She didn't sleep well for a while, and often had nightmares at night, in the dream it was nothing more than that Lu Chenxi was dead, or Lu Chenxi didn't want her anymore, and another time, she dreamed that Lu Chenxi tore off his own face in front of her.

The blood-drenched picture made Ji Xiaoru remember it deeply, and it is still in front of her now.

She was afraid that something bad would happen to Lu Chenxi, and she was even more afraid of losing Lu Chenxi, so she wished that she could see Lu Chenxi every minute and be with Lu Chenxi.

Even, it's not enough to be together, she has to touch him, feel the temperature on his body, and preferably hold him, so that she can confirm that he really exists.

She didn't realize that such shackles were like an impenetrable net, which was about to make "Lu Chenxi" unable to breathe.

Occasionally, thoughts like this would flash through her mind—

Isn't it a bit overdone?

Do you care too much about him?

But he seemed to be the same as ever, and when she insisted on staying with him every day, he did not make any resistance.

Except today.

Today, Lu Chenxi suddenly "ran away from home".

This frightened Ji Xiaoru.

When she couldn't see Lu Chenxi, at least dozens of images of Lu Chenxi's tragic death had appeared in her mind, each of which was enough to make her scream and collapse.

She hid in the bedroom and called him frantically with her fingers, but he turned off.

She walked anxiously up and down the large room, biting her index finger in her mouth, and all the nails on her fingertips were bald by her, and finally she tasted the fishy sweetness in her mouth, and it turned out that she had bitten her finger out of blood.

The bright red blood undoubtedly irritated her once again.

She almost picked up the fruit knife and slashed off the blood-stained eyesore.

Maybe only the pain can make me a little clearer.

She thought.

Fortunately, at this time, the part-time worker of the family appeared in time to stop her.

Otherwise, the woman who was arguing with "Lu Chenxi" at this time must have lost a finger.

Lu Chenxi ...... Y-Can you please not do this to me?"

Tears finally welled up in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to fall.

What makes people desperate is the indifference and impatience in his eyes.

This made her have to recognize one thing clearly-

He doesn't love her anymore.

Maybe he loved before, but now, at this moment, he doesn't love her.

Is she going to lose him?

Ji Xiaoru felt that she couldn't bear this fear.

No......

She couldn't afford to lose him.

If you lose him, you might as well let her die.

"What did I do to you?"

"Lu Chenxi" frowned slightly, looking at Ji Xiaoru's pitiful appearance, he couldn't bear it.

Reaching out and touching her hair, he was somewhat surprised to find that her hair was withered, curled up like a ball of rusty wire on her thin shoulders.

It's only been a few days, how did she suddenly become so haggard?

"Xiaoru, don't be unreasonable, go and rest obediently, okay?"

He lowered his head and gently coaxed her with his fingers as he tried to straighten her hair.

Ji Xiaoru shook her head, and tears fell like beads with broken threads.

She was not such a crying woman before, she used to be bright and free, lively and willful, and she would leave a hearty laugh wherever she went.

Now she is devoured by the monster of love.

She became unrecognizable, like a pitiful and terrible monster herself.

Is this love?

Pei Yuansheng had doubts in his heart, love, is it such a terrible thing?

He was suddenly a little glad that he had never been loved.

"Do you think I'm being vexatious?"

Ji Xiaoru whimpered and glared at him with tears.

A trace of helplessness flashed in Lu Chenxi's eyes, and a hint of irritability-

Ji Xiaoru is always so nervous, he will be tired, he will be annoyed.

"Nope. ”

He shook his head and smiled reluctantly: "You didn't make trouble, I made the baby wronged, go, I'll take your hand, let's go back to the room to sleep together, okay?"

He said as gently as he could.

"You just said that I was vexatious, why did you change your words so quickly? Lu Chenxi, why did you lie to me?"

She shook off his hand and questioned him angrily.

“……”

"Lu Chenxi" really doesn't know what to say.

It doesn't work this way, it doesn't work like that, what the hell is going to happen?

He also hopes that he can become Lu Chenxi, but no matter how he pretends to be, he can't have Lu Chenxi's memory and thinking, how can he become the real Lu Chenxi?

It was impossible for him to give the reaction that Ji Xiaoru expected belonged to Lu Chenxi.

Besides, even if Lu Chenxi himself stood in front of her, would she not be able to go crazy?

"Why don't you speak?"

"I don't know what to say. ”

"You have a weak heart!"

“…… Well, count me as weak-hearted. ”

"You're ......!"

“……”

Silent, the huge room, silent like a tomb at this time.

"Don't make a fuss. I'm really tired. ”

He said wearily.

"Why?"

"What, why?"

