Zhou Wei wrapped Chang An in his coat and left, and the two took the elevator directly from the top floor to the underground parking lot.

Picked up the car, opened the door, got in the car, and the two didn't speak all the way.

It wasn't until after getting into the car that Zhou Yan fastened Chang'an's seat belt, leaned over to buckle her, and saw the remaining tear stains on her face up close.

He couldn't help but start kissing her eyes again.

Chang An grabbed the coat on his body and pushed it twice, "Hey... There is surveillance!"

Zhou Wei smiled and moved down to her lips.

"What are you afraid of, we have proof. ”

His hoarse voice exhaled on Chang An's face, and Chang An's cheeks were hot.

According to his hooligan thinking, he once kissed her under the national flag in Tiananmen Square, just because they had a certificate and could do it anywhere, but Chang An was not suitable.

"Zhou, Zhou... Zhou ......" she hurriedly pushed away the person who was half-pressed on her chest, "Someone... No, there are cars, there are cars coming..."

There was a light in front of her, and sure enough, a car drove over, Zhou Wei frowned very unhappily, let go of Chang An, and helped her re-buckle the buckle of the seat belt.

Zhou Wei started the car and left, and the car drove out of the underground parking lot.

Around ten o'clock in the evening, the road conditions were already very clear, so it was almost all the way.

Outside, the headlights flickered back, indicating that they were heading towards their destination.

The two did not communicate again, and there was silence in the car until the car hit a red light at the last intersection into the long river.

Zhou Wei took advantage of the gap between waiting for the red light to look at the woman next to him.

Chang An looked ahead, his back straight.

Zhou Yan couldn't help laughing and reached over to hold her hand.

"Nervous?"

The sudden touch frightened her subconsciously to shrink, but Zhou Wei held it tightly, not allowing her to dodge a little.

"No!" she said stiffly, but the tense look on her face made it clear.

Zhou Wei didn't expose it, and scooped her hand up to his knee.

The red light turned green, he held the steering wheel with one hand and turned the corner, and wrapped Chang An's fingers with the other.

Chang An stared at his side face, in fact, his expression did not change too obviously, but the temperature in his palm was so sure and real.

At that moment, the armor wrapped around the heart seemed to have been peeled off, revealing the soft inside.

Chang An slowly stretched his five fingers and intertwined them with Zhou Wei's five fingers one by one.

Zhou Yan silently scratched the root of his teeth, not looking at her, looking out the window, but the upward arc of the corners of his mouth could no longer be contained.

The car drove straight into the garage.

Zhou Wei led Chang An into the house, and as soon as he opened the door, he put the person in the entrance.

The fire burned more and more, all the way from the entrance to the living room, and then from the living room to the bedroom, clothes, shoes and socks scattered all over the ground.

Chang An tried to fight for a little initiative, but to no avail.

Zhou Wei would not give her a chance at all, until the person was thrown into bed.

"It's against you!"

This was the last sentence Chang An heard before he was still conscious, and it was like a psychedelic phantom behind it.

True or false, heaven and earth, until his knees were forced against his thin psoas muscles, Chang An opened his eyes suddenly.

"Hey, I..."

However, how could Zhou Wei give her any chance to say no, she sealed her waist with a kiss, and the next moment it was like a broken bamboo, like a seed that had been wandering for many years finally fell into the most fertile soil.

Chang An thought of those days of addiction, she originally thought that there was nothing but Hai Luo Yin Xi could bring her the ultimate satisfaction and extreme pleasure, but now the feeling in her body, including everything around her, breathing, body odor, sweat, and even the touch of a fingernail cutting through his shoulder blades, was like a star falling from the clouds and falling into an endless abyss.

She sank into heaven and earth again and again, and she sank willingly.

"Chang An, call me ......"

The confused man opened his mouth dryly.

"Zhou... Zhou Wei..."

"No, not this. ”

"Hmm, Ahhhh

"It's not a name, another one..."

Chang An had no strength to resist and let him do whatever he wanted.

