When you were gone for about 10 days, when I was in a semi-comatose state, I saw you standing at the foot of my bed in a neat military uniform and said to me, "I have taken care of everything for you, don't worry." The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info: "Hurry up and open your eyes to find you! There is only room for bright sparkling! But I feel the strangeness at the foot of the bed every day!"

I communicated with Mr. Liu and Mr. Ba several times, and my soul returned slightly. At night, you took 3 envelopes with green plants like zongzi wrappers and put them under my pillow, and you were also standing at the foot of my bed in a row of 3. I got up in the morning and searched, but I didn't see anything. Teacher Ba said that it is your three-sex body, and it is also the spirit and spirit!

I was entangled in going to the barracks office to sign, I didn't have the strength and heart to go through the road that you and I had walked countless times! You were wearing the denim half-sleeve shirt I bought for you, and you sat on the bed with Xiao Wen, and I said either you should sign it? You laughed and said, "I won't scare them to death if I go!" Obviously, we all know each other that you are no longer alive.

One morning, you came to me and asked, "Can you stand it alone?" I habitually want to tell you: You go to busy your family, you can rest assured, I can do it! I thought you were going on a business trip or studying again. But before the words could be spoken, he woke up.

I've been struggling with why this happened, what went wrong, what we didn't do well, if I could get you back, I'd do! I would like to! You came back in the early hours of the morning and told me, "Find a time, I'll talk to you well!"

In the early hours of the morning before yesterday, I received a call from you, and you shouted in terror: "I'm going to die!" Come and save me?............ I cried out, "Where are you?" I woke up in tears! I have been in tears! I have never dared to set my mind into your pain! I know your pain and your fear! Now, without me by my side, how much hardship will you have nowhere to tell?! You have always been my heaven, I am your warm harbor, you lean your head on my shoulder, and sleep quietly! Our hearts are blended with each other! There is not the slightest estrangement and suspicion! So transparent, so cherished each other! How can we cherish each other now?! Let me listen to you -- soothe your heart! soothe your pain, soothe your fears, calm your impetuousness, hold your hand and accompany you! Is it possible?

Many friends say that I should change my environment so that I can avoid this period of sadness! How do they know? As long as my life is still alive, I can't escape from missing you! I won't leave, I'll stay here! You care about me, you will care about every look and expression I have, and if I run away from here, will you be sad? -- I think I'm forgetting you, alienating you, trying to abandon you! I don't go back to my hometown, I don't leave our home, I hope you can easily find me and find my home, and you can rest assured that I and Doudou are okay!

Tell me, what else can I do for you? I'll do whatever it takes, no matter the cost! Life is not life without you! I can give everything I have, including mylife!

Many people say not to let the departed relatives come to bother again, but I look forward to your arrival every day, I want to see you, listen to your chatter, even if I am willing to pay anything for this! There is no you in this world, I have no nostalgia except to complete the unfinished responsibilities for us! I am always ready to ......

But if I live one day, I will live well, for the sake of my children, our children! I will swallow all the suffering!

It's already the sound of firecrackers outside! Another earthly New Year has arrived!