It's been a long time since I've dreamed of you, I thought the eclipse of the sun and the moon had faded you from my memory neurons, and I dreamed of you last night and the night before. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The dream of the day before yesterday was very close to the present, and I deliberately did not recall the situation in the dream, so I basically can't remember the plot now, but I remember that your clear face is in front of my eyes, just as you used to present your face in front of me, every pore is clear.

Last night's dream is especially fresh in my memory.

Our family of three lived in a cave or a thatched hut, one in and one out of two rooms. Our clothes were thin and even shabby. I knew in my heart that this was just a temporary shelter and that we would soon be leaving here and returning to our own home. It was as if everything was fine at home not far from home, and I was sure that it was there in good shape.

You went out and didn't return, I stayed in the hut with the child, and suddenly saw a small snake into the bedding, I panicked, took the child's hand and ran outside, in the process of escaping in a hurry, I saw that there was also a snake outside, which was twice as big as the small snake inside, with my knowledge of snakes, both snakes are highly venomous vipers, gray and black patterned snake skin, triangular heads.

I didn't dare to move anymore, for fear that the snake would feel threatened and attack and hurt people, so I settled the child at the door and told me not to move, I gently turned around and faced the snake, and silently thought in my heart: We have nothing to do with each other, I don't hurt you, and you don't hurt us. The first reaction when I saw a dangerous, fearful creature in reality was the idea of destroying it.

In the dream, I was kinder, and I believed that the snake could sense my mind, and that the snake would only attack people if it felt that it was in danger.

Gently raising its feet to step over, the snake stood up, opened its mouth, and saw its crimson snake letter, just a few centimeters under my feet, so nervous! The hairs stood on end, and I could even see my own shivering bare feet.

A stirring spirit, woke up.

Woke up and looked at the watch, it was less than five o'clock in the morning.

Recently, I have been reading Zhang Defen's "Meet the Unknown Self" series, which is a book about human nature and spirituality.

I remember many years ago, when her "Meet the Unknown Self" was first published and serialized in the newspaper, I was very interested and read many issues in a row. Later, the first edition of her first book, I don't remember how it was, I also read it.

At that time, life was still happy, and my husband was also studying the classics of Chinese culture, dabbling in Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism.

Moreover, he has always thought that I am a child with an immortal spirit, and many of his troubles that have been dulled by the world need to be awakened by my unconscious. It was my simplicity and nature that made up for a lot of his shortcomings.

Because of the smooth sailing life at that time, I was just a child pampered by my parents and husband, although I was a mother, but my character was still immature, and my husband has always cared for me not to be polluted by the world, he hoped that my spirituality would accompany me all my life under his protection, not be annihilated, and never because of the world, harsh and demanding of me, he has always obeyed my heart, whether conscious or subconscious.

Therefore, I only rely on my own temperament to read, comprehend, and resonate. There is no brain-based thinking, no deliberate understanding.

Now, I am the only one left in the world, and when I see this book and this series of books again, my mood is naturally different. In the past six years, I have been stirred and beaten by the chaos of the world, and the coldness of people's hearts and the coldness of human nature have almost destroyed my mind.

The love of my parents, the wholehearted care of my husband, the warmth of my siblings, and the care and care of these colleagues and friends in a foreign place all make me hide a heart that sees through the world but is unwilling to abandon the world under my seemingly weak appearance.

I seem to have always known a truth, I don't seem to have lost my heart, I have always been a sober person, the world is a little confused, I don't think there is any need to bother so much, in fact, the world is clear to me, I am subjective consciousness does not want to delve into it, do not want to speculate, do not want to care. My sobriety is in the mind.

I feel like my nature has never gone off the rails, and I am slowly and gradually getting closer to my true self - and to my true self.

When I woke up, I was no longer sleepy, so I analyzed the dream:

We are in a humble house, it seems that we have been in a few years of feelings, although the two are happy and love each other, but they can't withstand the disasters of the world;

Although the Huawu has been completed, we do not have such blessings and fate to share;

When I am in danger with my children, there is nothing you can do when you are not around, I can only rely on myself;

The tribulations of the world are like invisible and visible poisonous snakes, although the two are not related, but there is still a hidden crisis, but if I do not pull the straw that supports the hut, we will be fine;

The child can also go out of the house and stay out of the house, while I, the hut broken by the west wind, still need to sing!