"Call your husband!"

“……”

"Huh, call husband..."

Chang An felt that he was addicted, another addiction, an even more terrible and deadly addiction.

She felt like she was dying.

"Zhou..."

"Ahh

"Hmm... Husband, husband ......"

Zhou Wei seemed to have received some kind of traction, and the sky fell apart, trembling violently, and hugged her to the top......

When Chang An realized that it was finally over, it was a long time later.

Zhou Wei rested on her soft chest, reluctant to move.

The residual rhyme in the body has not disappeared, and the sweat has glued the body together impenetrablely.

I don't know how long it has been, Chang An is still like a dead man.

Zhou Wei was finally reluctant to lift up, pulled the quilt and hugged her, turned over, and hugged the person to his body, Chang An let him toss like a puppet throughout the whole process.

Until Zhou Wei raised his hand to touch the top of her hair, he felt a hand of sweat.

"Not yet?" he asked in a hoarse voice.

Chang An snorted.

Zhou Wei saw that she didn't move, looked down, the whole person was nested in his arms, his eyes were closed, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and there were a little tears hanging under the corners of his eyes.

He brushed the hair from her ear, "All crying, so careless?"

Chang An didn't want to open his eyes, so he only twisted his waist slightly, and said something vaguely in his mouth.

Zhou Wei didn't hear clearly, "What?"

“……”

She repeated.

Zhou Wei still didn't hear clearly, so he simply buried his head, "What did you say?"

"I said... You haven't even taken a shower, you're not dirty......"

This time, Zhou Yan heard it clearly, understood, and laughed, "I didn't think you were dirty." ”

"You..."

"Would you like to taste yourself?"

He wrapped Chang An again, Chang An didn't understand at first, but he buried his head in sealing her lips, as if he wanted to send something to her mouth, Chang An finally came back to his senses.

"Rogues, why are you so rogues!"

Chang An pushed him away with a scolding.

Zhou Xiao's villain laughed wildly, and after laughing, he attached it to her ear: "... Food, marrow, taste, isn't that what it means?"

Chang An trembled, and was about to scold, Zhou Wei hugged her again, and her voice was lowered, and Chang An was so angry that he was about to explode after hearing it.

"I didn't!"

"Really?"

"Of course not, you are talking nonsense!"

Zhou Yan was not in a hurry, and took her hand and touched it on the sheet, "Feel it yourself, is this what it means to be flooded?"

"Zhou Xuan!" Chang An stiffened his head, his eyes wide, "Why are you like this!"

She was about to cry.

Zhou Wei pressed the person back into his arms again, and stroked her hair over and over again with his palm.

“… Okay, okay, I'm not going to talk about it, but you're cool with me, and I like you like it when it's here...... I can be surprised every time!"

Chang An was not angry at this time, and he couldn't cry, so his paws reached over and grabbed the flesh on his shoulder.

"You... You...... You're an old rascal!"

Helplessly, the flesh on the old rascal's body was quite solid, Chang An couldn't move, turned over and bit it.

Zhou Wei let her make trouble, and took advantage of the situation to hug people to himself again.

"Bite hard, bite out and do it again. ”

Chang An raised her head violently, her shaggy and sweaty hair covering her head like grass, making her face smaller.

She stared at a pair of dark eyes, and asked seriously, "So you can react?"

Zhou Wei took the opportunity to pinch her waist.

"Besides, just looking at you can make you react. ”

"Liar!"

"Really, just like now..."

The two looked at each other, and Zhou Wei still had a string of her saliva and tooth marks on her shoulder.

Chang An blinked his eyes, his lips and teeth opened slightly, and he saw that Zhou Wei's Adam's apple was rolling.

"Deliberately, right?"

In the next second, he had rolled over and pressed the person under him, and a new round began......

That night, Zhou Yiyan's words and deeds taught Chang'an what it means to "cut bones and eat marrow".

It was late in the morning that the two finally stopped and lay quietly on the bed.

