Ren Feilin is Yan Ling's first love, but he is a secret crush, I'm afraid even Ren Feilin doesn't know that Yan Ling likes her.

Cheng Lie was glad that Yan Ling didn't tell anyone but him about it, and he never showed his liking for her in front of Ren Feilin.

Yan Ling's character never does things that he is not sure of, he can see that Ren Fei Lin likes Cheng Lie, so he hid this matter deep in his heart, until one year when he was on a mission with Cheng Lie in X place, when the team was besieged by the enemy in the mountains, Yan Ling thought that this was the end of his life, and with the mood of explaining the aftermath, he reverently told Cheng Lie about his hazy and sad crush.

At that time, Ren Feilin was far abroad, and Cheng Lie's impression of Ren Feilin was still that cowardly and sick little girl when she was a child.

After all, well-behaved and weak girls are always particularly easy to arouse boys' desire to protect.

"If you like it, go after it. "At that time, in the deep mountains where birds don't, they ran out of ammunition and food, and no one knew if they would have their lives back. But Cheng Lie felt that he should still encourage Yan Ling, at least let him have hope of living. Of course, he will also do his best to protect Yan Ling, so that he has the opportunity to go out and pursue Ren Feilin.

"Forget it. Yan Ling was gray-headed, with his head buried in the crook of his arm and looking depressed: "Liezi, she likes you." I don't have a chance. ”

"I don't like her. Cheng Lie said very directly, "So I can't talk to her." ”

"I know you're not interesting to her, but with her character, even so, she will still chase you when she returns home. Yan Ling has a very sober understanding of Ren Feilin.

At that time, Cheng Lie was a little surprised by Yan Ling's statement, but he didn't take it to heart, and after Ren Feilin returned to China, he learned that Yan Ling deserved to like Ren Feilin since he was a child, and he knew Ren Feilin far better than anyone else, and even saw the essence through the phenomenon early.

But Cheng Lie thought that Yan Ling didn't dare to approach her because he liked Ren Feilin too much and was too afraid of being hit, which also made Ren Feilin always maintain the image of a pure little girl in his mind, and he probably couldn't imagine how extreme and scheming Ren Feilin was now.

Cheng Lie stared at Yan Ling and thought for a long time, and finally said to him: "Ren Feilin has returned to China." ”

Yan Ling froze.

Cheng Lie: "She has changed a lot. ”

Yan Ling blinked: "Is she okay now, is her asthma cured?"

Ren Feilin is a premature baby, she has been in poor health since she was very young, and she has asthma, especially in winter, Yan Ling has almost forgotten about it.

"I don't know, it looks so much better than before. Cheng Lie said.

Yan Ling was relieved: "That's good......"

He chose to study medicine in the first place, in fact, most of the reason was Ren Feilin. He didn't tell anyone about it, including Cheng Lie.

"Yan Ling, what are your plans for Ren Feilin?" asked Cheng Lie.

"What else can I do," Yan Ling smiled bitterly, "I don't deserve her." ”

Cheng Lie shook his head: "She is not worthy of you." ”

Yan Ling didn't believe it, in his eyes, Ren Feilin was the white moonlight in his heart: "Liezi, you can comfort me, I don't know how many catties and taels I have?"

"Don't be presumptuous. Cheng Lie easily didn't praise people, but for the sake of Yan Ling's self-confidence, he decided to praise him seriously: "In terms of appearance and work, you are no worse than others, you became the vice president at a young age of less than thirty, what kind of girl can not look down on you?"

Yan Ling was a little moved, but he still couldn't cheer up: "I really thank you Liezi, it's not easy to listen to you praise me for so many years." My condition is okay for ordinary people, but in front of Ren Feilin, it is nothing. Think about it, she grew up in the circle of high-level cadres in Chengbei City, from childhood to adulthood, who chased her was not from a prominent family background, and she couldn't look down on ordinary people. You also know that my parents left early......"

Yan Ling's meaning is obvious, his family background and status do not match Ren Feilin, in fact, the ancestors of the Yan family also served as generals, and his parents used to be in the secret army, but they all passed away when Yan Ling was very young.

Cheng Lie lit a cigarette and smoked, and he didn't plan to answer, so Yan Ling sighed by himself.

When Yan Ling said almost, Cheng Lie smoked almost the cigarette: "Finished?"

Yan Ling sighed: "It's over." ”

Cheng Lie looked up at the wall clock on the wall, the time was not early, and it was estimated that he was just in time for lunch when he drove back, so he said goodbye to Yan Ling and planned to go home. Who knew that as soon as he pushed the door open, he was greeted by a cold wind mixed with cold air, and his head ached faintly.

Cheng Lie pinched his eyebrows and walked forward, but his head suddenly slashed through the sharp pain, as if he had been pierced by a bullet, Cheng Lie's body shook and reached out to support the wall.

"Liezi, what's wrong with you?" Yan Ling's anxious voice sounded, and in those ten seconds, Cheng Lie lost consciousness, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Yan Ling supporting him with a worried expression.

