Chapter 165: Nightmare
"If it's okay, I'll go first. Seeing that Xu Hui's companions were back, Gu Nana hurriedly said goodbye, never wanting more people to see her like this, especially Xu Hui's friends.
"Do you still live in the western suburbs? It's so late, there's no bus, right?"
"It doesn't matter, I live with my friend, not far from here. As she spoke, Gu Nana turned and walked towards the frightened female companion.
"Oh...... Hey, hey. Xu Hui sighed twice, but then he didn't have a word, so he could only stare at Gu Nana and leave in a hurry with his companion.
"Yo, Seven, you are so chic, who is that girl?" The black bull walked in front, as if he had discovered a new world, staring at the girl's back vigorously, as if he could see a flower.
"My classmate, I just happened to bump into it. Xu Hui was absent-minded, and he was a little melancholy for no reason.
The black bull still wanted to joke, but was hugged by the owner of the mutton stall, shouting for his belongings, and the black bull had no choice but to quarrel and count the money.
"Classmate, what's the matter, it's so late, it's so charming!" Xie Haiqing also looked at Gu Nana's back, with a strange voice, and intentionally or unintentionally put an arm on Xu Hui's shoulder, "Old Seven, to be honest, is there something to hide from our brothers?"
"What do you mean? What dry goods?" Xu Hui sank his heart, although his brain has been a little messy recently, but it is not that he has no normal feelings, the time and way Gu Nana appeared is easy to make people have bad associations, but he is unwilling to think in that direction. was casually told by Xie Haiqing, the situation was different, and he was naturally very unhappy.
"It's not interesting, it's not a shame to know the two sisters. Xie Haiqing didn't see that Xu Hui's expression was wrong at all, and continued to tease, "You said that you are very well hidden, and you ...... with your own brothers."
Xu Hui twisted his shoulders and pulled Xie Haiqing's shoulders open, "Don't be unfounded, chew your tongue indiscriminately, and say it's my classmate." ”
"Ah, are you sick? Tiger ass, can't you joke?" Xie Haiqing was also unhappy, he was originally a hot temper, Xu Hui suddenly had such an attitude, of course he was angry.
"Okay, the seventh has been in a bad mood lately, so I don't have to make a few jokes. Xie Hailin saw that the situation was not right, so he hurriedly came over and stretched out his hand to pull away his brother, but he didn't expect Xu Hui's stubbornness to come up, turn his head, and leave directly.
"Damn, you said to be a chicken, what about him......" Xie Haiqing's nose was crooked, and he stretched out his hand to point at Xu Hui's back, his fingers trembling a little.
"It's endless!" Xie Hailin interrupted his younger brother, "That girl, you really can't guess, I heard the seventh child call her Gu Nana, why does it sound so familiar?"
"Where do I know?" Xie Haiqing had nowhere to be angry, so he simply shook his hand and left.
Xu Hui, who was strolling alone, felt like he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and never thought that he would see Gu Nana again, but he met unexpectedly today, and he didn't know why this girl became like this, but it made people feel faintly sad when they looked at it, especially the panicked eyes when the other party left, they were shaking in their minds, and they couldn't erase it.
Xu Hui had a dream, his head was colorful for a while, dark and cold for a while, repeatedly staggered, and his headache seemed to explode, but strangely, it was difficult to wake up.
In the vague consciousness, he seemed to be in an infinite empty space, the vision was full of gray fog, making it difficult for him to find his direction, even the earth under his feet was fickle, a moment like substance, a moment like a cloud, the distance has lost its meaning, the sense of loss brings people, full of lead-colored surroundings, can not find a trace of strange brilliance, just when he was in extreme despair, there was a crisp clicking sound in his head, Xu Hui felt that his body sank suddenly, and he fell down quickly......
There was no whirring wind in the fall, only infinite panic, and there was a click in his ears again, this time it was like substance, like the sound of glass being broken, Xu Hui's feet suddenly steadied, and he found that he had arrived in a confined space full of turbidity, and the pink tone was full of glamour sounds, like a dance hall.
On the dance floor illuminated by laser lights, people sing and walk slowly and colorfully, and the figures are even more bizarre when the figures shake, and the scantily clad backup dancers are either hiding in the corners and staring at their prey, or standing in a prominent place, scratching their heads and posing to show their most sultry side to the guests...... Suddenly, each dancer's face turned into a mask, but she couldn't hide her familiar and flustered eyes, and they all looked at Xu Hui in confusion, like a pinprick, which instantly made Xu Hui's consciousness blank.
If it is like a cycle, Xu Hui has a night's terror and dreams, and when he wakes up in the morning, he is sweating profusely, his eye sockets are deep, his mouth is full of extremely bitter taste, and his body is weaker than the serious illness he was born a few days ago.
