Tanabata of disembowelment

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I went for a walk with my eldest sister today, and I talked about you.

Time can indeed dilute sadness, and I can talk about you without losing control of my emotions and without tears streaming down my face.

Speaking of the loneliness of a child, I said, "If you were still here, our son would have been born." I remember that at that time, you used to say that when you are famous and not short of money, you will resign from public office and have another child.

Although I was quite hypocritical at the time and said that I would not work hard again, I think I would certainly approve of it if I could.

It's a pity that fate has arranged it so badly for you.

In addition to acceptance and surrender, all negative emotions are in vain. After you left, I kept telling myself: live well, give up all futile things, and forgive yourself if you can't do anything.

The stock matter has also come to fruition, and the child is growing up happily and healthily. My book has also been contracted to make money, not to make money, reading and writing to save my broken soul after losing you.

Think about it, the road of life is not long, busy and moving forward day by day, often feel that there is not enough time, and sometimes I feel that my brain is not enough, hehehe.

Do you remember? This photo was taken ten years ago, in 2006, you traveled thousands of miles for me to bring my parents to Nanning, and Mr. Xie also came back from Hong Kong, and we got together happily.

At that time, we were so young and happy. In September, you went to Beijing to study for a PhD, and your parents also returned to their hometown, leaving me to take care of a small child, which is not to mention the difficulty. But when I think of the happiness that is within reach after three years of hard work, I continue to work hard without regrets or complaints.

If you had known that you had left so early, why did we have to work so hard?

Every time you leave home with tears in your eyes, I don't dare to look at all kinds of reluctant eyes, you don't let me send you out, you always stop me in the door and close the door. I sat on the floating platform and wept as the car carrying you disappeared into a blurred view.

At that time, I thought that all parting was for a long time, but our lives came to a day when we would never get together again.

The Weaver Girl Cowherd can still see you once a year, but I will never see you again. I don't know if you'll be able to see me, or if you remember your earthly lover?

It is said that there is a definite number of dependent origin and extinction, otherwise what else can I use to appease myself?

I've cried, get a good night's sleep, and come back tomorrow.