There were no lights on in the room, the curtains were open, and a layer of white water vapor could be seen on the glass, the room was already hot, and in addition to the viscous temperature, there was a faint breathing sound of two people in the air.

Zhou Wei always hugged Chang'an.

All his little habits and small movements have not changed, and he still likes to unconsciously rub her shoulders afterwards, his fingers from top to bottom, and occasionally tap or pinch twice.

Chang An felt these trivial things, lying in his arms like a dream, turning over and looking at the blurred ceiling, waiting for the body to slowly disappear.

After a madness, you will wake up from a dream.

She asked, "Did you sleep?"

"Hmm..."

"What do you mean? Going to sleep?"

"Nope..."

"Let's talk about it?"

"Do you still have the strength?"

He gaged again, and Chang An slapped him: "Serious." ”

He snorted sullenly, and pulled Chang An into his arms dissatisfiedly, "Say it." ”

Chang An smiled helplessly, and adjusted his sleeping position in his arms again.

"That bottle of medicine..."

In the dark, Zhou Wei's tightly closed eyelids moved slightly, "Well, what's wrong with the medicine?"

"Why do you secretly store a bottle of sleeping pills?"

"No, it's always there. ”

He obviously didn't tell the truth, Chang An simply asked directly: "You want to cut yourself off with it?"

Zhou Wei, who was originally lying on her side, didn't make a sound, and there was a suppressed silence in the air, Chang An didn't urge, she had the patience to wait.

After about half a minute, he let go of Chang An and turned to the side, resuming to lie down.

"I've thought about it, at least I've had that thought. ”

"When? When did I just have an accident?"

"No, I don't think it was the hardest time when you had an accident, the real hard time was about a year later..."

A year later, everyone had accepted Chang An's death, including Zhou Wei's subconscious, although he didn't say it, but subconsciously he was forced to accept this fact.

When he had to admit that this woman was dead, completely disappeared from this world, and would never be seen again in any case, that moment was the beginning of real despair.

"I rarely show sadness in front of outsiders after you leave, and every time I have a breakdown is when I am alone. ”

There is no warning, no fixed time, not even a cause, it is more like a volcano, and the lava accumulates to a certain point before it erupts, but no one knows exactly when.

All his pain was silent.

"Actually, it's not necessarily because I think of you, but a lot of times I just feel that life is hopeless. ”

"I always assume that if I could go back in time, to the day I first met you, to that café, and we started the other way, maybe everything would be different. ”

“…… I also thought about it, if I didn't know you, or I chose someone else in that stack of photos, maybe I would have had a better time in the past few years, but then I felt that it was not good, I felt that it was better to know each other, at least I could get along for so many years, and I also know your temper, if I didn't choose you at the beginning, you would definitely turn around and remarry someone else, think about it, I can't stand it anymore, forget it, let's know it. ”

"I live with this back-and-forth of assumptions and false propositions. ”

“…… Insomnia is certain, but I don't admit that I am sick, it was Lao Deng who tricked me into going to a psychiatrist. ”

"Lao Deng has good intentions, and I don't want to worry the people around me, but in fact, every time I see a doctor, my whole person becomes more depressed, and the kind of panic that is dissected to see my heart has no excuse to deceive myself. ”

"Later, I secretly began to save medicine, I was afraid that one day if I collapsed to the point of pain and there was no way to die, but in fact, death is not so easy, I will think of my parents and grandfather when I hold that bottle of medicine several times, and my grandfather once told me, if you have a spirit in the sky, it will be more painful to see me like this, I..."

Chang An suddenly turned over and covered his lips.

"Don't say it, okay, don't say it!"

She shook her head, already in tears.

Zhou Wei raised his hand and wiped away the tears under one of her eyes with his fingertips.

He didn't do this to make her cry, let alone move her, he didn't even need her to shed a tear.

"Okay, don't talk about it!"

Chang An gasped twice, leaned on him, and said after a long while: "I didn't expect you to be so stupid." ”

"Silly?"

