Chapter 40: And Myself......
Qingu is not the kind of person who knows that he can't get help from the outside world, and he knows that others won't understand him, but he still blindly strives for the understanding and help of others.
Other people's eyes and those so-called understandings really don't matter at all in her opinion.
They can only look at their own self-interest.
For example, the sympathy and concern of the surrounding bystanders, who seem to have nothing to do with the client, are just appreciating the suffering of others to balance their own misfortunes, and then stand on the moral high ground to show their own superiority and nobility.
Just like now, it would be a torment for any of them to be in this indifferent and unwarm home, and they would not be willing to fall into the abyss again.
But they can't say that, they can't say that they let this woman leave her husband's house, and they can't agree with her divorce.
Because this miserable life is not their own, and they persuade others to be more patient and follow the old man...... It sounds like this, and every minute it seems that he is such a noble person who respects the elderly, loves the young, and is filial to the elders.
Qingu, the "old witch", is the real "old man" among all the people here, and she quickly completely adjusted her mentality, and no longer had any expectations for the outside world and everything in the outside world.
Body, Health, Happiness ...... When everyone doesn't care about you, then protect yourself.
The only one who can really help you get out of the abyss is yourself!
In the end, Qin Gu still followed the group of indifferent people back.
She had no money, no mobile phone, no ID card...... Everything is held by someone else.
She didn't have a supportive person around her, including her husband, parents......
Coupled with her current physical condition, she can't afford to run too much.
Compromise was the only thing she could do now.
Lin Yinglan was trying to compensate Lu Wenhua next to her, saying things like worrying about her mother-in-law.
By the way, he carried Qingu and reprimanded him, in a word: If you go to someone else's house to be a daughter-in-law, then settle down, don't make a fuss there.
Qin Gu is too lazy to pay attention to this cheap mother.
Along the way, these seven aunts and eight aunts bombed Qingu in turn.
Anyway, it's all kinds of things wrong with her, let her settle down, or you have to fix her or something.
Qin Gu lowered his head and stored his spirit.
It is not easy for the client to survive in such an environment for ten years.
It's a pity that this miscarriage, even if she wanted to be strong, she was still defeated by reality and died of blood loss.
Those relatives who came to help Lu Wenhua came to help Lu Wenhua after all, and they were going to go out for a meal.
As for Qin Gu, she directly left the van and let her go back by herself......
Qin Gu stood in place, the sun above his head was like fire, but there was no warmth on his body.
For people who have lost too much blood, even if she uses her soul power to support her body, the foundation is a loss after all.
Not to mention that she still doesn't know where the client's home is, besides, she is penniless, and she doesn't even have money to take the bus, so can she let her walk back with such a body?
Well, only such a person can do such a thing.
When Qin Gu saw those entering the hotel, he didn't care about their shouting and disgust...... Of course, if it were Yuan Ying herself, she would definitely not go in in the face of such rejection.
But Qingu's only wish now is to have a good meal, so he is attached to it.
He sat down at the table.
Everyone was very disgusted with Qingu for being so "ignorant of current affairs" and took turns to reprimand him.
On the other side, the waiter greeted them at the door and guided them into the meal, but after waiting for a long time, these people actually surrounded a woman and quarreled there.
The waiter couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't help but say: "Do you still want to eat, you have to quarrel at home, how can we do business if the door is blocked here." ”
"Hey, what the hell are you talking about, waiter, what do we have to do with you standing here?"
"Really, isn't it just a watchdog, I really think I'm something, I just open my mouth and bark randomly. ”
"Believe it or not, complain to your boss. A waiter is still so arrogant, yelling at the old man, I really don't know how your mother taught me......"
...... This unlucky waiter was immediately besieged by these aunts, pointing and poking at her and reprimanding her in turn, scolding and scolding. It's even more disgusting than eating shi.
The waiter succeeded in diverting the attention of these people.
Lou Guigui frowned, and said with an irritated expression: "Hey, why are you still here when you leave......?"
Qin Gu said: "My body has been traumatized so much, did you tell me to walk back like this? Also, I don't have a key, I don't have a penny on me, how can you let me go back?"
"It's just a miscarriage, you women don't have to bleed so much every month, it's okay, who can you show if you pretend to be so weak and pitiful? It's half an hour to get to Kang'an Community, what's wrong with walking two steps? Isn't the strap at home? The key is really waiting outside without a key......"
Qin Gu was slightly stunned.
Kang'an Community, Tape.
Who is the tape?
The milk and bread that Qin Gu had just eaten was almost consumed at this time, and it was all supported by a willpower.
Of course, she wouldn't really just stupidly "walk" back.
Called a manpower tricycle and said the name of the community.
It took about ten minutes to arrive, and when she arrived at the guard room, she was a young man in his twenties.
Qin Gu was thinking about how to address the other party, but the young man greeted her first: "Sister Yuan, are you back?"
Qin Gu saw the other party's sincere appearance, his heart moved, and asked, "Do you know what happened to me?"
Youth: "Oh, the day before yesterday, your husband called an ambulance to take you to the hospital, saying that you accidentally fell to the ground...... Child... Gone...... It's been five months, what a pity. Oh I didn't mean that, Sister Yuan, as long as you recover now, there will be a chance in the future..."
Qin Gu's eyes narrowed slightly, and he muttered a repeat, "Five months?"
When I was in the hospital before, I learned from those nurses that it was Yuan Ying who took medicine and wanted to abort the child, but she didn't expect it to cause heavy bleeding, and her family hurriedly sent her to the hospital......
And now from the doorman's mouth, Yuan Ying accidentally fell on it, resulting in a five-month fetal miscarriage......
The point is that it's been five months, and the child has basically formed.
Yuan Ying is stupid, she wants to abort the child?
The tricycle driver was still waiting in the car to give the money, and shouted at Qingu.
Qin Gu came back to his senses and smiled embarrassedly at the young man: "Heh, that...... I was in a bit of a hurry just now, and I didn't have any money with me, can I borrow a little from you first?"