During the waiting time before the operation, I lay on my hospital bed, my hand stroking my high bulging belly, my eyes looking at the ceiling, and reminiscing about the past:

Since my parents divorced, I have been living with my mother for more than 20 years, after my mother found another family and gave birth to a boy, I suddenly felt that I was very redundant, and going to my father's house was also a superfluous one, after entering junior high school, I began to live in school, and I didn't even want to go home on weekends. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I never dared to ask for it, as if I would be stopped if I did. At that time, I was like a machine, and I only ate, sleeped, and attended classes every day.

Until my husband appeared, he gave me the courage to make a request, and in order to be with him, in the midst of the opposition of everyone in the house, I ran away from home in the middle of the night and eloped with him. Although he is not a handsome guy, his personality is cautious, but he is very good to me, no matter how much my family looks down on him, after 6 years of marriage, he loves me so much as always, and I am the happiest with him...

Remembering this, I had a happy smile on my face, and turned my head to look at the door of the ward, my husband should be back soon when he went out to buy something.

I was pregnant for 10 months, and finally ushered in the day of delivery, and I couldn't sleep well for several days due to excitement and anxiety.

It must be a cute baby in my belly, and I felt the baby's kick in my belly by drawing circles with my hands on the big belly that was propped up.

"Baby, you are not well-behaved, if you are not active, how can the umbilical cord wrap around the neck, and the mother will be stabbed. ”

At this time, all the pregnant women's families in the next bed came to see her, and the originally spacious three-person ward was also a lot more crowded at this time.

The sound of blessings and condolences is endless.

Occasionally, someone would ask me a few words, and I would answer with a smile. Looking at their lively scenes, thinking of their parents, my smile froze, my family has never asked since I was pregnant, let alone asked, I twitched my sour nose, forget it, who made me redundant?

The family members of the pregnant woman in the next bed are leaving one after another, and at this time, a nurse comes in to inform,

I called my husband, and after a while he hurriedly ran in with the baby's things, and he looked much more nervous than me.

"Husband, don't be nervous, you can see me and the baby in a while. I comforted him softly, and after a brief goodbye to him, I was wheeled into the operating room, expecting and nervous not knowing that this parting would be forever......

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Several doctors in the operating room were very distracted, chatting while tidying up things, leaving me alone on the operating table, and after a while, a young doctor came over, looked down at me, and the operation began.

The consciousness slowly faded, and I comforted myself in my heart and gradually fell asleep.

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Black, very black,

I felt like I was floating in the void, and there was not a glimmer of light around me. Before I could react, a door suddenly appeared in front of me. The door was blue and ethereal, as if some kind of magic was trying to suck me in,

My heart seemed to skip a beat, and the great fear made me involuntarily swing, which was much more scary than watching a horror movie in the dark.

I tried my best to resist this door, God knows what the consequences will be if I am sucked in, and at this time, a hole slowly cracked above the door, and it spoke.

"I am the gate of nothingness, and I will give you life, will you?"

The sound seemed to be like a muffled thunder on a cloudy day, exploding directly in my ears, scorching me on the outside and tender on the inside.

'This, this is, the voice of the gods. I finally recovered, and I didn't hear what it was saying, but Mitsumon kept repeating it.

"Uh, you say you're going to give me life?" I asked tentatively,

"I will give you life!

Shimen asked again, and I was a little relieved to understand the situation,

"Of course I do," I excitedly agreed, this really wanted to sleep on the pillow and flew by itself, alas~~ No wonder the old people used to say that I was blessed, it seems to be true, you see the adventures of the gods, crossing, rebirth, I really let me meet, I have some beauty in my heart, and suddenly remembered that something was wrong,

"Give me life, am I dead?!" I exclaimed incredibly.

"Yes, you are already dead because of the doctor's final mistake that led to your death. "The door lightly said the truth that made me collapse,

"What? How could I die? What about my child?" I asked aloud.

"He's good. ”

Hearing this, I breathed a sigh of relief, reached out and touched the position of my heart, and sure enough, I couldn't feel any movement, and my mood at this time was like falling into the abyss and being crushed by a boulder....

Oh, it's dead?Sure enough, they all abandoned me, husband, I'm sorry, I can't live with you for a lifetime, just let the baby live with you for me, remember to find someone better than me to be his stepmother....

I closed my eyes and stopped talking. After some time, the sound of the door came to my ears,

"I will give you life!

"Give me life ... Just let me go back?!" It was as if a bright lighthouse on the sea at night instantly showed me the way.

"Yes, I do!" I want to go back to see them, no matter who wants to abandon me or not, it doesn't matter, as long as I have a husband and a baby, I will be content.

I closed my eyes expectantly, waiting for the holy light, the Buddha's light, or something to take me away, but "............?" "Well, what's the matter?" I opened my eyes, "Why am I still here? Didn't you say you were going to give me life? Why haven't you started yet?" I asked anxiously.

"Who said I'm going to give it to you now?" said a certain door

"Quack...... "I feel that there are crows flying by, cough cough, sure enough, the adventure is the most unreliable......