Everything has its own certainty
Comrade Jia Yuhao:
I actually dreamed of your mother clearly last night, I haven't dreamed of her for a long time, and I used to dream vaguely, only saying that it was her. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoLast night, I saw her radiant and energetic, and I thought that her old man had finally recovered! It must have been that I prayed for the protection of the Great Compassion Avalokiteshvara Bodhisattva every day, and she was finally recovered!
I have dreamed of your shadow for days, but I can't remember what I am doing.
Last night, I threw myself into your arms again and wept bitterly, until I woke up from my dream. When I saw your clear face and knew that you were no longer there, I cried bitterly!
I don't want to go to the cemetery, I don't even want to let my thoughts go to you, but my heart is against my brain! Whether you are awake or asleep, you are the only content of your thoughts!
This life may have been completely corrupted by you, and there is no self!
Sometimes I can't help but hate you! I always think about what would happen if you were there? Every time I think of you being gone, infinite resentment arises! Sometimes I deliberately anger you, making you regret, chagrined, and heartache like mine! What if you make the cabinet crackle? I just want you to be angry! You leave us alone, what an irresponsible person you are! You should be sad and angry!
The next time you dream, you must stop crying and be tough!
Tell you that I still have to live without you!
Qingming Festival, I don't want to see you!
I don't know who this kid looks like? Without the shadow of the two of us, you and I are both strict and petty people, but Doudou is a rough person, as if nothing can make her go to her heart, always look careless, just catch up with her academic performance and fall again.
I called the teacher, and the teacher said that the child was a smart child, but he had a bad attitude and didn't seem to care about anything.
Alas, I sometimes hate you very much! What a good family we have been torn apart by you like this! How can I make up for this defect left behind? I am really powerless to take care of the children alone! I am really unable to take care of the children alone! I am all myself, and there is no room for buffer, alas! I am so tired! I always have the urge to close my eyes and get rid of a hundred things, I am really tired!
I have a lot of resentment or much more for you, and although I miss you, I still resent! What kind of withering have you brought to me in this life? I have to walk this lonely road!
I also hope that my child will grow up carefree, but I am worried that such a rough education will ruin her future?
Take your time, everything has its own certainty.
I don't want to pay attention to you!
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