The mission is the top secret of China, how can such a secret be known by the enemy?

Unless—

Shen Sa didn't dare to think about it.

But these days, when she thinks about it, there is only one possibility.

Unless, the people who betrayed them, those in power within the military.

Has the enemy infiltrated the military?

Shen Sa shuddered just thinking about it.

She hated the people who betrayed them—

How much hard training they have undergone, how many hardships they have endured, and how many heavy selections they have undergone before they have been selected to carry out this top-secret mission.

But before such a good warrior could fight the enemy properly, he lost his life due to a sudden sneak attack.

It's so unfair!

Shen Sa has never hated it so much in his life.

But what about hate?

Can hatred bring all dead comrades back to life?

As soon as she thought that even the growth officer could have been sacrificed, she felt as if her internal organs were mixed together.

It hurts so much......

She can't wait to die!

Why isn't she dead yet?

Why is she the only one left alive?

She remembered that day when she found out that she had been ambushed, it was the chief officer and two other experienced comrades-in-arms who covered the rest of the retreat, but she didn't expect that the enemy would outflank them in the rear!

The three of them faced more enemies, even twice as many enemies as they faced.

These people were still outnumbered, and she was the only one left who was protected by a comrade-in-arms who did not know her life after fainting because she was shot, so she was able to survive in secret.

So, what about the growth officers?

The chances of them surviving are only lower.

I knew this was the case, and I ......

I should have told the growth officer in the first place.

You should tell him everything you think.

In this way, it is better than dying so quietly.

When people die, does another world exist?

If he dies, will he be able to see the chief officer and the rest of his comrades who have died?

If there was another world after death, she really wanted to die so that she could see him immediately.

However, with a small hope, she thought, maybe there was a one percent chance that he was not dead.

He is such a powerful man, like a god of war, he has gone through so many dangerous missions, and he has suffered all kinds of injuries, hasn't he survived the same?

How could he have died so easily because of this sneak attack?

Although Shen Sa knew that from a realistic point of view, it was impossible for Cheng Lie to be alive.

But no matter what, she couldn't accept the fact that he was dead.

These days, her body is also declining dramatically.

At first, she was able to crawl, but at that time, she would use the dagger she carried to hunt down any living creatures that came to her side.

Snakes, rats, hares, unknown insects –

She'd eaten them all.

There's nothing to be afraid of, nothing is terrible compared to death.

She held on like this in order to see him again.

This is the only belief she has to live.

In the past, she was not picky about food, as long as she had one dish and one meal, she could have a full meal.

But that's normal human food in the end.

Even for animals, humans have a habit of cooking them before eating them.

Only primitive people can do this kind of thing.

Shen Sa never imagined that he would eat raw animals one day.

However, in this situation, she has no more options.

Too hungry and too thirsty.

When people are extremely hungry and thirsty, they can do anything in order to survive.

The first living thing she ate was a snake.

A very thick snake, she judged that the snake was not poisonous based on the patterns on the snake's body, or that it was very venomous, and it could be ignored-

In fact, even if it was poisonous, she would have eaten it at that time.

Shen Sa stabbed the snake's seven inches with a saber, then cut off the snake's head, and then quickly cut the snake's body into several pieces, wiped it on its body, and bit it directly with his hand.

Snakes that live in the wild are actually very fat, and if they are roasted over a low fire, and then sprinkled with cumin and salt, they must be a rare delicacy.

But where did the fire come from?

She didn't have any tools that she could use to make a fire, she had to eat it raw.

It wasn't a big deal, she had the first experience of eating it raw, and then she started eating other animals one after another.

Once she was so thirsty at night that she couldn't quench her thirst just by chewing leaves, at this time, Shen Sa relied on her intuition and found a hare nearby.

Without the slightest hesitation, she used the grappling skills she had learned to pounce and catch the rabbit.

The fluffy rabbit shivered in her arms.

She touched the rabbit's ears and her small body, and her heart was actually happy, as if she suddenly had a little friend.

She wanted to talk to the rabbit and talk to it, but she quickly stopped her childish thoughts.

In this dense forest, where there is no one, there are unknown dangers everywhere, and there is no chance of escape, the rabbit will never be her companion.

It can only be food—food that keeps her alive.

"I'm sorry. ”

As she spoke to the rabbit, she quickly slashed the throat of the young creature in her arms with the saber in her hand.

She moves quickly because she doesn't want it to be painful, and she doesn't want to give herself a chance to regret it.

It died in an instant.

She then picked up the rabbit's carcass and began to drink its blood.

