Cause and effect of past and present lives
Comrade Jia Yuhao:
Yesterday, I accompanied the retired elderly people to Qinzhou, saw the statue of Sun Yat-sen, and remembered his words: The revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard!
You have drifted away like a floating cloud, leaving all the heaviness of life to me! You have become a deserter regardless of whether the revolution has succeeded or not!
I always remember that you said that you want to live with me to be 200 years old and take a little old lady around the world; when I think of the time when I see you putting snot paper everywhere, you blame you for saying that you will be disgusted to death when you are seventy or eighty! I know that you are wandering the sweetness that we can stay together until we grow old!
Every scene and every thought will have your shadow! I let my thoughts drift to your time and space to think of you and miss you -- I can feel the boundless despair and pain!
You seemed to come to see me again in the early hours of the morning, and in a daze I asked you to lock the door and you answered me in a loud voice: Oh! I woke up at your voice. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info Tears welled up again!
Recently, I have slept a lot better, and I still have dreams, but it doesn't affect my spirit the next day.
I want to do everything I can to spice up the days without you, I try to smile as much as I can, try to look down, try not to think, not to think!
Without you, there is little point in my life, and I have no prayers for the rest of my life except to raise Doudou healthily!
I miss you!
There is no pain in the world that can compare to my heartbreak!
Do you feel my pain, do you know?
Pain is my present and my future!
Even if I am smiling and talking, my heart will never stop twitching and crying!
Who can tell me the reason for all this, who can tell me the cause and effect of this past and present life, so that I can live clearly and walk through this life with a clear and light life!
XW
2010.12.10