Approaching the end of the year, not only do I have to complete my own work, but I also have to help with a lot of work in the agency, so I am busy all day long, and I also have to cook and cook at night, and I have to do housework, plus I can't delay practicing the piano, and I have to sleep more than an hour later than usual at night, plus I am unwell, and I have no energy. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Besides, I have always been a person who is very afraid of trouble, I just want to live a simple life, I have no lofty ideals and ambitions, more than half of my life, and I have no ambition, if everything makes me feel far-fetched and hard, I have no scheming to deal with it, and I may retreat from the foot.

December 19, 2014

After a tiring day, there is no hot water to drink if you don't boil water, there is no hot food to eat if you don't cook, you can't shirk and be lazy in any little thing, and children's things should also be considered with your mind to understand and teach, a woman is so hard, her thin body and fragile heart have long been unable to support it, and God has given me my current situation, I can only grit my teeth and persevere, what can I do except be strong myself? If I can't find someone who knows how to feel distressed and shelters me, I'd rather be a little cleaner and go through life alone. This kind of distress and care is not something that can be done by saying a word of love, you can't let go of "me" wholeheartedly and walk through life together, everything is not what I want.

Think about it, all the way has been smooth sailing, I have walked for decades without being hurt in my heart, and I have been facing the world with pure and simple logic and way, not without scheming, but I just don't want to waste my scheming on speculating on people's hearts! God has mercy on me and has given me everything I expected, perhaps it is also an old saying: people are divided into groups, I found a lover who is also honest, direct, simple and full of wisdom, and we spent fourteen years with Hemeimei. Although God cruelly ruined us, my distress comes more from his departure, his talent, his deeds, his wisdom, his achievements should all be left in his place and he should be left behind. I'm willing to trade my life for him, and he probably thinks the same way. But the past is gone, and our will can never change what has happened.

Because of the once happy family life, now the loneliness in a foreign land, I very much hope to have the happiness of life again. Perhaps it is no longer possible in such a situation, so I will rest all my hopes and live my life in peace.

Life has long been worry-free, it is just a spiritual helplessness, in fact, life is lonely, and no one will be accompanied by someone on their deathbed. No matter what life is, I will be kind to myself and others, not resentful, not too worried, passing by are guests, not your life content can not be kept, besides, why bother to stay?

In fact, I have long warned myself: if you don't hope, you won't be disappointed. But people can't always be hopeless! On such a day when the body and mood are at a low point, perhaps the most important thing to do is not to say such a bunch of words, but to eat and drink enough to rest after work! Regardless of it, I slipped home early to rest after a busy week.

What day is today? The flowers on the other side are endless.

The day goes on as usual, and you can recuperate in peace. When the teacher taught me to play the piano, I matched my thoughts and breathing, and I slowly felt it, and I played the piano while singing music, and time flowed in the music that was not beautiful, and life was beautiful.

No matter what kind of situation arises in life, you have to face it, go through it, and instead of being bitter, you should just look at it happily! There are so many days in life, crying and laughing every day, why don't you just laugh? "If you are not strong, no one will be strong for you!" Alas! Except for a sigh, what should you do, and you will not spoil your mood.

The foolishness and cleverness of the little pot friend: One day, I saw the little pot friend take the shower down and brush, I was amazed, she actually knew that the shower head was clogged by limescale! Another day, the little pot friend said that the toe was so painful, and after checking it did not see anything unusual, so she picked up the shoe to check, and found that the shoe was obviously small, and the toe was pushed out of a bag by the toe, no wonder the foot hurt?

In the evening, when the little pot friend went to make up the lesson, I sat down to play the piano, and I didn't move for two and a half hours, and I basically did the fingering and two songs. I also feel the beauty of music and nourishing nature! When I can play smoothly, it will be a good situation! I yearn for it! I am a hard-working child!

Another year is coming to an end, no matter how bittersweet or happy the days are, never go back, cherish yourself. Take the time to look beautiful, change your hairstyle, and then go to the Dream Island to scavenge for a few suitable clothes to wear, tidy up yourself, and strive to change this bitter stained day to please yourself and cherish yourself. December 19, 2014

On the occasion of the New Year, go on a long date!

May I wake up every day with hope, just like the sunshine pouring into the house, just like the flowers and plants that grow vigorously. Lazily snuggled up on the bed, watching the sun beautify the house, giving yourself a holiday in this bright sunshine, not working, only enjoying the warm and beautiful sunshine

I didn't want to work, but I didn't clean up my room properly for a week, and it was dusty everywhere, so I couldn't help but clean it one by one, and when I was done, I found that a morning was going to pass, and I didn't care about eating something. Take a break before feeding your stomach before heading out to buy groceries. 90% of the days are trivial firewood, rice, oil and salt, and 10% of the free time is already a luxury for one's heart. If there is an afterlife, be a tree, see the warmth and coldness of the world has nothing to do with me, I have to soak in the sun, bear the wind and rain, and stand as my own scenery.