"Mu Zihao, if I come back now, do you think he will be angry?" Jin Xiaoyi asked softly.

Mu Zihao thought to himself, he may not be angry, but when you come back now, what you see will definitely not be the young master you want to see.

The current young master is no longer the original young master.

Because of a woman, he now has the idea of survival, and that woman is not you.

Would you be happy if you saw such a situation?

No.

So, instead of coming back, it's better for you to stay in Chengbei and never see the boy again.

However, Mu Zihao knew that if she could say this, she must have made up her mind in her heart to come back.

Jin Xiaoyi has always been a person with strong executive ability.

How could he persuade her?

His reason and emotions were rarely unified at this moment, and they all told him that Jin Xiaoyi must not be allowed to come back.

"Sister Xiaoyi, you should stay in Chengbei according to the young master's wishes. Mu Zihao's heart was full of waves, but his voice was faint and calm.

"Why?" Jin Xiaoyi raised her voice and asked not too calmly: "Mu Zihao, why did you say that? Could it be that he meant?"

"Isn't it obvious what the young master meant? Mu Zihao sighed and said, "If the young master wants you to stay with him, he won't specifically ask you to go back to Chengbei." Sister Xiaoyi, the young master's health is not good, you better not make him unhappy. ”

He spoke frankly and in a tone that was not gentle, and he had to try to harden his heart so that he would not think about how uncomfortable she must have been to hear these words.

Because, only if he is cruel to her, can he not let the young master be cruel to her, and the reality is cruel to her-

He's protecting her.

It's just that the person being protected doesn't know about it, and maybe, they will resent him for it, blaming him for being unreasonable and hard-hearted.

However, there is no way to do it.

Since ancient times, love has been a dilemma.

Jin Xiaoyi on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and Mu Zihao tried to prick up his ears to feel the frequency of Jin Xiaoyi's breathing from the phone.

The breathing sound of a normal person is difficult to be heard by the other party in the mobile phone, but Mu Zihao always tries to listen, sometimes, he seems to be able to hear, most of the time, he can't.

But he still tried to catch her breathing, her voice, wishing that one of his ears would grow the size of a fan.

After a full minute, Jin Xiaoyi said quietly: "I know, Zihao." ”

"That'...... If there's nothing to do, I'll get busy first. Mu Zihao said.

"Good. Jin Xiaoyi said lightly.

"Well, Sister Xiaoyi, goodbye. Mu Zihao thought to himself, when will we see each other again?

He said "goodbye" to her, but he knew that it would be difficult for them to see each other again.

As Pei Yuansheng's personal butler, his mission is to serve the young master, the young master is alive, he has to be sent by the young master at any time, and serve him before and after the saddle, indeed, many things do not need him to do it himself, he just needs to pass the word, and someone will naturally do it.

His income is good, it hasn't been long since he followed the young master, and the money given to him by the young master can already buy at least a small house, such a considerable remuneration, where can he have it, his qualifications are not excellent, and he can have it now, thanks to Uncle Yan's appreciation and support.

It's just that no matter how he is, he can't do without the young master, the young master is alive, he is where he is, and he has no life of his own. Even if his young master dies, he is still his butler, and he needs to handle the aftermath for him, and he needs to follow his will.

Mu Zihao knew that he was not free to love someone, so he had little hope of being with Jin Xiaoyi.

Love without hope makes people desperate, and it often gives birth to a little hope of desperate survival.

He thought that if Jin Xiaoyi came to N Island desperately, then he would have a chance to see her again.

He actually wanted to see her, but he had to go against his own will and let himself not have a chance to see her again.

It's like taking your own hand and hitting yourself in the face to make it hurt.

Mu Zihao stretched out his hand to the hang-up button uncomfortably, but at this time, Jin Xiaoyi suddenly said loudly: "Zihao, I want to see him! Can you help me? I really want to see him! To be honest, I now have insomnia every day, and I can see his shadow every day when I open and close my eyes, and I'm about to go crazy! Zihao, please let me see him, otherwise I'll really go crazy, you know? If this continues, I will die, maybe I will die in front of him, jumping from the top floor of the building of Chengbei Pei's enterprise—— Zihao, in this case, he will definitely hate me to death and remember me forever, right?"

Mu Zihao was stunned, he felt that he was about to lose his breath.

What is she talking about? Is she crazy? Does she know what she's talking about?

"Sister Xiaoyi, calm down, okay?" Mu Zihao struggled to find his voice.

