Chapter 510: Understanding the Family (Part II)
The "very fast" in Jin Mu's mouth is indeed not a very long process. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
About ten minutes later, Han Yu and the others arrived at the destination of their trip, the columbarium where Han Yu's mother's ashes were enshrined.
One thing is strange.
In fact, the scale of this columbarium is not small, and it is located at the foot of the mountain, surrounded by green mountains and green waters, so it can be said that the environment is quiet.
Can it be ...... When Han Yu got out of the car and saw the door of the columbarium, his brows couldn't help but wrinkle subconsciously, very rarely, a sense of dissatisfaction like pickiness came out of his heart.
Maybe that's the instinct of being a child.
No matter what Han Yu thinks of this woman named Han Yishi in his heart, at least in his heart, this is his mother in a sense.
So for her resting place, if only that's it...... He couldn't be satisfied in any way, absolutely.
This discovery strengthened Han Yu's idea of coming to Quanzhou this time, but it was not suitable for him to put it forward now.
Because they came to this columbarium together, the purpose was not only for Han Yu's mother......
……
“…… This is it. ”
His breathing seemed to be a little nervous for a moment.
Han Yu stared at the small ceramic jar in the small glass cabinet in front of him, his lips subconsciously pursed, and his eyes moved slightly, looking at the brass nameplate nailed to the side of the cabinet.
Han Yishi (1964-1993)
Enshrined: (Friend) Kim Jong Qiu】
Friend, Admiralty seeks ......
Scold......
Suddenly, a pair of pitch-black eyes seemed to be a little reddened again, and the corners of Han Yu's mouth slightly raised an arc that looked quite cold.
And at this moment, as if noticing where his gaze was, the complicated voice of Father Jin Zhongqiu slowly came into his ears from the side.
"This ...... It was filled in according to the relationship on the household register, and it was ...... at that time You're not in Jeonju anymore, so the Lord wrote my name. ”
“……”
The whole person took a deep breath, Han Yu pursed his lips and nodded silently, he didn't know if Father Jin's explanation convinced him, but then he took the key he had just received, opened the lock of the glass cabinet, and carefully took out the small jar inside with both hands.
At this time, Han Yu noticed that even though it was in the offering cabinet with little space, there was nothing else except Han Yishi's ashes.
There wasn't even a single photo, just a small columbarium, which was placed alone.
"You...... When your mother died, all she had left behind was the necklace, not even a single photo in the house. I wanted to put some clothes in, but the principal said that it was unlucky, so I ...... I didn't put any relics in it. ”
Listening to Father Jin's whispered explanation in his ear, Han Yu still nodded silently, without saying a word in his mouth, lowered his head, and gently stroked the slightly cool ceramic altar in his hand with his hand, and there was a feeling in his heart that even he couldn't describe at all.
This mood ...... It's a bit similar to when he stood outside his parents' operating room.
That's the kind of ...... It's clear that the distance is only a stone's throw away, but in my heart I know very well that we can never really touch each other again.
This made Han Yu's eyes faintly hot.
He knew that his mood at this time was not normal, but he just couldn't suppress it......
In fact, if you look at it from another angle, if you ...... This woman is the "person" he is holding in his hand at this moment, if she hadn't given birth to Jin Zhiyu, or Lin Yunyu, or Leo, it doesn't matter what his name is!
All in all!
If it weren't for her...... There is no him.
There is no such thing as Han Yu now......
"Hoo ......"
Sucking his nose sharply, Han Yu could feel that if he continued like this, he would probably lose his temper a little, he didn't want to be like this, at least at this time, he didn't want to show his vulnerable side in front of some people, so he took a long deep breath, blinked, and calmed the emotions stirring in his chest.
Then, as if to divert his attention, he suddenly turned his head and looked in the direction of his left-hand side, and suddenly a strange and puzzled look crossed his already gloomy face.
He pursed his lips, looked back at Father Jin who was standing beside him, and asked softly in a tone that sounded a little strange: "You guys...... Do you want to engrave his ashes here?"
Just to the left of Han Yishi's offering cabinet, in the same row, a columbarium is also being enshrined at this time.
Its offering cabinet is much larger than Han Yishi's, almost twice the size, but I have to say that for this person...... Han Yu felt that he really couldn't say more.
Behind the translucent glass, the offering cabinet was not like Han Yishi, and the things were almost full.
Baseball gloves, baseball caps, trophies, and even wreaths, in front of the columbarium, there are also a few photos, family portraits, separate photos and the like.
And among these photos, there is one that stands out.
A young man with a somewhat smirking smile, dressed in a baseball suit and wielding a bat in his hand, was bathing in the sun.
Unfortunately, Han Yu recognized this young man, or rather, he recognized this face, this face that he had only seen a few times, but it was deeply in his mind.
The young man's name is Kim Ji-woong.
The identity is the son of the Jin family.
And...... Han Woo's half-brother.
……
Kim Ha-yeon and Kim Tae-yeon accompanied Kim Mu, both standing in front of Kim Ji-woong's columbarium at this time, Kim Mu raised her hand with red eyes and gently stroked the glass door of the offering cabinet, and seemed to be whispering something in her mouth, while the two sisters lowered their heads in unison, and their eye circles were also red, and Han Yu even keenly noticed that there were tears in the eyes of the two girls.
It stands to reason.
Han Yu felt that his current mood should be very heavy and sad, but he didn't know if it was because he was holding the small urn in his arms at the moment, he looked at the mother and daughter standing on his left hand, and then looked at the golden father and himself, the so-called father and son, and suddenly felt that this scene was very ridiculous in his heart.
Han Yu knew that he shouldn't think like this, whether it was his reason or emotion, he was telling him that it shouldn't be, even if he didn't feel guilty, at least he had to be a little sad and sad.
But Han Yu didn't.
No, or should I say he has a little.
When he looked at Taeyeon's sad two girls, his heart did have an indescribable complexity and heaviness, but when his eyes looked at the equally sad Golden Mother, his mood became very strange again.
On the one hand, there is an indescribable guilt and complexity, and on the other hand, looking at the sad appearance of the golden mother, there is a vague sense of pleasure in his heart.
He knew very well what the source of this pleasure was, but he couldn't suppress his thoughts, like ...... When he saw Han Yishi's ashes altar before, he couldn't suppress the emotions in his heart.
"This is actually our family's traditional columbarium, where the ashes of your grandmother, grandfather, and even grandparents are enshrined. ”
Hearing Father Jin's words, Han Yu blinked suddenly, turned his head to look at Father Jin strangely, and asked softly, "...... Didn't you choose a tomb?"
"Hmmm......"
Hearing that Han Yu just called "they", Father Jin's face seemed to faintly flash a little loss, but then he patiently explained to Han Yu: "Our family's habit is that after death, people should not be buried in the soil and corroded by the soil, but should continue to be with their families, so they all choose to worship the ashes altar." ”
"Oh...... That's right. ”
Father Jin took a bite of "our family", Han Yu didn't have any reaction on his face when he heard it, he just nodded casually, looked down at the urn in his arms, and didn't know what he was thinking.
After a while, Father Jin also walked over, and talked to Jin Zhixiong's ashes altar with slightly red eyes, and Han Yu and their trip seemed to be time to leave.
However, at this moment, Jin Mu, who was sitting on the side to calm down, suddenly raised her head and said a word to everyone.
"You guys go out first, Han Yu and I have something to say. ”
- (To be continued.) )