But when she picked up the rabbit's carcass, she was shocked to find that the rabbit was a pregnant female rabbit.

Its belly was bulging, and it was clear that life was pregnant within.

This is a bunny who is about to become a mother.

This fact made Shen Sa cry instantly.

Suddenly, she regretted why her knife was so fast.

If you slow down for a second, can you see that this rabbit has a big and bulging belly?

She brutally killed a "mother"!

She felt full of self-reproach in her heart, that she couldn't drink the rabbit's blood anyway.

She wanted to wait until dawn to bury the rabbit, but before dawn the next day, she was already hungry and couldn't stand it.

In the end, the desire to survive prevailed, and she cut the rabbit's corpse with her saber and devoured the whole rabbit.

Since then, she seems to have gone numb.

Insects, mice, she can eat them.

There's nothing you can't accept.

What is nausea and unswallowability when life is threatened?

It's all about being alive.

Alive...... It will be possible to see him again.

However, as time went on, she became more and more desperate.

She was aware of one fact.

It is very likely that he is no longer alive.

If he were still alive, it would be impossible not to come to himself.

It's been so many days, maybe ...... He was already the same as those comrades......

Shen Sa couldn't imagine the decomposing appearance of the man's body.

She kept herself from imagining, but the images kept flashing through her mind.

Every time, when she thought of him lying on the ground with a pale face and gradually stiffening, she felt like a knife in her heart, and she couldn't help but die.

Perhaps, there is no longer any need to hold on.

Her current physical condition really didn't have the strength to find the bodies of him and two other comrades.

Of course, subconsciously, she didn't want to see that scene.

Let yourself die here quietly. She thought.

At least, there are a few comrades with her.

Shen Sa thought about it, and gradually fell asleep.

So sleepy.

Is this going to die?

It's okay to be dead.

If you die, you will be able to see him.

If she saw him, she had to say what she had always wanted to say but didn't dare to say.

Shen Sa thought secretly.

She seemed to be asleep and fainted.

Then, she had a dream.

She dreamed that she was standing in the church with him in a white veil.

Scold...... Strange, how could she be wearing a white veil?

Isn't this the bride's dress?

Could it be that she is married to him?

She cautiously looked up at him.

I saw his majestic body of more than 1.9 meters wrapped in a black suit, and his familiar face was as handsome as a god.

He looked down at himself coldly, without the slightest hint of love in his eyes.

yes, he doesn't love himself.

He already has a lover.

How much he loved that woman, she had seen it with his own eyes.

But why did he marry her?

Yes...... It's weird.

It can't be true.

However, his face was so handsome and so real.

She couldn't help but reach out to him.

At this moment, his tall body suddenly and slowly fell backwards.

She was stunned to find that at some point, his chest was full of bullet holes.

Blood was gushing out of the bullet holes, and she reached out to try to plug it, but she couldn't.

"No...... Don't die, please, don't die......"

She cried out in pain.

But he still fell completely.

Then, with his eyes open, completely silent.

"Ah...... Don't!Grow officer, wake up, don't die!Don't!!"

Shen Sa felt that his entire heart was about to burst.

It hurts...... It hurts......

No, he can't die......

Even if she died, he couldn't die!

How can a man like him die?

"Grow officer, please wake up, please, don't die!!"

Shen Sa shouted frantically.

……

A ray of sunlight shone on the woman's dirty face.

She slowly opened her eyes.

Her eyes seemed to be swollen and painful, and she reached out and touched them, and found that the corners of her eyes were full of tears.

However, she quickly laughed again.

It's a dream......

It turned out that all the pain was just a dream.

He didn't die in front of himself.

Scold...... That's nice.

It's all just a dream.

She lay on the ground groggily, crying and laughing, and reached out to cover the light in front of her.

Here, there is no concept of time.

Anyway, whether it's day or night, she'll always be alone.

She had a leg injury and couldn't climb far.

Even if she died, she could die near her comrades, and that would be nice, she thought.

"Rustling ......"

There seemed to be a voice in the distance.

Shen Sa's instinct as a special soldier made her immediately alert.

Is it a man, or is it a beast?

She listened intently, and felt the sound of rustling like the sound of someone stepping on a dead branch on the ground.

Who would be in such a place?

Is it the enemy?

Even if he didn't want to live anymore, Shen Sa was never willing to die at the hands of the enemy.

As a special soldier, you must have the appearance of a special soldier when you die, and you must not be a bad seed!

This was told to them by the growth officer.

She always kept it in her mind.