I want to escape the clutches of fate once again!

Twenty years ago, everything seemed to be controlled by a big hand that had always been invisible!

Originally, I had excellent grades in the college entrance examination, and I actually fell to Sun Shan, and then I took the re-exam, and I filled in all the volunteers: Xi'an Jiaotong University. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info I usually don't go home, I suddenly remembered to go home, only to find that my father was sick and dying, and that year Inner Mongolia came out with a policy: admission to the local university can be exempted from tuition and miscellaneous fees, but after graduation, you must serve the local community for at least five years.

I carried my father to the hospital forty miles away from home on a dilapidated bicycle, and I didn't shed a tear.

Faced with the reality, I chose to change my choice, and the best universities in the local area were only medical school and normal university, I could only choose one of them, thinking that being a doctor is a noble and promising job, so I applied for medical school.

While seeing my father for a doctor, and actively preparing for the exam, I went to a second-rate university with a score of more than 10 points higher than the national key line! A classmate who was three points less than me got my wish and went to Xi'an Jiaotong University! No one can understand the pain in my heart.

Then, when I was a freshman, I was still an ugly duckling who had not metamorphosis, but I fell in love at first sight with him who graduated in a month!

For me, look at him: he has received five years of college education, plus his hard work and talent, and handsome appearance I am attracted to be impressed.

To him, I am still an ugly duckling who has not been transformed, why did he fall in love with me at first sight?

Everything seems to have been arranged in the dark! Our sympathy and resonance of hearts and souls, I am sure no one else can match.

Just when I was smiling so happily that I could have this touching emotion, he was gone! so determined that he did not give me the slightest room to maneuver! And all the previous premonitions and signs were ignored by us! It was not until he left that I realized that I was being played by fate and applauded!

Now, once again, something suddenly happened that made me feel awe! Everything is an excuse -- I just want to escape from the clutches of fate -- I will no longer be involved by fate like a puppet, even if I lose everything in my life, I don't want my children to be affected again! I pray every day that God will give everything I have in exchange for the happiness of my child's life!

Even if this life is depressed like this, I am willing.