Jin Xiaoyi burst into tears unexpectedly, and she said uncontrollably: "Zihao, you don't know how much I love him, you don't know, you're still too young, so you can't understand what it's like for a person to really love another person." I know— I can't take it anymore, I wish I didn't love him that much, I wish he hadn't been nice to me, but, I can't help it, everything has happened, and I'm even— I also did that kind of thing to him, Mu Zihao, do you know, people are always greedy, always want to get more, I am no exception, when I go, I can already walk calmly by myself, as long as he lives, everything can be accepted, but I now find that it is not, in addition to wanting him to live, I want to see him alive and live in front of my eyes, otherwise, I can't bear to live without him in my life, I am too painful, so painful that I want to die immediately. Zihao, I beg you to help me!"

Mu Zihao was speechless, he really didn't know what to do.

On the other end of the phone, Jin Xiaoyi stopped talking, she seemed to feel his embarrassment, but she still had to continue to embarrass him, because he was now her only breakthrough.

If Mu Zihao is unwilling to help her, it is impossible for her to even go to N Island.

So, no matter what, she had to ask him to help her.

It was forcing him, she knew.

But she also knew that he would not be able to refuse her.

Just like Pei Yuansheng couldn't refuse anything she asked her to do, Mu Zihao couldn't refuse any of her requests.

She knows her cruelty, but she has to be cruel, she has to be selfish.

Otherwise, she really won't see him in her life.

Who knows how long he can hold on?

Xiaoxiao and they have been to N Island for a few days, but she has not yet received news of his consent for surgery, how can this not make her anxious?

The two people on both ends of the phone were silent.

The difference is that one is struggling, the other is pressing.

Finally, Mu Zihao gritted his teeth and surrendered to himself, and in front of her, he once again lost his armor and collapsed.

"Okay, Sister Xiaoru, I promise you. I'll figure it out to get you to N Island as soon as possible. ”

He said in a low voice.

This was within his purview, but this was the first time he had abused his power in this way.

He didn't know, he just didn't want to hear her cry anymore.

I'm sorry Uncle Yan, I disappointed you, maybe, I'm really not a good housekeeper like you.

I'm afraid I won't be able to be a housekeeper like you in this life and take care of your young master.

After all, the person you love is the young master and the young master's mother, and what I love is indeed a woman who loves the young master deeply and is not loved by the young master.

"Thank you, Zihao. Jin Xiaoyi smiled, she was sincerely happy, happy, and looking forward to it, all these positive emotions were mixed with one ten-thousandth of the guilt for Mu Zihao, but there was no way, she was crazy now, crazy for Pei Yuansheng. Like drug addicts, they would rather abandon everything and destroy everything for the sake of that little momentary hallucinatory pleasure.

She couldn't do anything anymore, she wanted to see him now.

"Sister Xiaoyi, before this, I have something I want to tell you. Mu Zihao said softly.

"What's the matter?" Jin Xiaoyi was immersed in joy, not noticing anything unusual at all, she thought, what he was about to say was probably something inconsequential, even related to himself.

However, Mu Zihao said to her: "Sister Xiaoyi, the young master has already agreed to have surgery. ”

"............" Jin Xiaoyi completely lost her voice.

Did he agree to the surgery? Because who? Laughing?

Sure enough, in this world, only Xiaoxiao has the ability to rekindle his desire to live?

She was not as happy as she expected, but involuntarily thought of the fact that she had begged him in the past, tried hard, and he was as unmoved as a rock.

And now, as soon as Tang Xiaofu passed, he changed his mind.

She clenched her hand on the phone, and after a while she pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's good that he is finally willing to undergo heart exchange surgery." ”

"Sister Xiaoyi, are you ...... Aren't you happy?" Mu Zihao asked tentatively.

"No, how could I be unhappy, I'm going crazy with joy, he's finally willing to have surgery, it's good, we worked so hard before, didn't we just want him to live?" Jin Xiaoyi seemed to be in a very happy mood and said: "In that case, don't I need to go over?" But, Mu Zihao, I still want to go over, don't tell anyone, just let me go and see him secretly, okay?"

"Secretly?" Mu Zihao cupped his forehead and said, "Sister Xiaoyi, there is surveillance everywhere in the nursing home, how could I let you come in secretly." If you want to come to N Island, the young master will definitely know. ”

"Well, too. Jin Xiaoyi thought for a while, and said unintentionally: "Since he is willing to have surgery, it seems that he has been in a good mood recently, right?" Zihao, you see, will he stop being angry with me because he is in a good mood?"

"These are two different things, Sister Xiaoyi. Mu Zihao was patient, and felt that the current Jin Xiaoyi was a little unreasonable, he pitied her, felt sorry for her, annoyed her, but had to obey her, who told him to love this woman who loved other men like crazy?