Chang An pinched the paper flowers in his hand without a match.

Chen Haodong had already recovered from the shock of "seeing her for the first time" at this time, but another question appeared in his heart at this time.

"Sun Zhengdao knew you very well before he died?"

When Sun Zhengdao was imprisoned, Chang An came to Beijing to see him, and the lawsuit was raging at that time, and Xue Bing was also involved, she came to Beijing Chen Haodong could figure it out, but now that everyone is gone, she deliberately rushed over from Yunling to attend his funeral, it seems that it is not as simple as because he was once Xue Bing's old friend.

Chang An pinched the hand of the paper flower and paused.

"Brother, have you ever wondered why my dad didn't agree to us being together back then?"

Chen Haodong's face froze, "What do you want to say?"

Chang An looked at the man in front of him, he seemed to be a little darker after not seeing him for three years, but the contours of his facial features were more tough, and a short black leather coat on his body decorated the whole person more and more cold.

The man stands in his thirties, he is no longer the bastard who is always ruffian and gags with himself, he has not seen him for so long, and those evil temperaments have been restrained by him.

"Brother..."Chang An spoke again, "I haven't been in touch with you since I came back for so long, in fact, there is another reason. ”

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

Chang An calmed down and didn't say anything, in fact, it wasn't that she didn't want to say it, it was really a little difficult to speak.

She looked down and tugged at the little paper flower in her hand, really, really didn't know what to say.

"It's a little hard to say, but you should have the right to know. After making up his mind, Chang An looked up at Chen Haodong.

Chen Haodong was seen by her eyes and his scalp tightened.

"Chang'an..."

"Sun Zhengdao is my father. ”

"What did you say?"

"I said, Sun Zhengdao is my biological father!"

Chang An was almost jumping out word by word by the end.

Chen Haodong's eyes were fixed on a certain place as if empty, and for a long time, Chang An didn't dare to squeak.

Finally, the corners of his mouth suddenly grinned, "You're kidding!"

“……”

"How is it possible, you're kidding me, aren't you?"

He subconsciously couldn't accept it, you have to know how hard it took him to accept that Chang Wangde was an accomplice to the death of his parents when he learned the truth, what is this now?

After so many years, he planned for so many years, suffered so much, and suffered so many sins before he finally brought Sun Zhengdao down, this time it was regarded as sending him off for the last time, and he also took a look at his final fate, which was regarded as a farewell to his parents in heaven and his past life, but when he came to Lin, Chang An told him that she was Sun Zhengdao's daughter, and she was the daughter of his own father and mother's enemy.

How ridiculous?

Chen Haodong cut his sockets, don't look away, the rain outside the window has been falling non-stop, this damn weather.

He touched his face with his hand.

"Brother..."

"When did you know that Sun Zhengdao was your father?"

"Some time before he was in prison. ”

"Sun Zhengdao told you himself?"

"No, he doesn't know. Chang An shook his head, "That person... He didn't know about my relationship with him from beginning to end. ”

Chen Haodong touched his face again, and this information was pieced together... He had to slow down a little longer, for about half a minute, and asked, "Chang Wangde knows?"

"Hmm. ”

"He knew it from the beginning, that's why he stopped you from coming with me back then?"

Chang An nodded slightly.

Chen Haodong closed his eyes and leaned back, how could he have had a good time all these years?

In the past ten years, he has been under the fence, and he is sad to learn the truth later, in fact, he does not have to take revenge, if Chang Wangde allowed him to take Chang An away, he could put aside his old grievances and know nothing, but Chang's family did not allow it.

He knelt and begged, and in the end Chang An was sent to England.

He exchanged his girl for fate, he actually didn't know in his heart that he had lost Chang An forever from the moment he decided to take revenge, but his guilt only came from because she was Chang Wangde's daughter, she was Xue Bing's daughter, and it was he who turned Xue Bing's case out of the year, until Chang An was kidnapped three years ago, and he stood on that desert island and punched Zhou Wei fiercely.

"You promised to treat her well, but now you can't even protect her life, I knew that I would never let her go back then!"

When she was seventeen years old, Chen Haodong took her away from Yunling, and later Chang An was found by someone sent by Chang Wangde.

To go or to stay, that was a turning point in Chang'an's life.

In the past three years, Chen Haodong has often thought that if he didn't agree to Chang An's return back then, but selfishly kept her by his side, would the ending be completely different, at least there should be no kidnapping, and she would not die, so Chen Haodong spent the past three years completely in remorse.

He attributed all his fate and ending to "missing", missing her seventeen years old, and missing her future marriage and feelings, but in the end?

Why miss it?

It turned out that from the very beginning, from the beginning of the birth of the two, the identities of the two parties were already destined to not be together.

