96. Suspend worries
Just after being lazy for a few days and not staring at Doudou all the time, she fell from the first snap to the penultimate few!
I called Mr. Xie and Mr. Cao to inquire about the children's learning status in class, and the teachers said that they were not very good! As a representative of the English class www.biquge.info I often lose my mind.
I'm so tired!
My body is also getting weaker, my two flanks are swollen and painful, and my stomach is also hurting, alas! After taking medicine for a few days, it seems to be better, and I am trying to keep my body from having problems. Actually, I wasn't afraid of death at all, but I was thinking about what would happen to this child if I wasn't there? How would I live? But this child didn't understand our situation at all! Everything was careless, and if there were no good grades, there would be no good future, and without a good future, I would have to suffer and be difficult to get through this life.
Obviously a smart child, but he doesn't work very hard, and he has to be supervised by me for everything.
Although I have always told myself: it would be good for the child to grow up healthy and happy, but in the current situation, if the child is not promising, how will the future go?
Why don't you work hard when you have the ability to do things well? Alas! When will I be sensible and grow up? Can I breathe a sigh of relief?
Now, without Daddy's protection, we can only rely on ourselves, but this child doesn't understand! Still asking for such a request as Dad did when he was there, completely unaware of the difficulty of our situation, maybe it's because I have been trying to meet Daddy's request even though she is away, right?
People say that there are no children who can't teach well, only parents who can't educate, and I often ask myself, is my education correct or biased?
I'm also worried that this heartless child will be disliked by the teacher, which may be a blow to her growth, in fact, I think about it when I was a child, I was not isolated by the teacher because of the grievances of adults, I didn't grow up healthy, and I had a good future. Maybe I'm too worried!
I often comfort myself: The child's open-mindedness and carelessness may really be wise and foolish! Aren't many master teachers saying that this child will have a good life?
Let me hold off for a while, let go of my worries, be more patient with her, teach her more carefully, and cultivate her careful and serious side.