"I thought you might be sad for a while, but it won't be too long, and you have such good conditions, what kind of woman are you looking for, you won't be like this all the time for me. ”

"What about now, do you want to praise me for my affection?" Zhou Wei smiled half-heartedly.

Chang An still had tears on his face, and he couldn't laugh.

"What kind of affection, you are cruel, this is selfish, have you ever thought that if you really do something stupid, how should I face it if I know?"

Zhou Wei brushed aside the wet bangs on her forehead and captured those eyes with tears.

"What if I actually took that bottle of medicine?"

"I ......"

"Answer me!"

Chang An closed her eyes, she thought of the information that had been tracking him in newspapers and magazines in the past few years, knowing that Rong'an had been established, knowing that he had moved the office, and if she was lucky, some news would mention where he was attending meetings, which hotel he stayed in and who he was with.

She had seen all his scenery and success in recent years, but if one day she saw the bad news and saw the news that he had died because of swallowing sleeping pills......

Chang An breathed a sigh and opened his eyes.

"I'll chase you!"

"I'm going to have to catch up with you and ask, why are you nervous, why are you doing such stupid things, why are you doing this stupid thing, why are you doing it for me...... ...... for me For people like me......" I couldn't speak the latter words, because my throat was completely choked with sobs.

Zhou Wei watched her tears fall down one by one.

Her pain and distress were written on her face.

"I'm really... I don't deserve you like this, I originally wanted to stay away from you, at least I can't have an ambiguous relationship with you anymore, but today when Xu Nan told me that you hid a bottle of sleeping pills, I was scared, I was scared to death...... I can't imagine what would happen to me if something happened to you. ”

She was crying breathlessly.

Zhou Yan didn't help her wipe her tears, because he knew that he couldn't wipe them clean.

"It's better to live or to die, or it's better to live than to die. He replied on her behalf, "It's a pity that I have experienced the last one, and I have neither the courage nor the strength to live, and this kind of life is three years at a time." ”

"I'm sorry..."

"You don't have to tell me you're sorry, I know you must be having a hard time. ”

"I ......" Chang An's face once again had a look similar to pain and unspeakable.

Seeing her like this, Zhou Wei remembered the collapse when she came to her to sign a divorce agreement the night before.

"I've said it before, if you don't say it, I won't force you. ”

"Don't you blame me?"

"Blame, blamed before, when you suddenly appeared some time ago, I blame you for refusing to come back for so many years when you are fine. ”

Zhou Wei is not a saint, he has seven emotions and six desires, and it is unrealistic to say that he does not hate at all.

"But I've figured it out in the past few days, I think it's a great blessing that you're still alive, I shouldn't ask too much for you, it's good for you, it's good for fate, although it's three years late, but you finally came back to me, just like now, I can still see you, touch you, hold you, it's already a miracle luck. ”

He said it in the most bland and unwavering tone, but God knows how many times he had had broken down alone before that.

Chang An completely broke the work, lying on Zhou Wei's shoulder and crying bitterly.

It's been three years, more than a thousand days and nights, and she doesn't have to think about how he survives minute by minute, because she is suffering the same treatment at the same time.

But she had to thank God, and after three years she came back in disarray, and the man was still in place.

She also prayed to God to give her a little more courage, so that she could face the past and join hands with him in the future.

In the end, he asked for a little mercy and hoped that when the truth was revealed, he could still love himself so without hesitation.

"Zhou Wei, you don't know a lot of things, I understand that I should confess to you, otherwise it will be unfair to you, but you give me a little more time...... I promise, I'll tell you all about ......."

Zhou Wei wanted to pull Chang An, who was crying into mud, up, but she lay on her stomach and didn't move.

He gave up and patted her on the shoulder.