Not a miss, but a complete mistake!

Chen Haodong bowed his head, "I'm sorry, I'm going out for a cigarette!" He almost got up from the sofa.

Chang An didn't even have the courage to stay for a while, watching him walk out, next to the bed, Chen Haodong walked to the door, took out a cigarette case and a lighter from his leather pocket with his back to Chang An, and slightly lowered his shoulder and lit the fire.

Chang An couldn't see his expression at that time, only saw the rain falling on his shoulders like a line.

There is no canopy in front of the café, which means that he is standing in the rain.

Chang An felt sad, the kind of unspeakable and inexplicable sadness.

Over the years, she has also thought about Sun Zhengdao and her mother when she is alone outside, although she has no way of knowing why her mother gave birth to her back then, although she still feels ashamed, but those are their choices before her death, whether it is driven by interests or emotional reasons, she is nothing more than the product of their reluctance.

She can't choose her birth, all she can do is accept and face it, but for Chen Haodong, she has an extra layer of unspeakable emotions.

It stands to reason that she should hate him, because it was he who brought down Sun Zhengdao and stabbed Xue Bing's case, causing her to bear the infamy and causing her to have nothing, but it is very strange that Chang An does not hate it at all.

Those assets were originally accumulated by Xue Bing through illegal means, and she didn't feel sorry for the ill-gotten gains, and she didn't feel sorry for them, and the infamy she carried was not fabricated out of thin air, Xue Bing did make a mistake, and it was a big mistake, which could not be forgiven, and Chen Haodong just exposed this mistake that might be buried in the world.

As for Sun Zhengdao, he designed to kill Chen Zhichang, forced Tan Meng to commit himself and made him a tool for him to win over all parties like a female daughter, these two articles alone are already unforgivable, not to mention that he also caused a boy who was only nine years old to lose his parents, in other words, Chen Haodong's hardships for so many years are all due to him, so he doesn't seem to be doing too much to Sun Zhengdao.

Chang An looked at the continuous rain outside, and the man smoking in the rain felt like a sponge in his heart.

What to do, she is so sad, really, very sad.

I took the cup again, and the coffee in the cup was already cold.

Chang An waited for a few more minutes, Chen Haodong had already finished smoking a cigarette, and lit another cigarette, with no intention of coming back at all.

It's raining non-stop, and it should be cold outside.

Chang An called the waiter to come over and settle the bill, put on the coat on the back of the chair, and walked out slowly with his bag.

When she walked to the door, she could already hear the sound of the rain, and she walked all the way behind Chen Haodong.

"Brother......

Chen Haodong's fingers shaking the cigarette, but he didn't look back.

"Brother...... Maybe this is the last time I call you, because I don't think you'll want to hear me call you brother again, but that's okay, I have a few words to tell you. ”

Chang An didn't dare to walk up to him, so he stood behind him and watched a layer of water fall on his shoulders, and the droplets of water flowed down the cold and hard material of the leather coat.

"I know that whether it is Sun Zhengdao or Chang Wangde, or even my mother, they are all murderers of your parents, they may deserve it, but now they are gone, and you have taken revenge for so many years. ”

"As for me, I'm sorry it's their daughter, and I didn't tell you early in the morning that it was my fault. ”

“…… But so many years have passed, and the days ahead are still very long, I still hope that you can put down your burden and live for yourself, and finally ......" Chang An stopped, looked up and looked at the man in front of him again.

He was propped up on one leg, slightly bent on the other, and his back was broad, but he was not straight at this time.

"Finally, I want to say sorry for them, although these three words may be too light for you, but ......" Chang An stopped again and sighed softly.

She obviously has a thousand words, but she can't pick out a suitable word at this moment.

"Forget it, there's nothing else to talk about, just wish you a bright future and all the best!"

Chang An lowered her head and bowed to Chen Haodong's back, and the small paper flower that had been crumpled was still held in her hand.

She said to herself, brother, thank you for being involved in my life, my dependence when I was a child, the love when I was young and ignorant, and the despair and pain you gave me in those dark years...... You are so important to me, like a relative, but better than a relative, I want to fall in love, but I am destined to miss it, and now there is no time to look back, but I will always keep you in my heart.

She buried her head deeply, bowed for a long time, and got rid of the entanglements and feelings of the past, but also the chaotic hatred and hatred in her life.

When Chang An looked up again, tears had already burst out of her eyes, she put the bag on her body, buttoned the hat behind her coat, and quickly ran out from Chen Haodong's side.

There was a splash of water on the ground, and she didn't seem to care about splashing it all over her trouser legs.

Chen Haodong felt that the rain was a little heavier, the fog in front of him was getting heavier and heavier, and he couldn't see Chang An's figure clearly in the blink of an eye.