I have always felt guilty about a puppy I raised, and I have never mentioned it, but this guilt has never been far from my memory and my heart, and I write it down today to repent of my mistakes when I was young and ignorant. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

At that time, I was in junior high school, living in a rural middle school dozens of miles away from home, and the learning conditions were very difficult.

During the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school, one of my favorite teachers was transferred, which made my already often irritable and unhappy heart even more irritable. Many times I thought that if I didn't go to school, I didn't go to school, and my future was so bleak and hopeless.

Coupled with the heavy labor of the summer and autumn harvests, my originally weak body was exhausted and exhausted every day.

One day, the mother said distressed that four of the newly hatched chicks had been eaten by her own puppy, and she also put the chicks that had just been bitten to death by the puppy outside the windowsill. My mother had chained the puppy to the window, and I angrily took a leather whip and hit the puppy hard, and the puppy whimpered and cried, and I vented my anger and displeasure, and the irritability and anger of adolescence hit the puppy all at once.

I cried loudly as I was beaten, and my mother, noticing that something seemed wrong with me, snatched the whip from my hand and put her arms around me and let me cry loudly.

And the puppy that I had beaten hard didn't take long to go crazy and die. I asked my mother if it was because I hit it so hard and scared it crazy, and my mother said it was because she was bitten by a wild dog. But I haven't let go of my puppy's guilt, I've treated it badly, and I shouldn't have hit it like that anyway.

I often remember that this was the most inappropriate and cruel thing I had ever done in my life, and that the puppy was so helpless and pitiful, that it was powerless to resist, and only curled up at the foot of the wall and cried.

I often think about it, I always repent, I wish it to enter the cycle of reincarnation and get out of the animal path as soon as possible, and forgive me for my ignorance and mistakes.