No wonder the young master is willing to stay with her, Mu Zihao thinks that Miss Ji's personality is actually the most suitable for the young master.

It wasn't until Ji Xiaoru's tall and slender figure disappeared at the corner of the stairs that Mu Zihao remembered that he had forgotten to ask Miss Ji where he was going.

However, the young master is asleep anyway, and Miss Ji wants to go out for a ride, so the young master shouldn't have any opinions, right?

Thinking like this, Mu Zihao put his mind at ease again.

Mu Zihao walked into the ward and saw that Pei Yuansheng was indeed asleep, and he rarely slept deeply, he called softly twice beside him, but he didn't react at all.

called the doctor to come in and check on it, and once again determined whether Pei Yuansheng's condition had stabilized.

The doctor gave an affirmative answer, and Mu Zihao's heart fell back to its original place, and when the doctor left, he thought that it was time for Jin Xiaoyi to come and see him.

If you don't look at it now, when the young master wakes up, she won't have much chance.

Jin Xiaoyi was fidgeting in Mu Zihao's room, when she suddenly received a text message from Mu Zihao "Come quickly", stood up immediately, and ran upstairs quickly, regardless of the seven-centimeter high heels on her feet.

When she reached the hallway, despite the carpet on the floor, she involuntarily slowed down for fear of waking up the sleeping people in the ward.

Mu Zihao stood at the door and waited for her.

"It's only ten minutes, Sister Xiaoyi, you promise me that you'll come out in ten minutes, okay?" Originally, he shouldn't have let her in, but thinking that just like he would never have the chance to see her in the future, she was unlikely to have the opportunity to see him, so he gritted his teeth and made this decision that made him feel very sorry for the young master.

If the young master knew that he casually let people approach him while he was asleep, he would definitely be so angry that he would quit him immediately.

However, I'm sorry for the young master's business, it's not the first time he's done it, Mu Zihao thought, letting Sister Xiaoyi secretly come to N Island is already a great disobedience to the young master.

He closed his eyes, and could only hope that Jin Xiaoyi would keep his promise, just "take a look" at the young master, and never do anything superfluous.

"Okay, I see, thank you, Zihao. Jin Xiaoyi's heart was pounding, a slightly haggard face was radiant again, her eyes were extremely hot, and people had no doubt that the surging emotions in her heart for the young master were surging

Jin Xiaoyi pushed open the door and walked in.

She finally saw him again.

After all, she actually didn't leave for long, but why, when she saw him again, she felt like a world away?

He lay on the bed and fell into a deep sleep, and she held her breath and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, looking down at him carefully.

It was strange that she thought that he would be getting thinner and thinner without her to take care of him, but he didn't.

He looked even better than when she left.

Her heart was mixed for a while.

Seeing that he didn't continue to lose weight, and his complexion didn't get worse, she should have been happy.

However, she was not happy at all.

She couldn't help but wonder, didn't her departure have any negative impact on him?

So, is it meaningless that she took care of him in the past, desperately trying to make him feel better and sleep better?

In other words, does this mean that she is of no value to him at all, and that her dedication to him has only touched herself, not him?

No wonder he didn't have the slightest intention of recalling her, no wonder he didn't miss her at all.

No matter how good she is to him, she is of no value to him.

Jin Xiaoyi suddenly hated him.

She really wished he was sick and dying, and there was no one around to take care of him.

Before, she wanted him to do well, but now, she doesn't think so.

As soon as she longed for her to walk away, he was immediately tormented by illness and became inhuman—

Only in this way can she prove the value of her existence, isn't it?

Only then will her return be meaningful, and only then will it be possible for her to return to him.

She sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, staring at his pale and handsome face, and for a moment she loved and hated him so much that she could not melt into his blood, and took out her whole heart for him, and at the same time she longed to pull out his oxygen tube with her own hands and strangle him with her own hands.

Thinking so, her hand reached out towards his slender neck.

He lay there quietly, knowing nothing, oblivious to everything outside world.

If she wanted to kill him now, she could do it.

He's a sick man, he's just been given first aid last night, and now he's probably not even strong enough to get out of bed.

All she had to do was unplug his oxygen tube, cover his face with a towel, and choke his throat with her hand—

He would soon die silently.

What a breeze it is.

But what about after that?

What happens after killing him?

Run away, or die with him?

Jin Xiaoyi sat on the edge of the bed, and her delicate makeup face showed a smile that was more ugly than crying.

"I love you. She said softly, "Why can't you love me a little bit?"

He still lay there quietly, breathing steadily, not half awakened by her.