"It's okay, you don't need to push yourself. ”

"It's not fair or unfair, and the kidnapping of you back then was not fair to you at all. ”

"But I need you to know, Chang An, our purpose should be the same, the direction is also the same, we are husband and wife, we must work together, not you excluded me from me, what I was sad about before was not that you didn't come back for so many years, but that you didn't believe me from beginning to end, and directly sentenced me to death without giving me a chance, which is what I feel the most chilling. ”

Zhou Wei also took out his heart today, and the words he said were straightforward and direct.

Chang An cried even more fiercely.

She felt every word that came out of his mouth stabbing like a knife into her heart.

"I'm sorry... Really, I'm sorry ......."

Zhou Wei touched the back of her head and stroked her back.

"Okay, stop crying. ”

"I'm sorry..."

"Good, don't cry, don't say sorry to me again, if you really want to say it, why don't you change to another three words?"

He brushed away the hair from Chang An's ear and whispered something.

Chang An's crying suddenly stopped, and he looked up.

Zhou Wei smiled: "The three words I just said in the office, say it again." ”

Chang An's eyes froze, and his tears stopped, but he still couldn't stop sobbing there.

Zhou Wei picked her up a little, "Hmm? Say it again!"

She finally took her last breath, her eyelids drooped, and she rolled over and shrunk to the side.

"Sleep. ”

“……”

The next day, Zhou Wei was lazy and didn't get up regularly, but the person's biological clock was used to it, and he woke up in bed at six o'clock.

It's just that Chang An hasn't woken up yet, and he is sleeping soundly, he can't bear to wake people up, so he can only lie down as peacefully as possible.

There was a confusion last night, and the curtains were not drawn before going to bed, and the sun was already shining in full.

The sun was shining outside the window, holding Chang An in her arms, her hair was soft, her body was hot, and even her breathing was from her chin to her throat.

Everything is alive, but everything is like a dream.

Chang An slept really deeply this night, mainly because he really went too far last night, and fell asleep after being extremely tired.

It's rare to have such a good night's sleep for such a long time, but I always feel that something is wrong.

She was dragged out of her dream and snorted softly as she got up.

"It's almost nine o'clock...", someone seemed to be reminded in my ear.

Chang An reluctantly opened his eyes.

"Morning!" to last week's sparkling eyes.

Chang An was confused for a few seconds, and then lazily spoke: "Morning!" and then finally realized that something was wrong, and looked down to find that his button had been unbuttoned at some point, and a big palm was pressed there unscrupulously.

Rubbed it, rubbed it again, he was old-fashioned.

"It's a little small!"

“？？？”

Chang An's eyelids jumped, and he was stunned for two seconds before he reacted, so angry that he pushed people with both hands, but Zhou Wei would let her succeed, and wrapped one hand around her and buckled her whole person into his arms.

Chang An screamed, "You bastard, you have to touch it if you are too small!"

Zhou Wei pinched two more shots like a trick.

"It's better to be small than nothing!"

"You..."

"Okay, it's almost nine o'clock, let's hurry up and do a morning exercise!"

Chang An has seen Zhou Wei's brazen skills, and feels that he has stepped up to a new level in the past three years with the word "well-dressed beast".

It's almost ten o'clock when it ends.

Chang An was like dying again, and in the end, Zhou Wei took her to take a bath, helped her dry after washing, wrapped it in a bath towel and carried her back to the bed.

Chang An has completely let go of his reserve, and he doesn't care about hiding it, let him toss.

After Zhou Wei was busy, she went to rinse herself, and it was almost noon when she came out of the bathroom and saw Chang An sitting on the bed in a daze.

"What's wrong?"

"It feels like a dream!"

Zhou Wei wiped his hair and laughed: "I should say this sentence." ”

The person on the bed glanced at him, and was just about to speak, when the mobile phone next to the pillow rang, Zhou Wei's phone, he threw a towel over to pick it up, and walked back to the bed half a minute later.

"Get up, take you to see Liu Peiqiang. ”

"Liu Peiqiang?" Chang An was stunned, feeling that the name was a little familiar, and he reacted for two seconds before remembering, "You mean that liver surgeon, Director Liu of the Cancer Hospital?"