Song Qingyi never knew how much my heart hurt when I said the words "never like her again", and she never knew how embarrassed I cried when I left her house......

Driving out of the parking lot, it was still raining happily all day, and the night had fallen, and the wipers were separating the neon and rain into extraordinarily brilliant colors.

I squeezed into the traffic and numbly held the steering wheel, looking straight ahead, until a car in front of me suddenly stopped, and I suddenly braked and woke up from my distraction.

I felt that I was in such a bad state that I didn't dare to drive, so I found a place on the side of the road where I could park for a while, and parked my car.

I just sat in the car, staring in the rearview mirror in a daze without any emotion, until my eyeballs started to hurt.

Thinking of what Song Qingyi said, I laughed self-deprecatingly again, it turned out that she was good to me because I was good to her, that's all.

The temperature in the car changed slightly, a layer of mist quietly covered the windshield, I stretched out my fingers, stroke by stroke on the shoes, so engrossed, as if I had gathered all my efforts:

Goodbye, I never have the courage to say love again!

The mist that slid through my fingertips merged into water droplets, sliding down the windshield, as if my hidden tears were gently falling on my heart that was aching from the tear, just a drop so lightly, it hurt me.

We don't have ifs, we don't have after, we don't have those wonderful futures, I really won't say love anymore!

Cars sped past me, and the endless taillights of the cars merged into a red river, which tightly wound the city around it, with no seven o'clock and no end.

I suddenly resented the bustle and bustle of the city, which flooded me with the coldness of the steel water.

At this time, I miss the small mountain village where Jiang Feng is located more than ever, where there is love and hatred, where there is intrigue and intrigue......

I restarted the car, turned left and ran onto the main road.

Continuing to follow the red taillights in front, the water mist on the glass began to slowly disappear under the effect of the air conditioner, and the words also began to disappear, and everything gradually became clear.

I stared at everything in front of me with my eyes wide open and suddenly felt very lost......

Where am I going? Where is my future? Who will marry me in the future? Am I going to live my life like this?

I opened the CD on the car, and the familiar singing voice sounded in my ears again:

I will try to let go of the past, no matter how beautiful it was, and I will try not to think of how you surrounded me with love, that affectionate taste.

I hope that I will let go of the past, forget how beautiful the past was, and leave mercy without looking forward to the end of fate.

Who made me think so, I really think so......

Listening to this song "Blown by the Cold Wind for You and Me", I can't feel the temperature of the city at all, and I can't see the expressions of pedestrians, or sad, or happy?

In the rain, the traffic is weaving and the pedestrians are in a hurry. The neon glow of the landing lights drowned out all the joys and sorrows of the city.

Behind the glitz, how many bitter tears of men and women are covered?

This is just a city suitable for selling youth, love is just a luxury of youth, after all, it is unattainable!

The car followed the trajectory of inertia, and I drove aimlessly back to my accommodation.

I didn't want to get out of the car, so I sat in the car and lit a cigarette.

Every time I took a breath, my heart seemed to be torn apart, thinking of what Song Qingyi said, I suddenly felt that I was really useless.

I still want to be bigger and stronger, and I have great ambitions, but now I am caught off guard by the slightest situation, how can I dare to talk about the future?

As far as the eye can see, a soft light illuminates the windows of the surrounding high-rise buildings, but the one that belongs to me has no light, it is like a cold lattice waiting for my return, and my lifeless life!

For the first time, I felt terrible about my life!

I have never felt this way before, because I have always believed that I have a strong Ah Q living in my heart, and I will always use the Ah Q spirit to disgrace myself.

And now, not to mention the spirit of Ah Q, even the spirit of Sanmao makes me unable to fight the spirit.

Night, witnessing and embracing my fragility and sadness, watched me walk helplessly towards the depths of the alley......

When I got home, I threw myself on the bed and lay still like a dead dog.

The wind gently blew the curtains, and the night was eerily silent like a sleeping baby and like an unpolluted forest.

The swaying city drowned all its edges and corners under endless darkness, slowly falling away in the loneliness of the night......

I don't know how long it lasted until I finally fell asleep groggily.

When I woke up the next morning, I had a splitting headache, I don't know if it was because I didn't have a good rest last night, or because I caught a cold in the rain yesterday.

When I get older, my resistance is not good, and I catch a cold when I get a little rain.

After sneezing several times, I sat up from the bed, subconsciously picked up my phone and looked at the time, it was already nine o'clock in the morning.

Next to it was the transfer agreement that Song Qingyi gave me yesterday, and I remembered Liu Qing who was still in the police station, and I don't know how she was doing this night?

After changing into a thick padded jacket, I drove to the police station with this agreement.

When I came to the police station, I met Liu Qing, she seemed to be in good condition, and joked with me that it was the most comfortable sleep she had in two months.

Yes, she's been busy in the tavern for the past two months, she's the last to rest, and she's the first to get up, so it's no wonder she's getting an average of four hours of sleep a day.

I knew she didn't like to listen to my nonsense, so I directly took out the tavern's transfer agreement and said to her: "This is given to me by Song Qingyi, you can take a look, and if you think it's okay, sign it!"

Liu Qing flipped through the contract and read it carefully, and after she kept frowning and reading it, she asked me suspiciously, "Did you threaten her?"

"What am I threatening her for?"

"Then why did she take over at this time? Now the tavern is obviously a hot potato, and she really has two hundred and fifty-five transfer fees. ”

"I asked her, and she said she was fine, and you think about it, who would dare to touch her because of her status? ”

Liu Qing nodded thoughtfully and said, "Yes, but is she sure?"

I replied expressionlessly: "It's confirmed, I'm also confirmed, you sign and it's over." ”

Liu Qing glanced at me suspiciously, she seemed to see my careful thoughts, and asked curiously, "Something is wrong with you, what happened?"

"Nothing. ”

"Don't say I don't sign. ”

"If you don't sign, you'll go to jail!"

"If you go to jail, you go to jail. ”

"Crazy girl!" I glanced at her, and finally said with relief: "I have nothing to do with Song Qingyi, I will not pursue her again in the future, and I will not like her anymore...... I'm just in a bad mood, the contract is fine, you can sign it!"

"Really?" Liu Qing looked at me in surprise, but a little disbelieving.

"It's the first time I've seen you talk so much nonsense. ”

Liu Qing hesitated for a moment, and finally picked up the pen and signed the transfer agreement, although I am not a legal person of the tavern, I am also one of the shareholders, so I also signed it.

This means that the transfer contract has legal effect, and the tavern is Song Qingyi's from now on.