Cheng Lie frowned and stood up straight: "It's okay, my head hurts a little." ”

Yan Ling looked at Cheng Lie's pale face and felt that he couldn't let him leave like this.

"Liezi, I know who you are, you won't even frown your eyebrows when it hurts. Yan Ling said seriously: "It can make you so painful that you can't stand, how much pain does it have to be?"

Cheng Lie didn't have anything to say, he also felt that this headache was strange.

"Let's go, I'll take you for a check-up. Don't tell me you're a doctor and a doctor, the Liezi I know is not a seedless. Yan Ling dragged Cheng Lie to the CT room.

After a while, Yan Ling sat behind his desk in a white coat and looked at Cheng Lie: "There is a small bruise in the skull. ”

"Got it. Cheng Yeol's expression was calm.

Yan Ling asked, "What's the matter? What kind of mission did you go out on this time, and your head hurt again?"

Cheng Lie leaned his head back on the sofa and said lightly: "The task is confidential, you have been in the nursing home for a long time, and you have even forgotten this?"

"Okay, I won't ask this, Liezi, tell me the truth, are you injured?" Yan Ling's face was serious: "You were so seriously injured back then, I knew that there would be sequelae, did you suffer another head injury this time?"

Cheng Lie closed his eyes and said slowly: "This time there was an explosion, and the old guard sacrificed to protect me." ”

Hearing this, Yan Ling took a deep breath: "...... Wei Xu is dead?"

Cheng Lie didn't speak, Yan Ling stared at the examination results in front of him, and his eyes gradually blurred.

Wei Xu was also a comrade-in-arms when they went out together, he was a shy young man, he couldn't drink, he loved to sing and dance when he drank too much, but he didn't sing all the five tones, and he danced the Northeast Yangge. Yan Ling and the others looked at it and laughed again, at first Wei Xu didn't know, but then he knew, so he refused to drink it anymore, but his comrades-in-arms coaxed him together and drank it again.

The past is vivid, but the people are no longer there. Yan Ling came out of the army and hid in this sanatorium to take a spare job, just because his unfamiliar comrades-in-arms became blurred in front of his eyes.

When Cheng Lie was the most seriously injured back then, he didn't even have a heartbeat during the operation, Yan Ling held the scalpel while thinking that if the operation failed, he would not have the face to see the Cheng family again in his life, and he would not have the face to see the brothers when he was a child again.

Fortunately, Cheng Lie finally survived.

After that time, Yan Ling left his former comrades-in-arms regardless of his retention.

He always thought that as long as he lived, everyone would always hope to meet again, but he didn't expect Wei Xu to disappear like this.

"Yan Ling, Lao Wei has a girl he likes, do you know him?" asked Cheng Lie after a long time.

Yan Ling came back to his senses, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes: "I seem to have heard him mention it, but he has been squirming and refusing to say his name." ”

"When I was sorting through his belongings, I found a photo in his wallet, which was a profile photo of the girl, the face was not very clear, but the figure and temperament were very good, and it matched him very well. Cheng Lie said.

Yan Ling listened silently, and heard Cheng Lie add: "That girl is wearing a camouflage uniform, and she looks like a female soldier." ”

Yan Ling was stunned: "Female soldier? However, wearing camouflage does not have to be a female soldier, maybe it is a college student's military training. ”

"I can see the temperament in her. Cheng Lie said, his eyes suddenly crossed the face of the girl he met on the road today, to be honest, the girl also has a military temperament.

"Then are the two of them in love?" Yan Ling said curiously.

"It's still unclear where their relationship is going, and the possibility of Lao Wei's unrequited love is also very high, I plan to let Li Su check it out, find someone and hand over some of Lao Wei's relics to her. Cheng Lie said.

Yan Ling sighed: "Brother's woman, it's best to take care of her in the army, and I want to meet her if I have the chance." ”

Cheng Lie bowed his head and said, "That's the plan." Because the mission involves confidentiality, the news of Lao Wei's sacrifice cannot be announced for the time being, so ......"

Yan Ling interrupted him: "Don't say it, I feel uncomfortable listening to this kind of thing." ”

Cheng Lie is not uncomfortable. The special forces people, even if the entire squad dies in order to complete the mission, will not leave their names in the newspaper news. Sometimes, they even have to hide it from their families. Yan Ling's parents are like this, when he was a child, everyone only knew that his parents went abroad to engage in scientific research, and Yan Ling often shed tears because he missed his parents abroad, but he always thought that his parents would come back sooner or later. Who knew that when he was eighteen years old, someone in the army told him that his parents had died on a secret mission ten years earlier. Due to the peculiarities of the task, there is a ten-year period of secrecy. On that day, Yan Ling, who had just become an adult, hugged the portrait of his parents and cried until he almost fainted.

In the ranks of the special forces, there are many, many unsung heroes. From the day they joined, they knew that they would face all kinds of severe tests, and the price of losing their lives, and even no one knew what they had paid, but even so, there were still people who followed one after another, and as long as the country needed it, as long as the people needed it, there would always be young people who were not afraid of death to join this team.