Zhou Wei didn't speak, and wiped away his tears for Chang An.

"Why do you still cry at every turn?"

Chang An swallowed the soufflé in his mouth, wrapped in a hint of sweetness in the bitterness.

"Don't you blame them all?"

Although he can't say it, he can do it, and the old gentleman is even more romantic.

Zhou Wei smiled and asked, "Aren't you very moved?"

Chang An dug a mouthful of soufflé into his mouth again, where is this moving, he is so uncomfortable at all.

Tears began to flutter and fall again.

Zhou Yan couldn't see it well, so he hurriedly hugged someone and touched the top of her head twice, "Okay, okay, the more I cry, the more I cry, the more energetic I am, doesn't it mean that this thing should be eaten while it's hot?"

He took Chang An to the living room.

Chang An shrank in the sofa by himself, holding a small cup in his hand, scooping spoons into his mouth.

She ate quickly, because she was afraid that soufflé would collapse if she slowed down, and Zhou Wei was really funny to see her gobbling up.

"Slow down!"

He fetched her half a glass of warm water.

Chang An shook his head, it was almost two years old.

"Would you like to taste some?" she dug a spoonful and handed it to Zhou.

Zhou Yan leaned his neck back, "No need." ”

"Eat a little, you're good at it!"

"I really don't eat it. He blocked it with his hand, and Chang An remembered.

"Oh yes, you don't have a sweet tooth. ”

He really didn't touch sweetness before, even the coffee was American, and he didn't even want to add milk, but after thinking about it, he asked, "Don't you taste it when you make it?"

Zhou Wei shook his head: "Don't taste it." ”

"How do you know if it tastes right if you don't taste it?"

Zhou Wei smiled wryly, "I didn't plan to make it for anyone when I was studying, so it doesn't matter how it tastes." ”

He just did it, focused on the process, and in the past three years, he adjusted the dosage again and again, the exact ratio of milk to eggs, but he never thought about who he wanted to do and serve.

Chang An was dumbfounded, looking at the contents of the cup, and at that moment she felt that she might have done something wrong.

She had endured all the pain for three years, suffering alone, thinking how brave, how strong, and even how great she was, but Zhou Wei was right, she had completely excluded him without his consent.

If she has had a hard time over the years, then he must have suffered a lot.

Chang An put down the cup and spoon.

"I'm sorry..."

Zhou Wei was stunned, "What's wrong... Eat well and say this kind of thing. ”

Chang An got up from the sofa on his knees.

"I... I've always felt strong, but I realized that maybe I was wrong. She sat back with her legs bent, "If I had come back to you three years ago, maybe everyone would have been better off in the past few years." ”

Not overnight, but more than a thousand days and nights.

Chang An knows what these represent, representing every minute and second of torment, representing endless despair.

"It's that I'm being too selfish, or maybe I'm not strong enough. I said that I didn't dare to come back and face you, but in the end, I didn't dare to face myself, and I couldn't get past myself. ”

In the past three years, she has almost always closed herself in a specific environment, a small fishing village in Jiaochun, a dilapidated and dirty Gang, she actually deliberately put an end to any intersection between herself and the previous interpersonal circle, and wears a mask all day long, a hat, and big and wide clothes, eager to wrap her hands and feet to her face.

Silent, few words, cold, and her appearance gives people a sense of unapproachable alienation, but in the end, she is just using a numb method to escape the world passively.

Chang An buried his head and took a deep breath.

"Am I useless?"

Zhou Wei was cut by her words, how could she think so?

"No, you're strong, great!"

"But I've had a bad time in the past few years. ”

"What's wrong?" Zhou Wei went over to straighten the person, looking at her red eyes again, "You go to the orphanage to volunteer, you are willing to raise Xiaozhi, you make your own money to support yourself, you also quit heroin, you should admire yourself, and I..."

Zhou Wei touched Chang An's head, and felt sorry for him, "And I should be most grateful to you, although you have lost some weight, although you have suffered a lot, but you have returned to me well, you have not fallen, you have not lost, you have not given up on yourself in the predicament, you don't know how much you make me like now." ”

Zhou Yan took a breath and said all the words hidden in his heart, which was probably the most sensual thing he had ever said, but every sentence came from the bottom of his heart.

He likes her gentle and beautiful past, the elegant temperament raised by wealth, and he likes her current calmness and calmness, with the fragrance that exudes after being soaked in suffering.

Chang An lowered his head and turned his face away.

