elisaab 2014 spring and summer, wearing the time series jewelry launched by Bvlgari 1997, and there is a face that is 70% similar to me. That's right, it's not the first time I've seen this photo, Jin Junchi used this photo when he announced our marriage in the newspaper. I was still surprised that the photo was magnified to such an extent that there was no trace of the p-picture. Now it seems that with the similarity between my appearance and that girl, there really is no need for any major changes.

"You also saw how similar you look to my sister Yunsang. When you and Ah Chi announced their marriage, you couldn't see any flaws in the photos of Yun Sang and Ah Chi. Xie Yunjing hooked her lips, "So it seems that you don't even need to take wedding photos, just use the ones that Ah Chi and Yunsang took before." ”

"I already know about this, does Miss Xie have anything else?"

"What are you going to do?" Xie Yunjing looked at me with interest.

"How?" I raised my eyes and smiled at Xie Yunjing.

"Aren't you very arrogant, so cowardly in front of the great right and wrong?" Xie Yunjing sneered, "Although Yun Sang is dead, she will always live in Ah Chi's heart, do you plan to be Yun Sang's stand-in for the rest of your life?"

"You are very spineful in what you said, so why did you stay in the Yuelu Mountain Villa and refuse to leave in the first place? If Jin Junchi let you go back to the Yuelu Mountain Villa now, you will probably go back if you lose your shoes. A sarcastic smile crossed my lips, "What should I do, I don't need you to dictate what I do, take care of yourself, it's really not interesting to laugh at fifty steps and a hundred steps." ”

"You!" Xie Yunjing was annoyed and embarrassed by me poking at the sore spot, she still wanted to say something, the mobile phone on the table rang, she picked up the phone, and went back immediately as promised, and then went to buy two drinks, and left in a hurry.

I don't want to lower myself to the same level as Xie Yunjing, but I have no other way to deal with Xie Yunjing. In fact, she won so thoroughly this time that I was overwhelmed. could barely bear the weight of his body, and his waist was weak, and he fell into the hanging chair. The chill spread from the soles of my feet to my limbs, and my heart felt like someone had carved a big hole, and the cold wind rushed in, even though my body was in the sun at the moment, it was like falling into an ice cave, and I shivered with cold.

It turned out that the girl Jin Junchi liked was called Yunsang, no wonder when we met for the first time, he called me 'Sangsang'...... Things showed signs from the beginning, but I didn't expect it, and I didn't subconsciously explore those strange things. The initial vigilance and vigilance were completely disintegrated when they plunged headlong into the love network woven by Jin Junchi. I am immersed in the love that I think is happy, and I am even more blind to my heart!

I also want to continue hypnotizing myself - it's not like Xie Yunjing said, it's just a coincidence that I look like Yunsang, and Jin Jun won't be bad enough to use me as a stand-in. But another voice screamed and retorted-Sang Yuwan, when do you still have to deceive yourself, Jin Junchi used a photo of him and Yun Sang to publish your marriage, where did he put you, and what else do you need to say?

Jin Junchi has done things so desperately, I can't even find a reason to deceive myself. The tenderness and pampering he gave me, how happy and sweet I used to be, how sad and bitter I am now. His favor and love are not for me at all, but for me this face, to this face that looks like Yun Sang! How lucky I am, just because I have such a face, I can easily capture an unruly man like Jin Junchi, but why do I feel so sad?

I bit my lip tightly to keep myself from crying, but the tears still rolled uncontrollably over my cold face, so hot and endless. The sobs were crushed in my throat, making it difficult for me to breathe. The heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and the flesh was flying and dripping with blood. The indescribable pain gradually passed over my head and completely annihilated me.

From the beginning, I knew that Jin Junchi approached me with a purpose, but I was stupid and opened my heart to accept him. I thought Jin Junchi loved me, even if he didn't love it before, but now he loves it. It turned out that the 'Sangsang' he loved from beginning to end was not me, everything was my own fantasy. I tightened my shawl, but I still couldn't warm up my already cold body. Holding his trembling self tightly with his arms, he turned his head to look at the floor-to-ceiling window, the girl who was so pale as white as there was no trace of blood reflected on the glass, and her eyes were covered in deep despair? I am Sang Yuwan, how can the eldest lady of the Sang family be so depressed.

I took a deep breath and looked up to push back the tears. Empty eyes stared at the chandelier on the roof, the soft light still blurred by tears. Everything was a deception arranged by Jin Junchi, but I let myself get lost in the illusion of his handiwork...... Do you want to pretend that you don't know anything and continue to live like this? Sang Yuwan, is it worth staying with the man who uses you as a stand-in? I finally know what despair is, that is, you have no choice at all, and all that is in front of you is 'pain' and 'more pain'.

