Chapter 159: Forever
From then on, the three of them began a painful life of standing guard at the door, standing for three days, and standing dead and alive. Shen Daping rarely gets so angry, and he never physically punishes students like this, but this time he was really angry.
What she was most disgusted with was the disunity of the class, the fighting between classmates, Xu Hui disappointed her, and also made her sad, not long after she got into trouble, and almost got into a fight, did she really not want to be good? She couldn't believe that those swear words came out of Xu Hui's mouth, although the intention at that time was good, but she really couldn't accept it.
The second is Luo Xiaogang, who is simply brainless, although in this incident, he did not have any substantive outrageous words and deeds from beginning to end, but as a class cadre, his performance was too unsatisfactory, he was not decisive at the beginning, and then he was full of thoughts about solving the problem with his fists, which was really muddy and couldn't get on the wall.
As for Gao Xiaomao, Shen Daping didn't think too much about the details, after all, this student has a low starting point, and the degree of focus will naturally be different.
The servants stood like this for three days before the incident passed, and after that, Shen Daping was surprised that he didn't criticize anyone, nor did he talk to any of them, he was completely left aside and treated coldly.
But the atmosphere of the second year of high school (2) has changed a lot, and this incident actually has a profound impact on the whole class, I can't feel it at the time, but it will slowly appear in the future.
Moreover, the teacher has the teacher's perspective on the problem, and the students also have the students' own understanding, they don't understand why Shen Daping didn't ask a piece of the problem, at least it looked unfair on the surface, and he couldn't convince the public. The classmates love and hate clearly, support Xu Hui, spit on Gao Xiaomao, and the expression of true emotions is as simple as that.
Except for Xu Hui, no one understands Shen Daping's good intentions.
Gao Xiaomao was unprecedentedly isolated, not an exaggeration at all, almost no one in the class talked to him, even if he met inadvertently inside and outside the campus, no one was willing to greet him, even the class representatives were smart, and they couldn't accept Gao Xiaomao's homework, and they would never bother urging him as before, and stabbed directly to the teacher, saving worry and trouble.
and Gao Xiaomao's only attendant, who also left him immediately, and didn't even leave with him after school. And Gao Xiaomao himself has a cloudy face all day long, he either sleeps or reads novels in class, and he skips class when he is emotional, and he will not even appear in class for half a day.
Such a result is obviously completely contrary to Shen Daping's intentions, the reason why she handled things with a barrage was to leave room for Gao Xiaomao, let Xu Hui reflect, and let Luo Xiaogang learn to deal with problems smartly, but obviously except for Xu Hui, the other two did not seriously understand it.
So Gao Xiaomao gave up on himself, Luo Xiaogang was indignant for a long time, and privately complained about Shen Daping's arbitrariness and injustice, only Xu Hui returned to normalcy, no matter when he went to school or after school, he was quiet.
There is also an unexpected result for Shen Daping, that is, the class has become more and more united while isolating Gao Xiaomao, which seems to be an inevitable trajectory after the sports meeting, even if there is an incident with Gao Xiaomao, it was not interrupted halfway, but it automatically isolated a part of the class that originally belonged to it, and the classroom discipline was also unprecedentedly good, which was unexpected, originally Shen Daping thought that the overall atmosphere was depressed after the conflict between the three of them, but she thought wrong.
Shen Daping paid attention to the state of the students for a while, it was really unexpectedly good, the class was active, the self-study class was diligent and quiet, and the extracurricular activities were also very enthusiastic, which was very close to her ideal class style, but Shen Daping was not happy.
This kind of change seems to be at the expense of Gao Xiaomao, is this the so-called rejection and conversion? Could it be that the entire class can't tolerate Gao Xiaomao? Can Xu Hui really stand up to solving the problem by violent means? Although no one has done anything about the whole thing, verbal violence is also violence, and Shen Daping is very unwilling to accept it.
Never give up on any student easily, this is a principle that Shen Daping adheres to as a class teacher, for which she has been trying to create a relaxed, united, and competitive class collective, but the development of things has deviated from the track she expected, Gao Xiaomao's self-abandonment is the main reason, but the atmosphere is never right, the whole class is actually not united, even if there is a lack of one person, it is not really united.
Shen Daping closed the lesson plan tiredly and looked out the window at the quiet campus, the vegetation at this time was already bare and difficult to find green, the winter in Xiping came early, and often a few strong cooling downs could make the whole city quickly enter the harsh winter.
She stared at a bush not far away, the dense branches huddled together, swaying in the cold wind, fully demonstrating indomitable and stubbornness in the struggle. Shen Daping was reluctant to look away for a long time, and muttered in his heart for no reason, a rat poop does not spoil a pot of porridge, but one person affects the direction of the entire class atmosphere, is it a good thing or a bad thing? Are you demonstrating to the teacher?
In mid-November, one of the exams was ushered in, and after the results came out, Xu Hui was not bad, and his total score ranked eleventh in the class, which was much higher than the total score when he first entered the second (2) class of high school.
After the exam, Xu Hui went to the small courtyard of Fu Jianping's house, and Xia Lu will go today, he wants to make a verbal decision, although in fact Xia Lu has not looked for him for a while, but Xu Hui thinks that it is still necessary to make it clear to the other party carefully, otherwise it will not be good for others to hang there in a daze.