"It's really—" she snorted, tears falling from her eyes, but her eyes kept laughing, "It feels like your mouth is smeared with honey today." ”

Zhou Wei scratched his forehead.

What he said just now is really not like his style, and if it weren't for today's atmosphere, he probably wouldn't be willing to say it, but it was really what he said in his heart.

"Why don't you say something a little more numb?"

He reached out and scooped Chang An into his lap.

Chang An was afraid of falling, so he had to circle his neck, "What else is more numb?"

Zhou Yi fished her head and buried it in her ear, and immediately said a word.

Chang An's eyes were certain, and then he put his hand on his shoulder, "You... Why do you get older and more indecent?"

Zhou Tao plucked his tongue, he could admit that he was not serious, but he did not admit that he was old.

"Am I old?"

"It's thirty-six years old for the New Year, aren't you old?"

"It's just age, and you think I'm worse than I was in my early twenties?"

Chang An snorted again, "I haven't felt what it was like when you were in your early twenties!"

Zhou Wei was slammed back, stunned for a moment, and then grabbed Chang An's waist and pressed the person onto the sofa.

Chang An screamed: "What are you doing!"

"Didn't you say you haven't felt it, let you feel it!"

He propped up his upper body and pressed Chang An's two arms to the top of his head.

……

Chang An used to think that Zhou Yi was quite restrained in the affairs of men and women, but in the past few days, he has been almost addicted, and he will never let her go if he doesn't come twice a day.

Today is even more fatal, he hugged Chang An to the windowsill.

Behind him is the night sky, and on the opposite side is a dense group of buildings.

Jardine is located in the downtown area, and the lights on the building are like orange squares.

Chang An was embedded in the lattice, holding and trembling and begging him to at least pull up the curtains, but he refused, and hit it hard to hit it in, Chang An still had some consciousness at first, and then he was hit by seven souls and six souls, and the strength of the wine also came up.

She thought it would probably be addictive, especially with the cold glass behind her and staring at Zhou Wei's eyes in front of her.

He was still the same pair of focused and deep eyes, and the pleasure that piled up in her body with the frequency of strength and vigor, firm, powerful, and with its own rhythm.

Chang An felt that he would be emotional, but he rarely lost control, even when he was at the most intense, he would snort at most, and then the whole audience must be controlled by him, absolutely restrained, and absolutely domineering......

After that scene, Zhou Wei took Chang An to take a bath, her legs were a little unable to stand, she was very lazy, and finally the two took a bath together.

Fortunately, the bathtub on Jardine's side is quite large, filled with a large tank of water, and the two of them sit one after the other, Chang An's back against Zhou Wei's chest.

The warm water flooded her chest, and she leaned her weight on Zhou Wei.

The afterglow in her body gradually faded, and her alcohol strength also disappeared a lot, and the rest was sober in the middle of the night.

"Has Jiahui still been in contact with you in the past few years?" Chang An suddenly asked.

Zhou Yan paused, "Very little, almost nothing." ”

"She's still working in the office of the stars?"

"No, she left not long after you left, but then she should have gone to another firm, I heard people mention, the last two years have developed well. ”

"You haven't seen each other in any way?"

Zhou Wei thought for a while, "She had a lot of opinions about me after your accident back then, thinking that I didn't take good care of you, and then she made a lot of trouble with me for your funeral, and she also made trouble with me several times for this matter." ”

Chang An can almost imagine Chang Jiahui's heartbreaking.

"She must have been sad at the time, right?"

"Don't be sad, I can't wait for me to go to your funeral. ”

Chang An smiled, but his heart was extremely sour.

"Actually, I didn't treat Jiahui well when I was a child, I always changed my ways to bully her and yin her, but she never seemed to be angry, and she still stuck to me all day long. ”

Zhou Wei has also heard of this, it stands to reason that it would be good if they didn't have an awkward relationship with each other, how could there be a deep sisterhood, but it was strange that the relationship had been good later.

"Maybe that's the fate between people. Zhou Wei said, "Some people are destined to be enemies, some people are destined to be friends, some people are destined to be sisters, and some may be destined to be husband and wife." ”

In the past, Chang An didn't believe in this kind of "in the dark" tone, but after experiencing so many things, he can be regarded as seeing through it, and suddenly felt that the causes and results of many things really can't be explained by a set of reasonable logic, and in the end they can only be attributed to the "in the dark" tone.

She adjusted her posture slightly in Zhou Wei's arms.