Reluctantly picked up his schoolbag to go to school, Xu Hui didn't even stick to the self-study class and fell asleep on the table, this sleep was a morning, very down-to-earth, and there were no strange dreams. And luck is also good, the two math classes in the morning were adjusted to self-study because the teacher had something to do, and Wu Xiaoli rarely woke him up, this rare respite finally made Xu Hui reluctantly adjust his physical state.
In the afternoon, Shen Daping changed his mind and called Xu Hui out alone, not to the office, but to take a walk on the campus road, chatting while walking, the atmosphere was more relaxed, and it was easy to keep the brain awake.
Xu Hui didn't speak at first, he just walked with his head bored, Shen Daping was not in a hurry, the winter campus was cold and windy, and his eyes were full of yellow, but fortunately, the afternoon sun brought a little warmth.
But even so, Xu Hui still sneezed all the time, and it was easy to stop, which made Shen Daping very surprised Xu Hui's bad physique, how did she know that this guy had not stopped at all after recovering from a serious illness a few days ago, and immediately began to spoil himself, returning night and night, drinking every day, and his body was not empty.
"I see that you are quite good at the sports meeting, why did you become like this after a cold?" Shen Daping made an entry point in a teasing way, which may be more convenient for communication, she knew very well that Xu Hui's recent concerns were too heavy, and she thought that the root cause was the contradiction between him and Gao Xiaomao, but after observing for a while, she knew that she had guessed wrong.
"It's okay, maybe it wasn't good last time. ”
"Well, it's winter, pay more attention, you shouldn't be like this at a young age. ”
"I will pay attention, thank you, Sister Shen. Xu Hui was very moved in his heart, several times he had troubles, Shen Daping gave the greatest tolerance, how could he not count in his heart? Since he arrived in the nineteenth middle school, it can be said that he has been unlucky, but he is also very lucky to meet a head teacher like Shen Daping, but he has not done anything well, but has added chaos, and he is really guilty.
Xu Hui also knew Shen Daping's purpose for looking for him alone, but it was really difficult to open up to the other party, because emotional things were indulged and vented, broken jars and broken, and it was not very glorious to say, it really had nothing to do with others, but he didn't adjust his mentality well, and I am afraid that talking about it will not lead to anything.
"You've been in a bad state lately, I mean mentally, you don't have any of the vigor that a teenager should have. Shen Daping didn't pay attention to what Xu Hui was thinking, and since he started talking, he spoke bluntly.
"Sister Shen, I'm not that bad, am I?"
"You know how bad it is. Shen Daping sighed, "The actual situation may be even worse than I thought." ”
"Exaggerated, teacher, you are absolutely exaggerated!" Xu Hui's face was a little burning, and he wanted to hide his embarrassment playfully, but he was still reluctant to talk about it in his bones, "I'm actually not feeling well, maybe I'm a little worse emotionally." ”
"Is it exaggerated?" Shen Daping looked at Xu Hui and smiled, "I used to be a squad leader, and I didn't see you how, but now that the official is light, he is languishing, and he wants to die, you dare to say that I am exaggerating?"
"Uh......"
"Running away is not what a man should do. Shen Daping was still smiling, but his eyes were much sharper, and he should treat Xu Hui with more eye medicine.
"I didn't run away, I don't want to carry such a punishment. ”
"Don't be foolish, I didn't say anything about the squad leader. Shen Daping's tone also became stern, "Don't you feel tired of talking duplicitously, how old are you?"
Xu Hui was silent, and two rhetorical questions in a row made him feel empty, and he didn't dare to look up at Shen Daping's eyes.
"When I was in college, there was a boy in the class who was very similar to you, very face-saving, stubborn, hiding everything in his heart, and didn't like to communicate with people. Shen Daping did not continue to chase and fight, but told the story slowly.
'Other than that, he was excellent in other aspects and we all thought he was strong at the time. But later, he encountered emotional setbacks, his mood was very sluggish, and his temper became worse and worse, but he would rather suffer it himself than tell others, just like that, the mental pressure became more and more intense, and he could not be released, and finally chose to commit suicide. ”
Xu Hui's heart trembled violently, I don't know if what Shen Daping said is true or not, but this medicine is too fierce, right? Easily get himself to death, he can't do such a thing, but one thing is right, his mental pressure is indeed getting bigger and bigger, sometimes he feels confused, and a little sluggish, no wonder Wu Xiaoli always scolds him for being neurotic. Is it true that the development of the future without control will be hopeless?
"Actually, this story is not suitable for you to tell, and I have no intention of comparing this boy to you. But the way you are now, the teacher is really anxious. Facing Xu Hui's silence again, Shen Daping sighed again, "Only when your heart is sunny, you will feel warm, this is the words that my teacher gave me before graduation, and now I will pass it on to you." ”
After Shen Daping finished speaking, he left directly, Xu Hui was stunned and carefully reminisced, without preaching or reprimanding, he made people feel a strong sense of concern, some of the words were simple, but intriguing, and then thinking about his recent performance, the reaction was really a little too much.