When Doudou was five months old, he began to "crawl forward" and began to call "BABA, BABA". Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info when he was seven months old, he began to use his hands and feet to support his body, swaying leisurely, he was still happy, and he also began to make grimaces, and his little nose was wrinkled and his eyes were squinted, which was very cute. I had two lower incisors in six months, which was a lot of fun when I was weird, and I took a picture of it. At the age of seven, he began to eat rice cereal and noodles.

Eight months at a time to feed the complementary food is not suitable, Doudou diarrhea, has been pulling for a week, the child's body fell a lot, because of the lack of money, dare not go to the hospital, has been treated with traditional Chinese medicine, has been bad, feeding Chinese medicine is particularly difficult to feed, once the child cried out of breath, I almost collapsed, thinking that if the child has anything bad I will never be reluctant and realistic, that is also the saddest period of time since being a mother, and the father is in the electric fan that could have been turned can not be moved, in August, the hot day, Doudou and I are in the endless torment, my heart is almost broken, almost desperate for life and affection, I wish I had to die in exchange for Doudou's health. No one expected it, Doudou's father didn't share my pain at all, and he was tossing the arrangement that couldn't be home. Therefore, I have never been able to let go of the suffering I suffered in the early days of Doudou's birth and growth, and I was deeply hurt, and Doudou's father could not shelter me in the days when we needed love the most, although he was difficult. But doesn't it mean that adversity sees the truth?!

Before the child was one year old, Doudou's father listened to a man named Li Li and often put pressure on me.

I was almost devastated, and even secretly resolved that I would leave this almost nightmare life when my children were older. I have always swallowed my anger and lived in a nest! I have no direction or hope for life, and I have seen through everything. Looking back, it still hurts. But I have chosen this kind of life, and I can only face it by myself! Xiao Zeng once said: Poor and lowly couples mourn everything! I have an unforgettable experience! I also regret my single-mindedness. I wrote it down in the hope that Doudou would experience my hardships and hardships when I grew up. to understand the situation of the mother at that time.

Doudou was 6 or 7 months old when his stomach was not very good, often pulled to the bed, at that time was laid with a bamboo mahjong mat bought by my father, I wiped it up and down with paper, and it didn't take long for the bamboo pieces of the mat to begin to fall, and I wrapped it with transparent glue to prevent people from pricking thorns. At that time, Doudou was pulled into his pants, and most of it was Dad who washed it, and Dad said that Baba was sticky and sticky and it was really hard to wash, and Dad kept washing Baba until Doudou was no longer pulled into his pants, which was also a big credit to Dad.

When Doudou was a month old, his father urinated, and Doudou grinned. When I was three months old, I started to sit in the urinal, because my head was too big and I accidentally fell forward. In the summer, Dad shaved off Doudou's hair and left only a "comma", and his round head was particularly fun. Dad also put Doudou around his neck and rode a horse, giggling happily. I especially like to ride a big horse, riding on my mother's or father's belly, while raising my hands and laughing.

Doudou learned to sit at 9 months, but he still had a big head and couldn't sit steadily, and fell forward from time to time, Doudou began to stand against the wall when he was one year old and three months, and began to walk and staggered at the age of one and a half years. I was scared, I kept following her carefully, every time she fell, she hit her head, I was very worried, so I was too protective, for fear of breaking my brain, I was scared into a cold sweat. Now they are all scared and break out in a cold sweat. Doudou was very timid under my overprotection, never dared to climb high or low, and even ran was shouted by me to "be careful"! Under my protection, Doudou grew up healthily, there were no bumps, but sports fell behind.

The child is slowly growing up healthy, when I was one year old and four months old, I was ready to wean, and began to send a private kindergarten, every time I left the child, the child's crying made me cry, but I still insisted on sending her to the school, I had to have my own sky, otherwise I would be too passive. I didn't expect to choose such a difficult life for myself, and I was suffering from psychological torture while studying to prepare for the graduate school entrance examination.

The child was sick again and had to stop again. I was slowly implementing the plan of weaning the baby, at first I reduced the number of feedings during the day, then only once at noon, and then I didn't feed during the day, I remember one day, Doudou insisted on giving her milk, Doudou refused, crawled on the mattress and cried tired and fell asleep, wearing the red sweater I knitted for her, this scene was fixed in my mind - there were tears on my little face. Later, the frequency of feeding at night gradually decreased, and the transition was completely cut off after about a month, I remember that night Dou has been refusing to eat milk, and I fell asleep when I was tired of crying, and I was always by her side, giving the child comfort and caressing. The next night, Doudou didn't look for milk to eat, and began to eat milk. Doudou has always been easy to bring, maybe she can also feel her mother's difficulty.

Once I went to get the diphtheria-pertussis vaccine, I came back with a high fever of 39.4 degrees, my father was doing experiments in the laboratory, and he didn't come back at 10:00 in the evening, Doudou was so burned that he was still laughing with me, as if to comfort me. Finally went to a friend's house to call my father, the house has not yet installed a phone, my father hurried back, on the way to buy traditional Chinese medicine (I will always remember it is Sharen Guizhi soup), drank it less than ten minutes Doudou sweated profusely, and his body temperature came down. For the first time, I experienced the magic of Chinese medicine! Dad began to learn from Mr. Xie at this stage, and he started to learn Chinese medicine and completed a leap!

It was when Doudou was more than two years old, after July 15, we asked Xiao Wen to eat dumplings together, at noon, Xiao Wen came over with a bad face, after eating, Doudou slept in the back room, I went to get the modified pants, and when I came back, Doudou was crying, as if I had been beaten up, I felt a sigh in my heart: today is Halloween. I was fine when I was by Doudou's side, I went out and had a problem, and then I slept unsteadily at night, always making trouble, and it took a month to pass.

When Doudou was two and a half years old, his father went to Guilin for military training for 3 months, Doudou and I lived alone in our new residence, Doudou had always called himself "Doudou" before, the most interesting time was when I was reading Tang poems to her, Doudou shouted loudly on the side: "Doudou mother, Doudou wants to eat jelly." Doudou wants to eat jelly!" I deliberately ignored her, and she shouted louder: "Doudou mother, Doudou wants to eat jelly." Speaking to others, it is also "Doudou Mother, Doudou Dad, Doudou Uncle Doudou Aunt". At the age of two and nine months, Doudou had self-awareness and began to use "I" to express his thoughts.

That year, I took her alone, did not give her kindergarten, worried that she would often get sick in kindergarten, I had not yet adapted to the surrounding environment, and said that I would go to school when my father came back from military training. She has always longed to go to kindergarten. Whenever I talk to people, I say, "When my dad comes back, I'll go to kindergarten." "I bought her a lot of books at home, Doudou's memory is very good, she learned a lot of things, I made cards of words and interesting poems and pasted them on the door, Doudou was very interested, so she was quite literate, and she could basically read simple children's books when she was 3 years old and went to kindergarten.

Doudou went to kindergarten in anticipation, and every day was joyful, never cried, never said no, and was proactive until he went to elementary school. He also laughed at other children crying. Every day when I go home, I report what happened in the kindergarten like the news, and pour out the beans in a bamboo bucket.

Because the diary before moving was lost, these are all written down by me from memory, maybe there is some overlap before and after, and the following is the record form of the diary.