"When Xiaozhi's surgery is done, I want to go and see Aunt Ying. ”

……

Chang An first washed and wrapped Zhou Wei's pajamas and went out, Zhou Wei was a few minutes late, and when she walked back to the bedroom, she had already gotten into the quilt, most of her face was wrapped in it, and only a small handful of her hair was still exposed.

Zhou stood and smiled suddenly.

After three years, the habit of sleeping in the quilt has not changed.

He turned off the lights, went to bed, and took the man into his arms again.

Since Chang An came back, Zhou Wei felt that time passed very slowly, 24 hours a day seemed to extend to 48 hours, and even the air he breathed seemed to become swaying.

Zhou Wei: "Sleeping?"

Chang An: "No. ”

Zhou Wei: "Not sleepy yet?"

Chang An: "Fortunately, I made up for sleep in Changhe in the morning." ”

There was no sound behind him for a while, Chang An waited for a while, and took the initiative to ask, "Do you have anything to tell me?"

A hand rests on his shoulder, and the man's fingers tap lightly on the skin.

After a moment of silence, Zhou Wei finally spoke: "You haven't been in contact with your brother in the past few years?"

He used to call Chen Haodong by his name in front of Chang An, but now he said "your brother", Chang An paused, "No." ”

"Haven't met yet?"

"Hmm. ”

"So you haven't even heard anything from him in the past few years?"

Chang An frowned in the darkness and turned around, "What do you want to ask?"

"What can I ask!"

Chang An smiled, "Why do I feel that your words are a little sour?"

"Sour, where sour?" he refused to admit.

Chang An's fingers also tapped on his chest, "Okay, if you say it's not sour, it's not sour, but I really haven't heard any news from him over the years." ”

Chen Haodong is not Zhou Wei after all, and the latter is also half a public figure, especially in the past two years, Rongbang has been in the limelight too much and has made frequent big moves, so Chang An can know Zhou Wei's general situation by casually searching on the Internet, but Chen Haodong is different, he is not so big, so Chang An has really no information about him in recent years.

"What, you don't believe it?" Chang An asked rhetorically.

Zhou Wei took away the hand on his chest that was touching around, "Don't move, I believe it!"

Chang An laughed, "But you should know." ”

"Know what?"

"How has my brother been in the past few years, how is he doing?"

“……”

Zhou Wei felt that he was really digging a pit and jumping by himself, and thought for a while, "What do you want to hear? Is it a career or a personal problem?"

"Whatever, say whatever you know. ”

Zhou Wei thought for a while, "Why don't you talk about work first?"

"Hmm. ”

"After he came out of Yuanxi, he set up his own construction company. ”

"I know this, I had contact with him when I was working in Huijian. ”

There was also a "scandal" between the two of them about this matter, and finally Zhou Xian left Shenyang on Chinese New Year's Eve, and then Chang An went to Shenyang to find him and misunderstood him and Zhou Xin, and all kinds of causes and effects contributed to the current face step by step.

However, Chang An didn't want to mention these things anymore, and Zhou Wei obviously didn't want to mention them either.

It doesn't make any sense.

Chang An continued: "But I know that his company was very small and did not have all the qualifications, so it was all due to the fact that Huijian gave him a few outsourcing projects. ”

"Well, it's not just a small scale, it's just an engineering team with a registered business license, but it's developed well in the past two years. ”

In terms of personal ability, Zhou Tao still admires Chen Haodong, although this person was not born in architecture, and he always has no rules to do things, but he has courage and courage, plus morality and affection, so there are always a bunch of people around him who are willing to saddle for him.

It's not easy to do that.

"Do you still see each other often?" Chang An asked.

"I've seen it a few times, but it's all because of work. After a pause, Zhou Wei added, "But he shouldn't be living in Yunling anymore." ”

"Moved away. ”

"Forget it, but the nature of his job should be on the construction site most of the time, following the project. ”

Chang An understood what it meant, and then remained silent.

Zhou Wei waited for a while, "What else do you want to ask?"

"No more. ”

"Want to contact him?"

"Probably, but I don't have any plans for that at the moment, let's talk about it later. ”

She needs time, step by step, step by step, step by step to face those people and those things before.

Zhou Wei stroked the top of her hair again.

"Sleep, don't be cranky. ”

……

Zhou Wei went to the company early the next morning and sent Chang An to the hospital by the way.

On the way, Chang An bought a small cake, which she promised Xiao Zhi last night.

After arriving at the ward, he accompanied Xiaozhi to breakfast, and dug two mouthfuls of cake for her half-coaxing, but Liu Peiqiang came to the ward before he finished eating......