Text Volume II_Chapter 586: I quit

After Chu Jingyao put the bag into the bedroom, she followed Lin Kun to the attic on the third floor, Xiao Hai Holly and Xiao Gray were already asleep, and when they heard the sound of pushing the door, they raised their heads, and when they saw Lin Kun, their eyes showed a look of obedience and intimacy.

As if they saw that 'Mom and Dad' had something to say, the two little ones obediently went out through the crack in the door.

Lin Kun sat on the sofa in the attic, Chu Jingyao sat on the bed opposite, the two looked at each other quietly for two seconds, and then the corners of their mouths showed a smile at the same time, Chu Jingyao spit out a slightly drunk wine and said with a smile: "What are you talking about?"

Lin Kun also smiled and said, "You know. ”

Then the two fell into silence again, the silent silence was like the impenetrable cold night outside the window, permeating the two people and feeling suffocated, Lin Kun smiled to break the silence, looked at Chu Jingyao and said, "Tell me the story of you and him." ”

"We?" Chu Jingyao smiled and shook her head: "I don't want to say it." ”

"Forget it. Lin Kun said with a smile of disappointment.

"We actually don't have anything, we went to a high school, he was a senior, I was a senior sister, when I went to school, he was recognized as a school grass in the school, I liked him, I was his sister, and then he graduated and went abroad, and he went abroad for so many years, he got married and divorced abroad, and came back to be with me. ”

Chu Jingyao looked at Lin Kun with a wry smile and said, "Am I very ......?"

Lin Kun said with a very relaxed smile: "Actually, it's nothing, each of us has the right to choose our own happiness, while we are still young, otherwise when we are old, all that remains is regret." ”

"But I ......" Chu Jingyao's beautiful eyes were suddenly full of tears, whether it was guilt or grievance, this moment turned into a leisurely and melancholy helplessness, she wanted to raise her hand to touch Lin Kun's cheek, but her arm could not be raised, the feelings and choices were too heavy, and the weak heart could not bear it.

Lin Kun continued to look relaxed and said with a smile: "As for me, I am actually not a good man, I like to mess with flowers and grass, and I can't resist temptation, but my feelings for your mother and son are true, especially for Chengcheng, I know that it is painful for you to make a choice, so it's better to do this, I make a choice for you, I don't want to see you so sad." ”

Chu Jingyao looked at Lin Kun with tears in her eyes and said, "How to choose?"

Lin Kun pretended to be chic and said: "You two are talented and beautiful, I look at it and feel that it is a good match, two people need tacit understanding together, you are also pro-plum sweethearts, and people of the same class, I am a rough person who came out of the mountains, I am not as good as him and you are with you, I don't want to see you so sad, I took the initiative to quit, but I only have one condition - he will be really good to you and Chengcheng." ”

Chu Jingyao looked at Lin Kun, tears flowed out uncontrollably, Lin Kun took out a tissue to wipe her tears, there was too much sadness behind the pretending chic on her face, and comforted with a smile: "Silly girl, what are you crying about, I just help you make a choice in advance, and it's not life and death, one thing I have to make clear, I have been a clear father all my life, and I don't do anything as a godfather, just be a father." ”

Chu Jingyao couldn't stop her tears and threw herself into Lin Kun's arms, crying like a helpless and sad little girl, the moonlight outside was cold, and a few lights dotted the quiet night, but her world was crying in the unstoppable tears, she didn't know what she was crying about, she only knew the unspeakable pain in her heart.

I don't know how long I cried, but when Chu Jingyao finally sat up, her eyes were already red and swollen, and she never seemed to have a sad look, and the only time was when her mother died.

She looked at Lin Kun with teary eyes, looked at him so sadly, and finally closed her eyes and kissed him gently.

It's just a shallow kiss, Lin Kun didn't have any reaction, there was a smile on the corner of his lips from beginning to end, and no one could see the scars on the back of the smile, yes, he has the shortcomings of all men, he likes to mess with flowers and grass, and he can't resist the temptation of beautiful women, but he has a sense of responsibility. has a responsibility, his feelings for Chu Jingyao and Chengcheng are 200% sincere, he can throw his head and spill blood for their mother and son, if anything on this planet dares to endanger their mother and son, or let their mother and son suffer even a little bit of grievance, he will not let go of each other, so far, in order not to make Chu Jingyao sad, he can even give up the budding love in his heart......

Since breaking up with Zhou Xiaoya in the autumn many years ago, Lin Kun's heart has closed love, he has been in the army for eight years, has experienced countless lives and deaths, and has also come to the city to live happily in the middle, but after so many years, no woman can really open his heart, more is the joy of fish and water in bed, after a hearty time, no one remembers whose name, after coming to Zhonggang City to settle down, someone gradually moved him - Jiang Yeli, Gu Wei, Han Xin...... Touched is not equal to love, what is shocked is only a trace of waves in the bottom of his heart, only Chu Jingyao is different, Lin Kun sometimes thinks about what special things attract him besides being more beautiful than any other woman.

He couldn't think of it, and finally gave himself an ambiguous answer, maybe it was just because she was Chengcheng's mother, or maybe there was really such a thing as fate in this world, which would bring each other closer and give the name of love.

But all this doesn't seem important now, the moment he made up his mind not to make Chu Jingyao sad anymore, he didn't leave himself a way back, and the taste of burying love with his own hands was uncomfortable, which was more difficult than dying once on the battlefield.

