Chapter 182: If Life Is Only as First Seen
"Temple...... Yun Qian...... You've been staring at me for something. ”
Seeing that the person consciously changed his name, Zheng Yunqian smiled with satisfaction, cleaned up the things on the stool, and said: "You rarely listen to me like this, I remember when I first met you, you were like a hedgehog with spikes all over your body, and you always fought back against me unceremoniously." ”
"Flawless doesn't remember, am I so bad. The man raised an eyebrow and lowered his eyes, then picked up the half of the ledger by the pillow.
"This is the purpose of your coming to Yanjing?" Zheng Yunqian sat on the head of the bed curiously.
"It's a pity that only half of the book is left, and it's all blurred. Flawless sighed and shook his head helplessly: "Mo Yan entrusts him with his life, and Flawless can't complete his entrustment, I'm really ashamed of him." ”
"Nothing, it's more important than life, this is just a dead thing, without this, we have other ways to bring down the prince of comfort. ”
"Let's do it!"
"Yes!" Zheng Yunqian nodded and said, "Let's!"
"What do you mean?"
"It's impossible for me to give up what I've always insisted on, but my uncle is so ambitious that I think even my father and the emperor are clear, and the dispute between me and the crown prince, no matter who can become the superior in the end, will not set off as fierce as the change of dynasty, so on this point, I agree with him. ”
Flawless lowered his head and thought for a while, and suddenly raised his eyes to look at the man: "Actually, in your heart, you don't value that throne so much, why do you insist so much?"
Zheng Yunqian was obviously stunned, and then disguised his flawless gaze, and said: "The position of the Son of Heaven, as long as it is a prince with ideals and ambitions, who doesn't value it, why do you say that." ”
"Your Yanyu Lake, far away from the hustle and bustle, doesn't even have a subordinate, how can a prince with ambition in his heart be so calm as water. ”
"You think too highly of me. Zheng Yunqian got up suddenly and said, "It's too late, you rest early, wait until your body is better, and then make plans." ”
"Yun Qian—"
"What, do you want me to stay with you?" The man suddenly turned around seriously, flawlessly stunned, and then saw the teasing look on the corner of his eyebrows, his face turned red at the moment, and he took a cushion and threw it over.
"Be careful with the wound. ”
The wound pulled, making Wufang frown, raised his eyes and said hatefully: "You actually teased me like this, when the prince's injury is stable, we will leave." ”
Zheng Yunqian put the cushion back at the head of the bed, suddenly showed a lonely look, and said, "Of course, you still have to go with him after all." ”
Flawless's heart tightened, since they knew this person's feelings for him, both of them kept silent, but many things cannot be solved by avoiding.
"I and the prince 6 years of love and entanglement, experienced too many ups and downs, 6 years ago we were each other, relying on each other on the contract of both sides, 6 years later, he for me, almost lost his life, I don't know why it became like this, this qiē, are no longer what was originally expected, all this qiē, whether it is him, me, Bai Yan, or ...... You...... It's all beyond my expectations, and I don't know why it's like this...... I'm so dazed now, I suddenly have no sense of direction, I don't know if what I've been insisting on is right, revenge, sacrifice more people, shed more blood, help the crown prince ascend to the throne of Zheng, let him help me wave my army to attack Jin, and then what...... And then...... Where is my path...... I can't find my way, I can't find my ......," the man muttered, his thin body trembling with suppressed tears, his long inky hair brushing his cheeks along his lowered head, and then his slender ten fingers tightly covered his cheeks, and his black hair covered his cheeks.
"Flawless, flawless!" Zheng Yunqian sighed and stretched out his hands, stroked the smooth silky hair, and let the man lean into his arms: "You have too much weight in your heart, endure it like this, you will crush yourself one day." ”
"But I can't retreat, behind me are layers of dry bones, so many lives in exchange for my flawless today, how can I retreat, I can't retreat! Even if there is a cliff in front of me, I have to jump!"
Heartache!
This is the cold boy that everyone fears! His ruthlessness, intelligence and wisdom have been known to everyone for so many years, but who knows that he is so fragile behind his back.
"Put aside a qiē and let's go. The man suddenly grasped the flawless arms: "Leave this qiē, leave these power struggles, don't care about anything anymore, go and live the life you want, free and carefree." ”
Flawless looked at the person in front of him in a daze, and then said softly: "If you are Zheng Yunqian, you can put aside a qiē and live for yourself, and if you are the king of Yan, can you leave a qiē behind the courtiers who have followed you for many years? Among those courtiers, maybe it is your own father, maybe it is your own child, you lost your life in the power struggle of Your Highness, your survival is the driving force for them to work hard to support it, can you leave aside a qiē and ignore them?" A bitter smile appeared on his face, and Flawless shook his head and said, "No, you can't, so, I can't either!"
"If it were him, would you go with him?"
"He?!" didn't seem to understand the words, Flawless looked up at Zheng Yunqian and repeated.
"Meng Baiyan! the person who hides in the depths of your heart. If one day, he leaves a qiē and asks you to leave with him, will you go?"
Flawless's face turned pale for a moment, he lowered his head and said, "He...... I don't remember Flawless anymore, all the qiē have been forgotten, there is no memory of Flawless, and there is no love for Flawless......" His eyes were blurred by the whisper, and Flawless pondered for a long time, and said: "I still remember the first time he appeared in front of me, with a beard on his face, a scar on his face, and a very clumsy disguise. Flawless was a girl who was performing in Leng Xianglou at that time, so at that time, he didn't know that I was a man, he was upset for me, but he blocked my departure, when he saw my face for the first time, he stood stupidly behind the seven-fold light veil, I passed by him, I thought that he was just a passerby in my life, but I didn't expect that there was the endless entanglement after that......"
