125: I'm afraid it's a dream

"......" A sad emotion that could not be concealed spread in his heart, Wu Chushi only felt that he couldn't take his eyes off his eyes at all, what was this feeling? Why did he feel sad when he looked at him?

"Mommy, he's the guy we're looking for. An An interrupted the two at the right time, he didn't like his mommy to show such an expression.

When Wu Chushi heard this, she hurriedly shook off his hand, and the sadness in her heart was also suppressed, she was not sure what kind of person the man in front of her was, and the emptiness in her heart turned into panic at this moment, she forgot everything, so she didn't know why Lu Cheming abandoned her and An An in the first place.

When I saw him, I would be sad, could it be because he had done something unforgivable that left her and An An behind?

For her sudden resistance, Lu Cheming's heart throbbed, but quickly eased up, An An said, Wu Chushi's situation cannot be explained in the medical world, she did not lose her memory because of any trauma, she lost consciousness and lost her memory after falling into the sea, I don't know if this is the price of her rebirth that changed everything, or something else.

Whether she can remember their past is still unknown, but those are not important, compared to the fact that she can still be safe in front of her eyes, everything is not important.

Memories can be recreated, but if she goes to another world, she will never come back.

"Poetry...... I will tell you about the previous things slowly, don't resist me. Even if she took 10,000 steps back from him out of vigilance at this time, then he would move forward quickly, standing by her side forever.

Lu Cheming shook her hand again, his eyes soft as if he was about to overflow.

"My name is Shi'er?" Wu Chushi was puzzled, hearing the title "Shi'er", her heart was completely different from the feeling she felt when she heard She Tianyi say that she was called Hai Ning.

"Hai Ning" is unfamiliar, almost her code name, she has no impression of this name at all, but at this time, when she heard this man say that his name is "Shi'er", her heart moved.

"Yes, your full name is Wu Chushi, only I will call you" Shi'er "Everyone else around you calls you Shishi......" Lu Cheming reached out and stroked the scar next to her face again, her appearance at this time was so similar to the dress when there was a scandal in the academy, everything seemed to have happened only yesterday.

However, the reality is that all the time he spent with her has been stopped for six years, and it is only at this moment that it is restored.

His wide palm lingered on the scar, Wu Chushi was a little itchy by him, and turned his head slightly, obviously this fake scar on his face was so realistic and terrifying, why didn't this man mind or dislike it at all, and always looked at and touched it.

How could Lu Cheming not be able to see the authenticity of the scar, and he didn't have to think about it to know that she was afraid that she would be recognized by Shao Shengtian's people, so he put it on, and with this scar, she would wear a mask to cover it up when she went out.

"I'm not used to it yet, don't be so close to me. Wu Chushi stretched out her hand and stroked his hand, her heart was in a mess, she wondered that the man she had been looking forward to for six years was in front of her at this time, but she didn't understand what the surging emotions in her heart represented, did it make her believe in this man, or was she warning her to stay away from this man?

"Daddy, just enough is enough. An An saw that Wu Chushi was unhappy, and began to remind Lu Cheming that he couldn't mess around anymore.

"An An, why did you call someone Dad so quickly? I'm not sure......" Wu Chushi looked at An An dissatisfied, then jumped down from the window, took An An's hand and walked into the room again through the main entrance.

Lu Cheming looked at the back of the mother and son, his heart that had been empty for six years was finally filled, and seeing that they had already entered the house, he did not hesitate to follow him immediately.

No matter how long she has been separated from her, no matter whether she remembers herself or not, Lu Cheming believes that she must still have feelings for him in her heart, otherwise why would she cry with him? This is a good start, the days are still long, even if she can't remember the past for the rest of her life, as long as she is still by his side, he will definitely let her regain her feelings for him.

He believes that their feelings do not pass with the passage of time, and do not fade with the loss of memory.

In this way, Lu Cheming lived in their home, Wu Chushi did not agree and was wary of such a strange man at first, but with An An desperately pleading on the side, in the end, Lu Cheming successfully invaded the new home that She Tianyi found for the two.

At night, Wu Chushi lay on the bed, tossing and turning, she couldn't sleep, she was very uneasy, when she was in the She family, she was looking forward to meeting this man, and firmly believed that only by seeing him could she get rid of the emptiness in her heart and the sound of the waves that had haunted her for six years.

Now that I really see it, the vacancy is filled with fear, as long as I look at that man, there will always be inexplicable emotions in my heart, which makes her even more uncomfortable.

Could it be that he has ever hurt or betrayed himself? Wu Chushi opened her eyes and looked at the curtains raised by the wind, and the sound of the waves in her ears would not stop at night, so she had to sleep with the window open, and she had to listen to the wind to feel at ease.