Unexpectedly, Chenyang, who had been absent for a long time, also appeared, and it was Fu Jianping who went directly to his house to drag him over, his mental state looked good, and his gloomy expression had changed significantly, at least it was not so cold, it seemed that this guy had gradually come out of the shadow of Gu Nana's incident. It's just that I haven't been with everyone for a long time.,I'm a little restrained.。
As a result, the partners of the 'Western Grass Mang', except for the two cameo friends from other places, all the members gathered.
The weather was too cold, and the small courtyard couldn't sit still at all, so everyone moved the table into the hall and sat around to eat hot pot, but they were also very happy. Fu Jianping deliberately controlled alcohol today, just to prevent Xu Hui from accidentally getting drunk last time, only a bottle of liquor, and pulled it down after drinking.
But this rule is too idealistic, how can the things on the wine table be clearly explained? The wine bottle only bottomed out after two turns on the table, but everyone's mood gradually rose, and of course the absence of wine was a very disappointing thing.
So I had to buy it again, originally I sent Shunzi to go, but Xia Lu took the initiative to take over the errands, and then looked at Xu Hui beside her, and said very generously, "Is it convenient to go with me?"
Everyone's eyes looked at Xu Hui, only Fu Jianping's eyes were complicated, and the others were happy and ready to coax.
"Good. Xu Hui's face was a little red, the girl was so calm, there was no need for him to show timidity, since he had a rare opportunity to be alone, he simply spread it out and said.
Out of the small courtyard, Xu Hui walked beside Xia Lu bravely, although he had already been mentally prepared, he was still a little flustered, and the most important thing was that he didn't know where to start.
"How's the midterm results?"
"It's okay, let's make do with it. ”
"In the top ten of the top class, there is great hope for the college entrance examination, come on!"
"Well, it's a little bit closer, but I don't think it's too hard. ”
"That's good, unlike me, I'm still at a good level in the class, and I really don't have a bottom in my heart. ”
"Don't think so much, just work hard. Xu Hui is not very good at encouraging people, and after a dry sentence, what he thought about was how to open his mouth about the letter. He had also done some drills beforehand, but now that Xia Lu was in front of him, he couldn't say the words that came to his lips.
Xia Lu nodded, didn't speak again, the pace of the two was not fast, but the first store was in front of him, Xu Hui was in a hurry, this point of road was obviously not enough, the key thing didn't even say half a word, this is going back?
"Why don't we walk around Beixin Street and buy it when we come back." Xia Lu is empathetic, and she also has something to say to Xu Hui, believing that the drunkard is waiting sincerely enough in order to drink.
Xu Hui naturally had no opinion, and seriously warned himself that he should take the initiative and not always embarrass the girl, so after pouring a few breaths of cold air and getting lucky, he decided to go straight to the topic, "I want to talk about the letter you gave me on the day of the sports meeting, after reading it, I was very moved...... But, but I ......"
"But, you already have a sweetheart, don't you?" Xia Lu naturally took over the conversation, and calmly surprised Xu Hui. But after thinking about it carefully, it doesn't seem strange, Fu Jianping has already told this girl about him, no wonder in school, Xia Lu is very quiet, and she has never come to find herself.
This undoubtedly made Xu Hui quickly relax his nervousness, as if the big stone that had been pressing on his chest was suddenly moved away, and even his breathing was much more relaxed, he nodded very calmly, "Her name is Zhang Yi, she was my good friend in junior high school, and later went to other places." ”
Xia Lu blinked her big eyes, thoughtfully, she didn't speak for a long time, and she couldn't see joy and sorrow on her expression, which made Xu Hui a little uneasy, and he didn't dare to speak for a long time.
The two walked silently for a short distance before Xia Lu spoke, "Can you tell me the story of you and Zhang Yi?"
Xu Hui obviously couldn't bear to refuse, straightened out his thoughts, and started from his acquaintance with Zhang Yi until the third year of junior high school, when Zhang Yi moved his family to other places, only describing the experience, trying to avoid emotional expression, but it was also clear and not much embarrassment.
"So, you've kept writing ever since?"
"That's all there is to it for now. Xu Hui smiled bitterly, but remembering that Zhang Yi's letters had suddenly decreased recently, he was a little panicked, on the one hand, after he got into trouble, according to his state of mind at that time, it was really difficult to write a letter, and Zhang Yi wrote last time that he had a good score in the TOEFL test, and he was also a little stimulated.
I don't know why, Xu Hui is very sensitive to the word TOEFL, and he is also very disgusted, as if when he hears this word, he can think of Zhang Yi studying abroad, far away from himself, away from the motherland, tens of thousands of miles across the ocean, and it is difficult to meet again. So he didn't reply, but unexpectedly, Zhang Yi hadn't written for half a month.
"Do you believe that the world lasts forever?" Xia Lu stopped, staring at Xu Hui with her face up, her eyes were as bright as lights, and her delicate and petite body seemed to be gradually illusory behind her focused and calm gaze.
Xu Hui was taken aback, what a romantic word, how many love stories, in the literati's powerful pen is used as the finishing touch or a stunt, the story immediately becomes affectionate or poignant. But since he rehearsed Zhou Qisheng's "Forever and Forever" with everyone and understood the background of the song's writing, he realized the distance between the literary world and real life.