Zheng Yunqian didn't speak, and the tenderness in his flawless eyes made people feel jealous of the person he remembered.
"What kind of man is he?"
"He's just a naughty bad boy, unruly, unruly, his love is never hidden, but he buries it deep for the sake of flawlessness. He said that if one day, Flawless dares to admit this love, he dares to let everyone in the world know that Bai Yan is flawless, and he will not hesitate to pour the world. These words are still in his ears, but Flawless is already a stranger in his life...... This feeling is unbearable...... "Flawless took a deep breath, couldn't say any more, and lay down gently, but couldn't lie flat due to the injury on his shoulder, so he had to lean sideways, looking at the hosta next to the pillow in a daze.
Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud!
There is no one to replace that man's place in his heart! Feelings are indeed an incomprehensible thing. Zheng Yunqian evoked a wry smile, gently folded the quilt, and turned around and went out.
Xiao Junmo lay lazily in the carriage, and the discomfort caused by the bumps made his eyebrows deep.
The curtain of the car was raised, and Xuanye leaned over and said in a low voice: "The blood eagle has come to the news, the prince and the flawless prince were rescued by King Yan, and now they are in Yanjing, and neither of them is dead." ”
Xiao Jun raised his fingers, and the curtain was lowered.
Not dead!Good, good!
Ji is flawless!
Fingers turned over the half of the ledger beside him, and Xiao Junmo smiled coldly.
The ledger was divided into two parts, soaked in rain and snow, and both were blurred, so even if I could get a few names, what could I do. Ji Wufang, you wait, what I Xiao Jun don't want to get, I will definitely take it by any means, even if I can't get your people, I will destroy you, so that no one can have you!
"Xuanye - from Xuncheng to Cloud City, let's not go back to Huai'an, go directly to Kyoto. ”
"Lord Wang!" Xuan Ye was startled, raised the curtain of the car and said: "The prince and the flawless son will return to Cloud City in the near future, let's go now, is it too risky." ”
"Now that they have no evidence, they did not fall off the cliff because the king did it, but when they saw the king, what could they do! After a pause, Xiao Junmo didn't say much, his long body leaned lazily on the cushion, looked down at the injury on his arm, and then said coldly: "Yuncheng's eyeliner said that Lord Zheng Yuan suddenly wanted to make friends with Da Jin, and Da Jin sent Cheng Le's little marquis to envoy Da Zheng, let's go and take a look and see what the mystery is." ”
The curtain was lowered again, and Xuanye raised his voice outside: "Everyone, from Xuncheng to the official road of Cloud City, let's go straight to Kyoto!"
Xiao Junmo pushed the car window and looked at the gradually spring outside the window, and a trace of coldness passed through his eyes. Flawless, this king is looking forward to meeting you again, this time, I will never be soft!
Flawless looked down at the ledger in his hand, although it was blurred, but a trace could still be found in the faint way.
Wu Hanyun ...... Clear...... Chu Zhonghe ...... "The names mentioned in the ledger have gradually increased in my pen.
"Mother...... Mother...... Don't—don't kill her—mother-"
Startled by the sudden cry, he raised his eyes, and Flawless put down the pen in his hand and ran to the bed.
"Prince, Prince, Che Xuan—Che Xuan—" Flawless called out to the man who was in a deep sleep, and seeing that his forehead was covered with cold sweat and his mouth was still muttering, he hurriedly reached out and shook his body.
The man gasped and opened his eyes suddenly.
"What's wrong with me!"
"It seems to be a nightmare, what's wrong?" Flawless reached out to wipe the cold sweat from his forehead, took the cushion and let Zheng Chexuan lean on, and then turned around and poured him a glass of water to drink.
Zheng Chexuan calmed down, and saw that only Flawless was in the room, and hurriedly said: "Why don't you go to rest, your body is not good, and the injury on your shoulder has not recovered, just let Jingtian or Ghost Wing guard me, you go and rest." ”
"I can't lie down. Flawless shook his head, looked back at the desktop, and said, "I'm looking to see if there is any useful information in that ledger, and I've found some relevant people who may give us some hints." ”
"Flawless, you don't need to work so hard, these should have been made for me to do. ”
"Your first task now is to recover as much as possible, so that we can rush back to Cloud City. By the way, I will go back to Puzhou tomorrow, since Mo Yan has handed over such a large property of the Mo family to Flawless, in addition to giving him a beautiful and decent funeral, I also have to settle all the businesses of the shop under his name, so I will leave for a few days, you wait for me!"
You wait for me! Just three words so softly, but it made that person's heart swell with inexplicable emotion.
"Flawless, it's good that you can come back to me!"
Alas, Qiqi originally wanted to rush to the threshold of 60W words in this chapter, but he took the cold medicine and was so sleepy that he almost fell asleep on the keyboard, good night everyone, see you tomorrow! Okay, I'm at night, (ˇˇ) So, everyone~
Tomorrow's preview: Skill overpower: Flawless eyebrows raised, eyes raised, the whole body suddenly exuded a chill, the person who wanted to pull him was alive.
"My name is Ji Wufang, and from today onwards, I will be your new master. The big finger was raised, and the jade wrench between his fingers was lit in front of everyone, and the flawless said slowly: "The second son of Mo entrusts this wrench to me, which is to entrust the huge family business of the Mo family and your future survival to the flawless, and I hope that from now on, we can work together to continue to develop the Mo family's industry." ”