2014

In 2014, I just wanted to say that I had time to write about you, but now I have time. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info although the mood is not good, over the years, there are not many times when the mood is good, it is good to be calm and serene. In today's situation, there is no hope of happiness.

It's just that I'm not reconciled, but 2014 is coming to an end, and I'm still floating in the whirlpool of pain. has been working hard, and forcing himself to move forward with his heart, but the reality will never go his way. It's like playing cards on a regular basis, and it's always going wrong. In fact, maybe this is the real state of the world. My past life was an exception to God's grace.

Then I should thank God for the gift of peace to go to the hot and cold days of the world to come.

I went to the Dragon Mother Temple to burn incense, and I didn't give it to myself until the third wish, and I thought that 2014 could fulfill my wish, but it seems that I can't.

Looking back on this year, the days are really fast. There were no more memorable days, but I went home to visit my parents and relatives and show them that I was alive and well without breaking down. Even if I was drowning in tears, I didn't want them to worry about me in the slightest. The child is also growing up healthily, and what I didn't do well was that I didn't have much patience to accompany her, and I had to improve in the future.

The novel that was said to be completed was not completed, the house was renovated and rented, and the thing that was said to be completed was not done. I've been procrastinating, procrastinating my limited life, just going through a mediocre life with time. I'm so ashamed of that!

2014 is actually the day when I walked alone in the real sense after you left. Without the help of others, I can carry my life and work alone, and everything is still stable.

said that he would try his best to help his nephew arrange work, but because of his lack of efforts and the changes in the world, he could not complete it. The parents' bodies and mood were soothed.

Although the car is no longer a problem, I still haven't gone out, and my life is still not positive enough, so I finally want to force myself to find the person who will walk hand in hand when I am moved, and things always go wrong with people's wishes. Don't force it, don't force life, don't force yourself. Everything wants to open, in fact, it's nothing, time will never stay for you for a second longer, live your own life, grasp what you can grasp, lose the whole world, lose your lover, don't you still have a healthy self?

Objectively optimistic about everything, if you miss this intersection, there will be no next one? Who can guarantee that the next intersection will not be your turning point? It will not be your gorgeous future?

Even if you have wrestled, can't you still stand up without losing your life? Life is the meaning of life, and it is the most simple and objective existence.

2015 is coming, and the specific things are: 1. Arrange the nephew's work first. 2. Accompany the little pot friend to complete the high school entrance examination successfully. 3. Do a good job of things that have been delayed for so long, and you can't put it off any longer. 4. Simple decoration of the house for rent. 5. Complete the novel. 6. Actively find the person who will accompany you to old age.

In terms of mentality, perhaps we should move closer to the world, no longer ethereal, pursue perfection and pursue the supreme love that we used to have. As long as you can rely on, live peacefully, and don't hate it.

In life, I am also a little less demanding, and I can be a little more lenient with myself. When you are tired, you rest, and when you don't want to work, you hire a part-time worker, or go out to eat. When you are in leisure, you should go out to play at the invitation of your friends. When my children live in high school, I buy a DSLR and take time to travel and enjoy life for a short period of time like a snail of my friends.

When you go out, you have different scenery, let go of all the past, only focus on the future, see all the rivers and mountains, enjoy your temperament, and beautiful this hard-won life. With the promise you never fulfilled to me, I walked through the rivers and mountains of the motherland and then went around Europe and the United States.

While you are still old, even one person should let his life shine.

Growing up, I had only one goal: to have a good life. All personnel are subordinate to this, and if they contradict each other, they will give it away, not what I want, or rare treasures, and I always know what I want.

The darkest and most difficult days of my life have survived, let the dark clouds cover the sun, as long as the heart is still there, as long as I have not given up on myself, with my efforts, I will usher in the sun that belongs to me to illuminate me. I firmly believe that God will not abandon a tenacious and kind person. Perhaps what I should do is to lower my head and look at the happiness that may have been waiting around me. If you can't achieve your dreams, you can achieve reality, the road you haven't walked, and the fireworks life that you haven't set foot in may also have its unique beauty. Once again, I am a little shaken, should I no longer be persistent in my life after luxury? God will no longer be gracious to me and give me what I want? No matter what kind of future I have, I will cherish myself and cherish life.

I'm going to live my life as I want, it's not far-fetched, it's not against my heart, why should I be wronged to accommodate this unsatisfactory life, I don't ask for anything. I have rested all my desires, I am content with the status quo, and I can accept those who can give me happiness and love if I like them, and reject them if I don't like them, I am still me, and I will not be crooked because of disasters and ups and downs.