The night was deep, the five fingers were missing, the cold moonlight in the sky, with a faint afterglow, shrouded this corner of the city in an eerie cold, the tide in the distance was tired and weak, and the sand was beaten with a low groan.

A cigar, sitting on the balcony and smoking until dawn, Chu Jingyao had already slept on the big bed in the attic, Lin Kun looked back, and the wry smile on the corner of his mouth was vivid and heart-wrenching.

The dawn sun opened the sky, a hearty breakfast was already on the table, Lin Kun wore an apron like a housewife and man, the smile on his face looked safe and usual, no one could imagine that this man who was usually outside and shook the earthquake in Nancheng City for 10,000 years was actually like this at home, maybe it really responded to that sentence - the more capable a man outside, the more he has no shelf at home.

A man who is willing to be good to his wife and children, and to his parents is a really good man, otherwise even if he is bullish and capable outside, he is still a scumbag.

Chengcheng happily came down from upstairs, the little guy sniffed the sumptuous breakfast on the table, with a greedy expression, not only this little guy, Zhang Xiaoya's little girl is also a greedy look, for everyone in this villa, sitting at home and eating every day is the happiest time.

Chu Jingyao came down from the upstairs with red eyes, and Zhang Xiaoya asked, "Sister Jingyao, what's wrong with your eyes?"

Chu Jingyao smiled and said, "It's nothing, I didn't sleep well last night." ”

Zhang Xiaoya looked at Lin Kun with a small look of asking for guilt, and said, "Brother Kun, tell me honestly, did you make Sister Jingyao angry?"

Lin Kun said with a look of injustice: "I don't have it." ”

Chu Jingyao also smiled and said, "No, thank you Xiaoya for your concern." ”

Zhang Xiaoya leaned in front of Chu Jingyao and whispered, "Sister Jingyao, if Brother Kun dares to bully you and tell me, I will help you clean him up!"

Lu Ting came down from upstairs dressed as a lady, she dressed up very beautifully every day, but she never promised Yu Zhijian, Yu Zhijian has been chasing her for more than two months, she is like an island standing in the sea, Lin Kun wants to ask Lu Ting what she thinks in her heart, but she still can't say it after a few times, some things he can manage, but there are some things he really can't intervene, especially emotionally.

As usual, Lin Kun sent Chengcheng to school, everyone came over to sweep the tail when breakfast was almost over, and after gobbling it up, they sent Lu Ting and Zhang Xiaoya to school, Chu Jingyao drove to the company by herself, and Chengcheng kissed her on the face before she was separated, and told her with a very well-behaved appearance: "Mom, you have to be obedient, don't date other uncles anymore, you have to consider Dad's feelings, he will be jealous." ”

Chu Jingyao smiled and touched the bridge of Chengcheng's nose and said, "What nonsense is the little guy, my mother is dating another uncle, and that uncle is my mother's friend." ”

Cheng Cheng sighed with a sad look, and said very old-fashionedly: "Alas, there is really no way, always treat me as a child." ”

Lin Kun sent Chengcheng to the door of the kindergarten, Feng Jiahui stood there waiting, Han Xin was also there today, after seeing Lin Kun, Feng Jiahui threw a warm smile, but Han Xin's eyes were a little indescribably cold.

Lin Kun greeted them with a smile, and joked to Han Xin: "It seems that my seafood steamed dumplings last night still haven't eliminated the girl's resentment against me." ”

Han Xin looked at Cheng Cheng, pulled Lin Kun aside, bit his lip and whispered, "Lin Kun, can you answer me honestly when I ask you?"

Lin Kun said with a very embarrassed expression: "Then it depends on what the problem is, the problem of touching the moral bottom line......"

Han Xin didn't wait for him to finish speaking, and interrupted: "If you get divorced one day, will you consider me?"

"Huh!?"

Lin Kun was stunned in surprise for a moment, and it took two seconds before he reacted: "Why did you suddenly ask this?"

Han Xin said with a very serious expression, "Answer me." ”

Lin Kun: "This ...... I can't answer you about that. ”

The expression on Han Xin's face suddenly fell, and he turned around to leave, when he was pulled by Lin Kun, Lin Kun looked at her seriously and whispered: "I'm not a good man, you will meet a good man." ”

Han Xin bit his lip and looked at Lin Kun, "Lin Kun, you bastard!" After speaking, he left without saying hello.

Lin Kun turned his head to look at Feng Jiahui, smiled helplessly, Feng Jiahui smiled sympathetically, Han Xin told Feng Jiahui everything about her and Lin Kun last night, Han Xin regarded Feng Jiahui as a friend, and all the words in his heart poured out, while Feng Jiahui comforted Han Xin, his heart was also very uncomfortable.

Love, it is a double-edged sword, while being hurt by it, you may also hurt others.

"Dad, Aunt Han Xin seems to be angry. Cheng Cheng asked strangely.

"Aunt Han Xin was angry that the seafood steamed dumplings last night were not delicious. Lin Kun lied with a smile, he didn't understand too much to explain to children, and it was better not to let children fall into the complicated world of adults.

"That's simple, let's invite Aunt Han Xin to eat delicious seafood steamed dumplings!" Cheng Cheng said with a smile.

"Hmm. Lin Kun nodded, "Come in with Teacher Feng, you must listen to the teacher at school." ”

"Got it, Dad!" Cheng Cheng said with a happy smile.

Lin Kun returned to the car, and was just about to start the car, when the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang, and it was an unfamiliar number calling, and a man's voice came from the opposite side: "Lin Kun, I want to talk to you." ”