I didn't go back to the hospital, I left everything to Leng Yue to deal with, I returned home, took all the wine out of the refrigerator, and tasted it all, I felt as if this was the only way to make me feel better

I looked at the strange self in the mirror, smashed the mirror with a punch, until the fist was full of blood, I didn't feel the pain, the next person heard the sound and ran up, I didn't pay attention to them, just a person lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze, I thought I was just a person from another world, I could make the real and the virtual clear, but until I really became Zhang Yang, I didn't know that if I could start all over again, I would rather I never be Zhang Yang, if I could I rather the story end now, but in the cat game, I obviously have no right to call the shots……

I watched the innocent people around me die one by one because of me, and I could only choose to be silent and bear everything silently, just because I was this damn heir, and because I was a person who should not exist in this world

I looked at the lollipop on the table, clutching it tightly in my palm, until it was stained with blood, and I saw that my hands were already dripping with blood

I don't even know how I woke up, when I woke up, the sun was so bright that I couldn't open my eyes, I just jumped out of bed, pulled up the curtains, and enjoyed the dim environment, not daring to see a ray of sunlight

The pager was also thrown aside and turned off, only Leng Yue knew about my situation, and at the beginning she would come up every day to take a look, and then she simply ordered her subordinates not to go up to the second floor to disturb me

And the news that the young master had lost his heart and went crazy also spread throughout Beiyuan, and the next person could only see me every day when I went downstairs to get wine

The third lady didn't know where to get the news, and she didn't even care about the old man's side, and returned to Beiyuan directly

"How did you take care of the young master, why didn't you inform me that the young master had lost his heart and went crazy?" The third lady coldly reprimanded the humane, and smashed everything that could be smashed in the living room on the first floor

"You don't have to embarrass them, it has nothing to do with them...... I leaned against the fence on the second floor and looked at the angry third lady below

"Get out of here!" shouted the third lady, pointing at me

"Okay, get down......" I walked to the first floor with the wine bottle, then lay on the ground and rolled around to the feet of the third lady and sat up

"Why have I only been away for more than a month, you have become like this, Leng Yue, let him get back for me!"

"What else do you want, I have already done what you said, be a good publicity, go and fight, I blew up Zhang Luan's farm, what do you want me to do to be satisfied? This is not at all the same as what you said at the beginning!" I raised my head and looked at him and said coldly, "If I am in danger alone, I admit it, but in the past four months, I have not been in a little danger, but the people around me have been injured and killed one by one, and they have died one by one because of me, you know that they don't have to die!"

"Now you tell me this, then why did you agree in the first place, this is the way of the world, the winner is qualified to speak of conditions, benevolence and righteousness are the excuse of the weak, they all die for justice, you are the heir of the Heyao Society, they are just ensuring that the heir of the Heyao Society can succeed to the throne smoothly, just by virtue of this, they did not die in vain, they should feel supremely honored!"

"Hahaha, joke!" I smiled and looked at the third lady's flushed face and shouted, "That's your mission, not mine, I just want them to live well! I don't want anyone to die because of me......"

"Do you know if you don't become the heir of Heyao Society, do you think Zhang Luan will kindly let you go, let me go, or let Leng Yue go, it's not your life alone, if you don't become the heir of Heyao Society, how many people will die because of you......"

"But I'm not Zhang Luan, and I'm not Zhang Yang!" I roared, "All this has nothing to do with me, I can't be Zhang Yang, and I can't be cold-blooded and ruthless!"

"You listen to me, this is your life, it's my life, you have no choice!" the third lady said coldly

"Don't you understand, this is not my life at all, you tried your best to find me, just for your so-called president of the Heyao Society, for the identity of this president, you are ruthless and unscrupulous, just like a clown with a mask, full of benevolence and morality, etiquette and shame, but behind the dirty work, this is your so-called glory, this is your so-called emperor's way!" I stood up and pointed at the third lady and laughed wildly, and then slammed the wine bottle on the ground. I don't play anymore, what about the cat, you let him come out to see me, I don't want this story, I just want to go back to my own life......"

"Say it again!" the third lady slapped me in the face

"I said you were hypocritical!" I licked my tongue in my mouth and looked at the third lady with disdain, "I don't want this story when I tell me, tell me where the cat is!"

"Do you know how much effort I have put into today, I am hypocritical, yes, I am hypocritical, what about you, why did you promise me in the first place, you remember, the road is your own choice, some roads, you go, you can't turn back, even if you die, you have to finish! I don't know any cats......"