I sat in the chair from sunny till twilight. Time seemed to stop, because the pain Xie Yunjing brought to me did not lessen with the passage of time.

My phone buzzed and vibrated on the table, and I stared at the flashing caller ID on the screen, just watching quietly. I lost count of the number of calls that came in, and I waited until I could make a voice before answering: "Hey......"

"Sangsang, where are you? Why aren't you in the ward or grandpa? Dad said you didn't come to see grandpa in the afternoon......" Jin Junchi's tone was very urgent, perhaps containing some worries.

'Sangsan'...... I used to like Jin Junchi to call me 'Sangsang' because only close people would call me that, but now it sounds extremely harsh. I had a terrible headache and didn't want to think about anything at all. But my brain was not under my control, and my mind immediately jumped to another frequency--Is Jin Junchi worried about me? He cares about Yun Sang, I am just Yun Sang's stand-in, bearing this tenderness that does not belong to me at all for her.

I raised my hand to wipe the tears on my face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Have afternoon tea in the café and go back in a while......"

"What time is it and you have a snack...... It's not good to eat again for a while!" Although Jin Junchi was full of anger, his tone was as gentle as water.

"......" I took a sip of the milk tea on the table, and the drink that had already been cold slipped into my stomach, making me shiver.

"Where are you, I'll look for you!" Jin Junchi walked while talking on the phone, and I could hear the sound of the elevator.

"I ...... In the coffee shop of the hospital...... "I was vague.

"Hmm. ”

When Jin Junchi came in through the door, my divine consciousness had not yet fully returned to its place. He walked up to me and put his hand on my shoulder, and I looked at him in a daze. Jin Junchi smiled and rubbed my face: "What are you doing in a daze?"

"A little sleepy. I turned my face away from his fingers.

Jin Junchi stubbornly pinched my chin, his eyes fell on my face, and a pair of sword eyebrows tightened more and more: "Why are you crying?"

"When you're in a bad mood, cry. I had to look at Jin Junchi and crash into his eyes full of concern and pity, and I tried to find something obscure in it, but he was so pure and sincere that it was impossible to doubt it. If Jin Junchi is 'fake', I don't know what is 'true'.

"What's going on?" Jin Junchi and I squeezed into the small hanging chair, reaching out to wrap around my shoulder.

"It's nothing...... I shook my head weakly, clenched my palms into fists, my nails digging deep into my palms, controlling the slight tremors of my body.

"I can handle anything. Jin Junchi held my cheek, with some temptation in his tone, "Sangsang, I am your husband, tell me ......"

'Sangsang's husband,' a wry smile spilled over the corners of my lips. I took a deep breath and lowered my eyes. I want to ask Jin Junchi, which 'Sangsang' are you talking about? Do you regard me as a stand-in for Yunsang? Whether it's 'yes' or 'no' Jin Junchi won't admit it, and I'm sure of this: "Let's go back, it's time for me to go see my grandfather." ”

"Are you sure you won't tell me?" Jin Junchi chuckled and said confidently, "I will definitely find out what can make my wife cry." ”

"Whatever you ......want" I stood up and shook, probably after too long in the sling, a little top-heavy.

"Sangsang. Jin Junchi hurriedly supported me, "What's wrong?"

"Dizziness. I raised my face and pouted at Jin Junchi, "You carry me back, okay?"

"Good. Jin Junchi picked me up and said as he walked, "Let the doctor examine you first, and then go to see grandpa." ”

"No need to ......," I buried my face in Jin Junchi's neck.

"Sangsang, obedient. Jin Junchi said softly.

"Sangsang...... Are you obedient?" I whispered in Jin Junchi's ear.

"What do you say?" Jin Junchi asked with a smile.

"I'm asking you......"

"Hmm...... Very obedient...... Now it's time to do a medical check-up. "Jin Junchi carried me back to the ward and asked the doctor to examine me.

"Mrs. Jin's blood pressure is a little low, and she will also have dizziness symptoms with anemia. The doctor put away the blood pressure monitor and said, "Pay attention to nutrition and get more rest." ”

"Hmm. Jin Junchi nodded.

"Now I can go see Grandpa, right?" I found a thick coat to put on, and since the afternoon, I have been cold.

"Let's go after dinner, okay?" Jin Junchi looked like he was talking and discussing.

"No, I can't. "I'm not Sang Xiaorou, I don't need to play a good granddaughter in front of my grandfather, but I have promised my grandfather in the morning that I will see him in the afternoon, so I don't want to break my promise.