Until late at night, Wu Chushi still couldn't sleep, and always felt that the room was empty and terrible, so she simply sat up, put on cotton slippers, hugged the pillow, and moved softly to An An's room.

However, from the corridor through the railing, looking at the living room on the first floor, a tall body curled up on the small sofa, through the light coming in from the window, she could see that the man was not sleeping peacefully, as if he had fallen into a nightmare and could not wake up, his brows were furrowed, and his expression was painful.

Wu Chushi tightened the pillow, and the ghost stopped to find the baby egg and turned slightly, walked downstairs, and approached the figure.

She slowly squatted down, listening to the uneasy murmur of his dream, he clenched his hands, curled up, his brows were even more tightly wrinkled, even though the air conditioning in the living room was deliberately turned on, his forehead was still covered with dense sweat and wet his hair.

"Poetry...... Where are you...... Shi'er ...... "His inarticulate words reached her ears, causing her heart to ache.

Why did he pronounce this name so painfully? Wu Chushi was puzzled, since he cared so much, why did he leave in the first place? Is he really called Wu Chushi?

Looking at the man's still flawless face in the dark, Wu Chushi unconsciously reached out and touched his tightly knit brow, but the moment she touched it, the eyes that were surging with countless emotions like the sea during the day suddenly opened!

Looking at each other, stunned and surprised, he suddenly sat up, took her hand that was in mid-air, and pulled her into his arms with all his might.

"I'm really afraid it's a dream......" he whispered in his ear, Wu Chushi leaned on his arms in a daze, the smell of his body faintly filled her entire nasal cavity, disturbing her heart that had finally calmed down.

However, the more familiar feelings surfaced, the more her head ached.

Wu Chushi pushed him away, his face was pale, he sat on the ground, and reached out to touch his temples to relieve the pain.

When Lu Cheming saw her like this, he immediately picked her up from the ground, put her on the sofa, and reached out to rub her temples for her to relieve her pain.

An An said that Wu Chushi's headache would only attack when she thought of what had happened before.

"Relax, Shi'er, it's all over...... I will always be by your side in the future, everything before is no longer important, relax......" He comforted softly, and his deep voice would make people intoxicated if he was not careful.

He knelt down on one knee in front of him, relieving her pain, Wu Chushi looked at him distractedly, and his restless heart quieted down with his voice.

"Is my name really Wu Chushi?" she asked uneasily.

"Yes, your name is Wu Chushi, and you are my wife. Lu Cheming replied affirmatively, at the beginning, they had already decided to get the certificate, who would have thought that such a change would happen, this miss would be six years.

He slept for a year, searched for five years, she had amnesia for six years, and she was confused for six years, but in the end, they met and took each other's hands again.

"Then why ......" Wu Chushi wanted to ask why they were separated in the first place, but there seemed to be some factor in her mind resisting, not allowing her to remember what she had done before, and before she could finish asking, she fell heavily into his arms and lost consciousness.

Lu Cheming hurriedly reached out to catch her and held her firmly in his arms, his heart was sour, it was not difficult for him to feel that she also wanted to remember the past, but if she wanted to pick up the pain she had before, then they didn't want to......

But those who once carried the process of their acquaintance, acquaintance and love are so meaningful.

"As I said, Mommy can't think about the past. An An stood at the stairs and met Lu Cheming's gaze, "Great-grandfather said that he didn't want her to remember everything about you, but later, out of worry, he still asked the doctor to examine her, and the doctor said that maybe one day in the future, she will remember everything when she sleeps, but maybe she will lose everything about the past forever." ”

Lu Cheming listened, his eyes drooped slightly, and he fell on the person in his arms again, other people may not understand the reason for this strange amnesia, but he can probably guess it.

Wu Chushi has the memory of two lives, because the memory of her previous life made her change everything that should have happened in this life, in the previous life she died in the sea, in this life she was reborn in the sea and rescued, and this time she lost her memory because she woke up after falling into the sea, maybe because her revenge was completed or maybe it was her punishment for changing the original ending of things.

So it might be hard for her to remember the old memories again.

"Go to sleep, I'll take care of her. Lu Cheming picked her up, walked upstairs, said a word to An An and entered the room belonging to Wu Chushi.

It wasn't until the two closed the door that An An yawned, then returned to the room and picked up the phone that had not been hung up and answered it again.

"Godfather, don't call An An at this point in the future, I won't be able to protect Mommy if I don't grow tall. An An complained on the other end of the phone, lying on the bed, his eyes were already half squinted.