"You know what? I wore a well-chosen dress today, and I imagined countless times that you would laugh and praise me when you saw me like this, but I was not even qualified to be looked at by you. ”

Jin Xiaoyi sighed helplessly: "Why am I so pitiful? If only I hadn't looked at it at the time. Just because I looked at you one more time, I was unsatisfactory for half of my life, and I tried my best to change my face, and I tried to change jobs to try to get close to you. I did everything I could, all to make you love you. It's not like no one has loved me all these years, but why do I have to love you? If I don't love you, and I don't want to get you, then can I have a man's love peacefully and live happily and ordinarily?"

No one was able to tell her the answer.

The cruelty of life is that everyone is responsible for the choices he makes.

No matter who you are, there is no second choice.

She looked at him quietly, thinking to herself, she had put so much effort into him, and in the end, she still got nothing.

Even, when she was able to stay with him, it was less than ten minutes left.

What else can you do in less than ten minutes?

Jin Xiaoyi reached out and gently stroked his hair.

He lay there, well-behaved and asleep like a child, and people's hearts involuntarily became very soft.

She was suddenly ashamed of the idea that she had just wanted to kill him—how could she think of him like that?

He'd never hurt her, he was just ...... I just don't love her.

It was not his sin that he did not love her.

It's that she's too delusional, craving things that don't belong to her.

She was the one who should die.

And he is so good-looking, so perfect, and he is a proud son of heaven, he deserves to regain a healthy life and live a happy life.

Even if she no longer exists in his life.

She was nothing to him in the first place.

Jin Xiaoyi looked at him so stupidly, stroking his hair and cheeks, his heart was like a snake and scorpion for a while, and his intestines were full of knots for a while.

Hate and love were intertwined in her heart, and her gaze was hot and cold.

Time passed between your fingers minute by minute.

Soon, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Mu Zihao appeared at the door and whispered to her, "Sister Xiaoyi, you should go." ”

Jin Xiaoyi's hand was still on Pei Yuansheng's cheek - this was a very rude move, if it was when Pei Yuansheng was sober, no one would dare to approach him so wantonly without his permission.

However, Mu Zihao deliberately ignored Jin Xiaoyi's move, he pretended not to see it, and Wen Yan reminded: "If you don't leave, someone will come over later." ”

"Who?" asked Jin Xiaoyi.

Mu Zihao didn't answer, he subconsciously didn't want to tell Jin Xiaoyi about Miss Ji.

"Sister Xiaoyi, you promised me that you would only stay in it for ten minutes. He looked at her and said in a calm tone.

Jin Xiaoyi lowered her head, her eyes looked at Pei Yuansheng's sleeping face, and she reluctantly looked away, she was reluctant to leave.

"Let me stay a little longer...... Just for a moment, okay?" she said as she looked at him pleadingly.

"No, I can't. Mu Zihao was ruthless and said, "Sister Xiaoyi, don't embarrass me, the young master will wake up at any time, and there is ...... Someone will come in at any time. You'd better leave as soon as possible. ”

Jin Xiaoyi straightened up, only feeling that her feet seemed to have taken root next to Pei Yuansheng's bed, and a slight movement could make her flesh and bones hurt.

It was so uncomfortable, she thought, and walking away from him again was like a piece of flesh from her.

"Sister Xiaoyi, please. Mu Zihao felt a kind of uneasiness in his heart, he turned his head to look at the corridor outside the door, and made sure that no one was passing by, so he relaxed a little.

Jin Xiaoyi moved her legs with difficulty, and left Pei Yuansheng's bedside step by step.

After this time of leaving, when will you see him next?

Is there a next time?

Why, can't she stay?

Suddenly, she reached out and grabbed Mu Zihao's hand, and pleaded: "Let me stay, I want to stay by his side to take care of him, Zihao, you help me again, one last time, okay?"

"Sister Xiaoyi......" Mu Zihao sighed heavily, "I knew you were like this, I shouldn't have agreed to let you come to see the young master." ”

"I beg you, Zihao, I really love him, no matter what method I use, as long as I can stay by his side and see him every day, I am willing, no matter the cost. Zihao, you can help me come up with ideas!"

"Shh......h Be quiet. Mu Zihao glanced at the young master on the bed and pulled Jin Xiaoyi out of the ward.

Jin Xiaoyi's eyes continued to look into the ward, Mu Zihao gritted his teeth and closed the door in front of Jin Xiaoyi.

Jin Xiaoyi's hot eyes dimmed in an instant like a flame that had suddenly been extinguished.