"Why did you leave me alone today? Why aren't you tired outside, but tired when you come back? Do you feel tired when you see my face? Am I so annoying?"

She asked aggressively, staring at him with a pair of red eyes.

"Ha ......"

"Lu Chenxi" suddenly smiled bitterly.

"I just found out today that you are so eloquent. ”

"Don't change the subject!"

She exclaimed.

"What kind of answer do you want? I said it, do you have to believe it?"

He looked at her with a playful look in his eyes.

She pursed her lips in silence, and after a while, said coldly, "At least you have to give me an explanation." ”

"Explanation? What explanation does a man need when he goes out for half a day?"

He laughed and said: "Ji Xiaoru, do you treat me as your slave? Do you think I am a male pet imprisoned by you? I must wait for you every day and anytime to please you? Don't I have the freedom to go out? You keep saying that you love me, but you don't even give me this freedom, I think you don't love me at all!"

Listening to the words of "Lu Chenxi", Ji Xiaoru's eyes widened in astonishment, and she stretched out a finger that had been bitten bald by herself and pointed at "Lu Chenxi" angrily: "You...... I didn't imprison you, I-I just-"

"Just what?"

He grabbed her finger, moved it from his face, and said casually: "Ji Xiaoru, no one has told you, is it rude to point your finger at someone like this?"

“……”

She was speechless for a moment, and withdrew her fingers from his hand in indignation.

Don't look at him, she said stubbornly: "I'm just worried about you, I'm afraid that something will happen to you outside." Lu Chenxi, I really don't know why, you always treat me as a vexatious villain now. ”

"Hahaha...... Afraid something will happen to me?"

"Lu Chenxi" laughed again.

"Am I your puppy? Are you afraid that when I go out, someone will catch me and skin it and make it into a dog meat hot pot? Ji Xiaoru, what can happen to me when I go out as a big person? According to your suspicious words, then people all over the world don't need to go out! Everyone stays at home together every day. Then again, you and I get tired of being at home every day, aren't you? Aren't you tired of it at all?"

"You finally admit it! Lu Chenxi, you're tired of me, you're tired of it! You want to break up with me, don't you?"

She clenched her fists tightly, her eyes almost spewing fire.

She felt a sense of annoyance at being betrayed, and at the same time, there was a faint sense of relief that she had finally found an answer.

“……”

"Lu Chenxi" was speechless again.

To be honest, he is not a saint, and he has indeed been a little overwhelmed by Ji Xiaoru's nervousness every day recently.

He didn't want to lie, so he had to be silent.

"Tell me, who do you fall into?, who is that vixen?!"

Ji Xiaoru's lips trembled, and her face was distorted because of anger.

She thought she had finally found the crux of everything.

It's all because of that damn woman!

If it weren't for that damn woman showing up, how could he change his mind, how could he be so indifferent to her?

"Lu Chenxi" subconsciously said: "No, I don't like anyone. ”

"You're lying. ”

A woman's instincts are so terrifying.

At this moment, she seemed to have a pair of fiery eyes.

"You just changed your mind! When you just spoke, your eyes flickered - you are lying! People only flicker their eyes when they lie, and their eyes unconsciously look down! Lu Chenxi, don't take me for a fool, you tell me, who is that woman?!!

Lu Chenxi sighed, shook his head and said, "No." ”

"I'm tired, Ji Xiaoru, if you want to stand here, just keep standing. ”

He ignored her and headed straight for the bedroom.

She was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly shouted loudly behind him like a volcanic eruption: "Lu Chenxi, you bastard! You big liar!! You obviously said that you will love me for the rest of your life and will never betray me, you said that you would like to be separated from each other, you said that you hate betrayal the most-it's all fake, it's all TMD fake! You betrayed me, you actually betrayed me! You really damn it! Lu Chenxi, why don't you die?!! I hate you, I hate you to death!!Ahh!!!h ”

"Lu Chenxi" never stopped, even if he heard Ji Xiaoru's hysterical screams, even if he heard the sound of various items being smashed by Ji Xiaoru behind him.

She's venting her anger by destroying everything, including herself.

But what could he do?

He felt that at this moment, he could not do anything, did not want to do anything.

It's just that in my heart, I feel aggrieved for my brother Lu Chenxi.

"No, Lu Chenxi is not a bastard, not a big liar, Lu Chenxi said that he loves you for a lifetime and will never betray you, so he really loves you for a lifetime and never betrays you until he dies. It's a pity that he didn't have the opportunity to be inseparable from the white head, and left in order to save you at the prime of life. Does he deserve to die? He doesn't deserve to die, but he's dead. Ji Xiaoru, whether you hate or love, there will be no more Lu Chenxi in this world. It's just me as a liar. ”

He said silently in his heart.