Comrade Jia Yuhao:

Another 626! Do you remember?

Every year today is my Good Friday! I endure a day and don't want to cry, I want to pass this day with strength and no senses, but my heart is as desolate as a lonely Hong!

I can't help but write again, even if you don't remember, there is still my heart that has never forgotten this day that belongs to us! It's just that my heart is no longer as comfortable as before, like the barren grass in late autumn and has no life!

I always thought that 626 was my lucky number, but now I can only face it alone and wash my face with tears, even if my heart is broken to death, no one will feel sorry anymore!

So leave me to suffer in this world of fear and suffering!

Twenty years ago today, you and I knew and loved each other, and we have been so happy for more than ten years, have you forgotten? Have you really forgotten? Have you really let go of me, and let go of our unswerving love? You are such a ruthless person!

I want to get myself out, I've been working hard, but my heart is still soaked in the past years, and I can't escape! Although I can smile and even laugh until my stomach hurts, I often wake up from the numbness of self-control in a second, I shouldn't have this laughter anymore!

No matter how desperately I work in this life, I can't get out of the cage you have built for me! It was you who ruthlessly abandoned me in this abyss of pain from which I will never recover!

Teacher Ba said, let you go your own way, no longer bother you, and don't want you to come back and disturb our lives!

Every day I wish you could fall asleep, giving me tips on how to deal with the situation I am in?

I know that you have taken refuge in Buddhism, so why don't you give me a little bit of guidance with compassion so that I can live in peace?!

You're never going to have anything to do with me anymore, are you? You've finally let go of the love of this life, and you're gone, you're no longer worried, aren't you?

Ruthless people!

I don't need to say much about Master Xie's personality, but I still can't let go of that complaint. I can't let go of the words of my brother www.biquge.info Pen & Fun & Pavilion! Maybe it's a blessing for us not to know him! But fate is destined to know him and follow him, and now, what is he giving us? I still can't forgive!

But think about it, maybe he can't do anything, but what the senior brother can launch, he actually hides!

What has happened has happened, let the past and the future come. I am still persistent, I am still willful, I still act according to my heart, even if I fall into the abyss again!

Even if you're ruthless, I still can't let go!

Pig!

How do you tell me to release my heart in this life?

XW

2013.6.26