Chapter 576: Marriage Proposal in the Cemetery
The next morning, Zhao Qingqing and I went to the cemetery where Song Qingyi was, and my mood was much calmer than when I first came.
Zhao Qingqing and I hugged a bouquet of flowers, and we held hands and came to Song Qingyi's tombstone, when I saw the black and white photo on the tombstone, my calm heart still rippled.
This is normal, after all, this person has so many intersections with me, and even changed my life, it would be a lie to me to say that I don't have heartache.
But what is there to be sad about now? Everything is a foregone conclusion, and we who live can only live well.
Maybe it was because he was afraid that I would see things and think about people, or maybe I was afraid that I would be sad, Zhao Qingqing clenched my hand hard.
I turned to her and smiled at her, signaling that I was okay, then bent down and gently placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone, and I just looked at the picture on the tombstone until I lost my mind.
In fact, I still don't believe that Song Qingyi is dead, why is a good person gone? Who would have thought that she is still a girl like a flower and jade!
It can only be said that God is unfair, as she said in the letter, God is too unfair to her, maybe it is destined to be like this from the moment she was born.
After a moment of distraction, I threw my head back and protruded the breath that had been stuck in my chest, the sky was blue, the blue of melancholy, like the face of a typhoid patient.
"Are you alright?" Zhao Qingqing asked softly.
I turned to her and smiled slightly, shook my head and said, "It's okay...... Rest assured, I'm fine. ”
She turned her head to look at the photo on the tombstone, and after a moment of distraction, she said to herself: "None of us want to see this result, who would have thought that? I have been in a relationship with her for so many years, and I didn't expect it in the end...... When she went to Meigu County to teach, I thought she really wanted to teach, but it turned out to be to escape...... Why don't you say she doesn't like to talk about what is on her mind?"
"She's like that, she doesn't want to see others suffer for her, she's so stupid......"
At that moment, I was thinking, if she hadn't been born into such a complicated family, if she hadn't suffered from such a disease, maybe I wouldn't have known her at all.
She likes photography, but if I can't get along with her life, we will live two completely different lives, and it is even more unlikely that we will know Zhao Qingqing.
The relationship between people is really wonderful, maybe all this is destined in the dark, how can ordinary us fight against fate?
But even after thinking about this, my heart is still not much better, and I am still quite uncomfortable.
It's uncomfortable, our lives still have to go on, and now that Zhao Qingqing and I have a marriage contract, I should work hard to live and work hard for our small family.
I took Zhao Qingqing's hand, then turned my head to look at the tombstone, and said with a smile: "Song Qingyi, you also saw it, I am with Qingqing now...... And we're probably going to get married soon, and you're going to bless us, aren't you? You're going to be happy for us, aren't you?"
After I said that, I seemed to see her smiling, in the black and white photo.
Zhao Qingqing also echoed and said, "Yes, Qingyi, I'm with Xiang Nan...... I'm sorry for robbing your man, but I tell you, even if you don't die, I'll rob you...... Hehe, no matter what, I believe that you will bless us, you can rest assured! I will take good care of him with him in the future......"
When she said this, Zhao Qingqing's eyes turned red, although she said it with a smile, tears still flowed out.
I hugged her with my backhand, hugged her tightly to my chest, and gently patted her on the back.
In the middle of the day, I let go of her, then took a step back, got down on one knee, and pulled a ring box out of my pocket.
I had prepared this ring yesterday, and I was going to propose to her at dinner yesterday, but suddenly receiving a call from An Zheng disrupted my plans.
At this moment, proposing to Zhao Qingqing in front of Song Qingyi's tombstone, I think it is the most suitable.
When I took out this ring, Zhao Qingqing was surprised, she covered her mouth with her hands, obviously showing an expression of surprise and joy, and tears fell down in a line.
I opened the ring box, took out the diamond ring inside, looked at her with a sincere face and said, "Qingqing, thank you for appearing in my ordinary life, thank you for bringing me warmth and touch...... I hated you when I first met you, I really hated you, I think you are too enthusiastic and generous, I don't like such girls...... But slowly I got used to this kind of enthusiasm and generosity, and I got used to you giggling in front of me...... You're right, you're actually the best person for me. Especially at the moment when I had a car accident, the moment when you tried your best to save me, I had already thought about it, I would not marry you in this life...... This is not out of gratitude, but at that moment I fell in love with you from the bottom of my heart! It has always been you who have expressed your liking for me, I have always given you a white eye, but you have never given up, let me express it to you once today! Marry me! Be my wife, and give me the rest of your life! I will protect you for the rest of my life, and love you for the rest of my life! I don't say that it lasts forever, nor do I say that it will last until death, I just say let me give you an ordinary life! Okay?"
When I finished saying this long paragraph, Zhao Qingqing couldn't cry anymore, she was almost unsteady, she also nodded vigorously, and then took the initiative to stretch out her hand to me.
I turned my head to look at the tombstone, my nose was suddenly a little sore, and I held back my tears and put the ring on Zhao Qingqing's finger.
She pulled me up, threw herself into my arms, and cried in my arms, beating my chest with her hands as she cried: "You hate it! Why are you doing this at this time...... Why do you want people to shed tears, you hate it......"
"Ouch! it hurts......" Because the gunshot wound on my shoulder was not completely healed, I immediately screamed in pain after being hammered by Zhao Qingqing.
Zhao Qingqing hurriedly withdrew his hand, and looked at me in a panic and apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......! I didn't mean to, I'm sorry ......"
I smiled slightly, touched her head and said, "It's okay!"
She leaned back into my chest, looked at my shoulder and said, "It hurts, doesn't it?"
"It doesn't hurt, you didn't hit my wound, you just hurt a little bit. ”
She pouted and said aggrievedly: "I'm so excited, I can't hold back, I'm sorry!"
"It's okay, don't blame yourself. I reached out to wipe the tears from her cheeks.
She suddenly thought of something, glanced at me and said, "You're too bad, aren't you......? You even chose to propose to me in the cemetery, what kind of mentality do you have!"
This girl's brain circuit is always so strange, I thought she was going to say something, it turned out to be for this.
It's also quite embarrassing, probably I'm the first person to propose marriage in the cemetery! If nothing else, I just want Song Qingyi to see it.
I touched my nose and sneered, "Don't be angry! I just want Song Qingyi to see me proposing to you, if you are unbalanced, how about I go back and plan a grand and romantic marriage proposal? You know, I'm an expert in this area." ”
She laughed and cried, "You look like a little fool!"