Comrade Jia Yuhao:

I haven't written to you for a long time, and my subjective consciousness is to forget and forget you and move towards the future. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

But in fact, this life may not be able to forget and let go. This is my sorrow!

That day, Huang Mi also talked about you, saying look at what you have brought to my life? I have endured hardships for more than ten years, and I have worked hard to raise my children by myself, and I will not be able to live in peace if you are gone. What kind of value do you have to me? Rationally and soberly, the years I have walked with you have been hard and beautiful, but I have to pay the price of my whole life and the torment of my soul in return for this beauty.

Your relatives have never cared about their children since you left, and your father's phone calls have been asking for money every time.

I've been nagging about everything before. I think you know it too, but he didn't take your certificate of sacrifice in the line of duty. But he didn't take it anywhere? I went to the political office a few times, and I only had a photocopy.

At that time, I was unconscious and unaware of these things.

Your father and brother are calculating the few pensions you have earned in exchange for your life. I don't know at all, and besides, with me, you're gone, what's the use of money to me, and I'm not willing to trade your life for anything. In order to end this matter as soon as possible, your employer secretly gave your pension to your father, who was conscious, along with a certificate of your sacrifice in the line of duty. I'm a weak, mentally unwanted woman, and they can be sent away.

I have not been able to mention anything related to your sacrifice, and I have been avoiding anything about you that has left me sad and broken.

It wasn't until last year that my child asked for this thing for school, and I had to go to the political office to get it, and I was told that your father had taken it.

But when I called to ask about it, your father insisted that he didn't take it.

Today, I went to the political office to check, and it happened that Yang Haisheng, who handled your sacrifice back then, was there, and he took out all your information, which was not bad, and kept a copy. I called your father on the spot, and he was very angry, saying that he didn't take it, and Yang said that he couldn't get the pension without it, so he started scolding. I had no choice but to do it. I took a copy and stamped it with the official seal of your unit.

Alas!

People's hearts are always selfish! Are you your father's son? To him, is your value only in the meaning of your support? The child is still not the flesh and blood of your Jia family? He can turn a blind eye to it? Secretly take away all the child support! Doesn't he pity you for dying young, leaving your young child to suffer? Don't he know that the most reassuring thing in the world is your child?

I couldn't get the money out of the stocks, and I was finally able to restrain my emotions at the previous stage and go to understand the required procedures, but after seeing the situation, I still couldn't control my emotions, and I burst into tears there again.

After that, I discussed with your father how to take it out and divide it according to the law. He began to measure this matter with his own thoughts, first saying that the notary office could not be opened fairly, and then saying that you should ask your nephew to do it, and I will rely on him, and after this matter is done, I will not get along with your family for a long time, I am fed up with this kind of unsympathetic, extremely selfish human nature!

Alas!

There is nothing to warm people's hearts, and you and I will no more!

In recent days, you have appeared in dreams every night, but I no longer want to remember the scene in the dream, I don't owe you in this life, and we don't want to meet in the next life.

Don't worry about me anymore, let's say goodbye and don't look forward to the future. I'd rather have a plain and solid companionship than such a miserable life.

XW

2015.11.16