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Self-esteem is the basic bottom line of a person's life, and it is the psychological state of respecting oneself, maintaining one's own personal dignity, and not allowing others to insult and discriminate. But when the bloody knife of 'reality' cuts through the body, only you know the pain. Did she still have self-esteem when she chose this path? Yes, because of her self-esteem, because she herself felt that I was still an artist with a good reputation, right?

Therefore, her self-esteem that has become distorted makes her absolutely not allowed to work to earn money to support herself and be shown by others, and it is in this way that the distorted self-esteem has gradually evolved into the current 'vanity' under the urging of society and public opinion. Self-esteem and vanity, these two states of mind are 'neighbors', so they are often confused.

In the end, she is now forced by real life to choose to embark on this path is caused by self-esteem, or to satisfy the vanity generated by her glamorous appearance? All this may not even be clear to herself, right? The road was chosen by herself, but now she was directly hit by Li Yuhao's Chi Guoguo to her only remaining bit of shame.

Her hands rested on her knees hidden by the table, and she kept clutching her close-fitting jeans, gritting her teeth and lowering her eyes in silence. Li Yuhao's words seemed to break the self-defense in her heart. The shame in her heart made her keep searching in her mind for words to justify herself.

But once she analyzed it, she began to ask herself, 'yes, why did I choose to take this path by myself?' This path is not forced by anyone, everything is her own choice.

When she said that she owed some money and hoped that Lee Woo-ho could help BC advance the performance fee in advance, Lee Woo-ho generously lent her a sum of '100 million won' interest-free money, hoping that she could live a good life. But after she repaid the money and participated in the show, she was idle at home for a long time, and there was no invitation, but when the daily expenses and so on hit again, she realized that she didn't have any income at all.

What can she use to maintain her basic living expenses? Although Li Yuhao lent money to herself, after she calmed down, she realized that she owed more and more. What can I do to repay the 100 million won?

Monthly rent, management fees, gas, electricity, water, food, cosmetics, daily consumption, there are too many things suddenly attacked, she saw that her life still did not change, everything in life costs money. But the problem is that I don't have an itinerary, I don't have any invitations, where can I get the 'money' out?

If you don't have any income, do you really have to borrow money to get by? If you have a friend's 'emergency relief' from your neighbors, you can borrow it once, but the question is, who can borrow her for the rest of her life? The more life drags on, the more debts you will incur. Does she want all her friends around her to know that she is living on borrowing money from all over the world?

It is said that people live with a face, trees live with a skin, do you want to live a life like this by borrowing money everywhere, do you still have a face? Do you still want your basic dignity when facing friends? Especially when you can't pay the money when you're in difficulty, the friends around you will definitely talk about 'gna asked me to borrow money, how long has it been', and there has been no news of repayment, hey, she hasn't appeared on TV now. I can't count on it.

The next one will surely go on to say, 'Ah, how much more did she borrow from me, has she been having such a hard time lately?'

Gradually, this news will spread in the circle, does she still want to mix in the entertainment industry? Does she still want her face to lose? So maintaining the basics of her life, at least allowing herself to live, and not being 'discriminated against' by her friends, her self-esteem has evolved into vanity.

GNA couldn't find any excuse to defend herself, she seemed to give up her dignity in front of Li Yuhao, she smiled bitterly and said to Li Yuhao with a feeling of breaking the jar: "Chairman Lee, if I don't come out on a 'blind date', how will I live the rest of my life? I still owe you 100 million won, what will I pay you back?"

Now that she has been 'stripped naked' in front of him, what mind does she have to think about whether she is ashamed or not? These are not important, the important thing is how to live.

She can't let go of the glamorous life created by South Korea, so no matter how hard and tired she is, she has to find a way to survive in South Korea, so while she still has a little money in her hand now, she can only choose this way out, which is a 'road' that makes her feel that she can only stick to it.

Listening to her words, Li Yuhao frowned and said, "Do you think you can live in this way now? Do you think that your choice of this path now is caused by the helplessness of life? To put it bluntly, you just can't let go of your face." Hehe, all I can say is that you are really naïve. ”

"Can't let it go? Naive? Maybe that's the case. But what can I do? My contract is about to expire, and no agency has come to contact me, and I've heard some news from the company, and the company is not planning to renew my contract. So what is going to happen to my life? Do you want me to go back to Canada and tell my mother that I can't make it through Korea anymore, so I'm coming back. But what can I do when I go back? What will I do but sing? At least I will have a chance to stay in Korea in the future."

Listening to GNA's defense of 'can't let go', Li Yuhao instantly laughed: "Hehe, it's really a joke, a chance? What opportunity? Is your screen image funny? Or do you have a talent for creation? I have seen the performance of your show, and you don't have any funny talent." You don't even speak Korean well, what else can you embody on the screen? You don't have a brokerage company, you have neither capital nor popularity, do you think you have that songwriter in Korea who will send you songs for free? Don't be funny, you haven't even earned back the capital of "Beautiful Underwear" this time, who would want to invest money in you now? And you think you can really live if you come out on a 'blind date'? This is the biggest joke I've ever heard."

Just when Li Yuhao said this, the mobile phone in the gna bag rang for a while, and she opened a Chanel bag that she took out to save face, and took out the mobile phone from the bag: "My agent called me, I'm leaving." Chairman Lee, I will pay you back your money as soon as possible. ”

"Hehe, after listening to me, it's not too late for you to think about whether you want to leave, you can turn on the mute first. ”

"Uh, I see. Although she didn't know what Li Yuhao was going to say, she suddenly had an uneasy sixth sense in her heart at this time, she quickly adjusted her mobile phone to silent mode, and then looked up at Li Yuhao.

Li Yuhao said with a smile: "The 'agent' you are talking about will not be your company's Jiang xx, right?"

"Well, how do you know?"

"Of course I know that this is not the first time he has done such a thing, and I heard that the 'intermediary fee' he charges is 15oo won. Hehe, this matter is known in the upper circles. Do you still think that the police in South Korea have not paid attention to him? Actually, the police have been paying attention for a long time, but he has paid the protection money, and every time he pays the director of the National Police Agency. And there are a lot of reporters who know that he did this, and the reporters didn't poke it out, but they didn't catch a big fish, and once you get in, it's a big chip for them. Oh, and by the way, one more thing, if you step into this event your name will be on the list in the database of the Public Prosecutor's Office. ”

After Li Yuhao finished saying this, Gna's phone rang again, and then her hands holding the phone began to tremble, and they kept shaking. Her cheeks, which had been bright red from shame, instantly turned pale at this moment.

Because she knew that what Li Yuhao said was absolutely true, there was no need for him to scare himself for fun. At the thought of stepping into the abyss with half a foot, she was instantly frightened to the point that her vest was covered in cold sweat. The mobile phone in her hand was shaking as if it weighed a thousand pounds, and the phone at this time was like a life-threatening charm, she was afraid, this was the first time she felt scared

If I wasn't lucky today, I took the same plane as Li Yuhao and met him at the place where I left the customs. Then she felt like she was really finished, really.

Although Li Yuhao told it very plainly, this incident caused a huge wave in her heart. The media knows, the prosecutor's office knows, so when she is summoned, then she will leave South Korea forever, and even if she returns to Canada, she will be pointed at by all the South Koreans who live there.

When the time comes, it can be said that her life will be ruined, and such disgraceful news will definitely become the focus of the moment. Will she be able to hold her head up then?

Thinking of this, a cold feeling came from the depths of her heart and traveled all over her body, and she couldn't help but shiver in Los Angeles, which has a temperature of several degrees of 2o

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