"If I die, is this all over?"

"You're dead, yes, it's over when you're dead, so have you thought about the people who died because of you?

"Why can you talk about selfishness so high-sounding......

"Do you know that my Yang'er is as kind as you, but what will happen to him? He doesn't even have a chance to wake up!" The third lady suddenly sat on the sofa with her chest covered, "Yes, I use you, I calculate you, but have you ever thought that if I have a second choice, why should I take such a big risk to get you back, and I have to be hated by you!" The third lady took the medicine handed by the next person, and then took it, "I have already lost once, I lost my son, I can't lose again, I can't afford to lose!"

I looked at the middle-aged woman opposite, and suddenly I didn't know what to say, because I suddenly found that compared to her, she was more pitiful, although it was unbearable, but at least I lost no one who was important to me, and for her, she lost her only son, but her expression was not like pretending, she didn't have any change in expression when I mentioned the cat, it seems that she really didn't know the cat, and the identity of the cat has become a mystery again......

"Put away your so-called benevolence and righteousness, we can win, only if we win, we are qualified to live!"

Leng Yue received a call from her subordinates and hurried back, but she didn't expect it to be too late

"Madam, I'm sorry," Leng Yue whispered as she stood between the two of us, bowing her head

"You don't have to say I'm sorry......" I patted Leng Yue's shoulder, "It's me ......who should say I'm sorry."

Leng Yue and the Third Lady both looked at me in surprise

"Don't worry, I know what to do!" I picked up the glass ballast on the ground with my hands

The third lady gave Leng Yue a look, and then turned around and left the villa directly, it seemed that she had rushed back from the old man in a hurry just now

"Little Ring!" I shouted

A girl dressed as a subordinate ran over and lowered her head and called the young master

"What kind of medicine did she take just now?"

"It's a quick-acting heart pill...... Xiaohuan glanced at Leng Yue, Leng Yue signaled that she was fine, and she said cautiously

"Does she have a heart condition?" I asked, looking at Leng Yue

"Since Xiao Yang's accident, as soon as she encounters something exciting, she will have a heart attack...... Looks like you did irritate her just now......"

"Don't talk about that yet, are you okay?" Leng Yue asked after seeing the third lady leave, looking at my hand

"It's okay, she's right, I'm really not in a position to complain, I'm a little too fragile compared to you......" I smiled wryly, and looked at my own broken hand from hitting the mirror

"You don't have to blame yourself so much, I don't blame you for this incident at all, you can only blame the driver for betraying the old man, the mother and daughter were buried by me, do you want to go and see them?"

"Wait until I change my clothes......" I nodded, and walked upstairs to change into a plain black dress

"Wait a minute, go get me a ......haircut," I said, looking at Leng Yue next to me

Leng Yue nodded

I was wearing a pure black dress and shaved a hairstyle like Leng Yue, maybe because Bei Bei's father also had this hairstyle, this hairstyle Bei Bei would definitely like it, standing in front of the tombstone of Bei Bei's mother and daughter, followed by Leng Yue's group of little brothers with their hands behind their backs

I bought all the flavors of lollipops, put them on the platform in front of the tombstone, and then first put a pillar of incense on Beibei's mother and daughter

"Uncle promised you that the next time I came to see you, I would bring you a lot of sugar, and my uncle did it, I don't know if you obediently listened to your mother...... Bei Bei must obediently listen to her mother, and in the future, my uncle will buy candy for Bei Bei every time he comes!"

I felt a teardrop swirling in my eyes, and I turned my head to not let the younger brothers of the Heyao Society see the tears floating out of the corners of my eyes

Suddenly I felt a little wetness on my head, and then a snowflake fell from the sky, then a second, and finally more and more, and there was a goose feather snow in the sky

The temperature plummeted, Leng Yue looked at me next to me, and then reminded softly, "Young master, it's snowing, it's cold, hurry back......"

I looked at the portrait of Bei Bei on the tombstone and kept an innocent smile, and laughed along, but there was a hint of bitterness in my smile

"Beibei, did you see it, it's snowing, and when it snows every year in the future, my uncle will come to see you"

I stood on the top of the hill of that cemetery for a long time, letting the wind and snow hit me in the face like knives, and the members of the Heyao Society stood quietly, as if wondering why the heir of the Heyao Society would be so gentle to the widow of a traitor

But they all remembered the back of the graveyard hilltop standing in the wind and snow, even after many years, and they did not forget it